Sayu walked outside of the agency as the the rain started to come down. She pulled her umbrella out as a charm dangled off of the handle. She touched it softly admiring it, her eyes began to sting, "No more laughs… No more hugs…"

"Jeez Sayu, it's just rain." A blonde with long hair gave her a daring smirk.

"Not now, Shianna." Sayu hid her face in her coat and pressed down the rainy streets, she stopped in a flower shop, and carried three single roses, one red, one white, and one blue. She glanced at her watch. "January 28th…" She walked out of the shop with the owner waving happily to her.

Sayu walked through the silent graveyard with only the sound of the falling rain and a distant prayer from a funeral. She stopped in front of two graves and a memorial plot. She laid the red rose on the first grave, "Miss you, Daddy."

She stepped to the memorial plot, and laid the white rose on the marbled plot that read, "L Lawliet." She smiled and ran her fingers along the stone, "If only… Things had turned out different…" Her eyes turned to the other gave in between the two plots, "He loved you."

She stepped to the middle grave and laid the blue rose on it next to the letters reading: Light Yagami, beloved son and brother. "What now?" She knelt to the ground before tears lined her eyes, "You did it… You finally made me cry…" Her knees landed softly on the wet grass as she sobbed.

"Light! No matter how mean to me you are! I love you! You'll never make me cry!" Sayu shouted at Light as he stared at his desk.

"We'll see." His voice was strained and fatigued as he wrote in a black notebook.

Sayu opened her phone to a saved text message: January 28th, "I love you, Sayu. I'm sorry."

A monotonous voice carried behind her, "Why the different colors? Why blue?"

Sayu slightly startled she wiped the tears from her eyes, "Red means remember. Respect, love and admiration. White is innocence, purity…" Sayu choked a little, "Childlike." She glanced at the figure with snow white hair. "Blue… The impossible, the unattainable."

He stepped closer, "So, I ask again… Why blue?"

Sayu touched the petals softly, "Because… I can never tell him, 'I love you, too.' I was angry with him… I said a terrible thing to him… Later that day…"

The figure nodded and smirked slightly, "I see. Good luck, in life, Sayu Yagami." He turned and walked away.

She never looked back up as the limousine pulled away. "This will never stop… Will it, Light?"

She stood up and turned to leave and heard a small slap sound of something hitting the wet stone. The wind gusted and her eyes widened, within the gust she could hear Light's voice. "It never stops hurting."

She turned around but saw no one, but looked down to see a simple black book. With letters that read: Death Note. She searched the immediate area then bent over and touched the book. She looked up and dropped the book, "Shini…gami?!"

The figure tilted its head and held its hands up. "You can neither go to heaven or hell…" Sayu watched in horror as the shinigami laid it's eyes on her, "Sayu…" He reached his hand down for her to touch, she shook her head quickly, the shinigami's eyes fell onto the umbrella… "You still have the charm?"

Sayu looked back up at the shinigami who was skeletal in structure and used a bright red tie to keep his spiky hair back. "Light?" She reached out and touched the shinigami's hand, a strong gust of wind blew and the sun shined behind dark clouds blinding her for a moment, she opened her eyes and saw Light standing in front of her with his hand outstretched towards her. She smiled but her smile faded quickly at the sight of his jet black wings. "Are you..?"

"Yes."

"Why?" Sayu gently set her hand on his.

"I wasn't there for you, at all…" He gave a pained expression, "Give me the book, Sayu… I can't let this destroy you, too."

Sayu stared at the book in her arms, "Will you disappear?" Light nodded slowly as he pulled her to her feet, "Then… No!" Light narrowed his eyes slightly. "This world… Is rotten…" His expression softened and a devious smile came across his face as his eyes started to softly glow red.