Another Dimitri left Rose after the cabin. I know it´s been done and some people may hate it, but this is my favorite scenario for a fanfic, So many possibilities :D


If it doesn´t

challenge you.

It won´t

Change you.


Note.


Rose´s POV

Dimitri left, only leaving a note behind for me to find


Rose, I am taking Tasha´s offer, when you read this I will be gone and you won´t hear from me again. I don´t love you and you don´t love me, what you have for me is a crush and you need to get over it and stop acting like a spoiled little school girl. You don´t need me anymore, you have done great in your training and I know you will be a good guardian for Vassilisa in the future. I really hope you will be happy. Goodbye Rose.

Dimitri.


That note, broke me.

Half through the note the tears started to stream down my face, falling onto the paper in my hands. When I got to the last line, my knees gave out and I fell to the floor in my room. I clutched the note tightly to my chest and I couldn´t breathe, it felt like my lungs had collapsed in my chest and no air was coming through. I was having a full on panic attack kneeling on my floor with tears streaming down my face and falling to the floor. My head is spinning so fast making everything even harder

How could he leave me?, Why would he leave me like this? Why would he leave? What did i do wrong? How will I live? I can´t breathe. Rose breathe. just breath, god damn it. Breathe woman breathe.

But I couldn´t. It seemed like the air had disappeared from my room. I was starting to shake all over when i heard someone open the door to my room

"Little damphir, are you in here? Your moth….ROSE"

Adrian ran to my side and grabbed my shoulders and started to shout in my face

"LOOK AT ME, WHAT HAPPENED? ROSE, LOOK AT ME"

I looked up at him and the tears kept falling and I was still not breathing, until he slapped me across the face, which made my lungs function again, I looked straight into his icy blue eyes filled with concern

"What happened Rose? Please tell me, let me help you."

"He….he left"

"Who Rose, who?"

"Di...dimitri, Dimitri left me Adrian"

I saw his eyes narrow, he stood up from the floor, his face was filled with anger and his fists were white

"THAT FUCKING BASTARD, I KNEW HE WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS, GOD DAMN IT, I KNEW IT"

I didn´t say anything I just kept staring at the note in my fingers. I was Frozen. I couldn´t hear anything around me anymore, I was just numb. Then I could feel multiple hands shaking me and pulling me to my feet, one hand reached for the note in my hands and it was gone. I felt hands grabbing my face and pulling my head up to meet their eyes, those eyes were my mothers.

"Rosemarie, baby, please look at me"

I blinked, and finally realized I wasn´t alone anymore. I looked around me and I saw Adrian and Lissa reading Dimitri´s note, I saw my mother´s worried face and then there was an unfamiliar face looking at me. It was a man who had dark hair and skin like mine, he was wearing a red and golden coat, with a matching scarf and golden earing in his ear. Who is this man and why is he here?

"Rose what´s wrong?"

My mother asked me still holding my face

"Nothing, I´m fine"

I said sniffing pushing her hands away from my face and stepping back a few steps. Lissa and Adrian were still reading the note so I rush over to them, grab the note and rip it and rip it again until there was almost nothing left and i threw it in the trash can.

I wiped my eyes and turned back to the people standing behind me. Lissa looked sad, Adrian looked mad, my mother looked confused and the man behind her was worried.

"what are you doing here mom?"

"I came here to tell you something, but it can wait. Will you tell me what just happened"

"Nothing happened, I´m fine, when did you become so motherly? And who´s the old man?"

I said crossing my arms and pointing my chin at the man behind my mother. I can´t look weak in front of my mother. She looks guilty and she doesn´t look me in the eye, which is very unlike me mother. The old man is grinning at me. I narrow my bloodshot eyes at him.

"Rosemarie"

she scolds me, I hate it when people use my full name

"What?"

She glares at me and then she looks over to Adrian and Lissa

"Lord Ivashkov, Princess would you mind giving me a moment with my daughter?"

Adrian and Lissa both look at me and then they walk out the door and close it behind them. My mother clears her throat and takes a deep breath

"Rosemarie, this is Ibraham Mazur an old...umm..friend of mine"

The old man steps towards me and takes my hand

"Nice to see you again Rosemarie"

He has an accent I can´t really place

"I don´t remember you old man, and it´s Rose"

He grins at me and looks pleased with himself

"I´m not surprised that you don´t remember me, since the last time I saw you I was cutting the cord linking you to your mother"

I snatch my hand out off his and glare at my mother

"WHAT?"

I hiss at her looking from her guilty face to the amused face of the old man

"Rose, please, calm down"

"CALM DOWN, ARE YOU KIDDING ME, THIS MAN, IS THIS MAN MY FUCKING FATHER. FUCKING…."

I take a deep breathe, run my hands through my hair and run past my Parents and out the door.


I keep running and running. where could I go? I can´t go to the gym and not the cabin, so I run to Lissa´s room and pound on the door. All the feelings are coming back, anger, sadness, misery and shock. It´s getting hard to breathe again and the tears are coming back. Lissa opens the door

"Liss..."

As soon as she sees me she brings me into a hug and closes the door behind us. Lissa drags me to her bed where she sits down and I lay my head in her lap. I just sobb for a few minutes before calming down and then I tell her everything.

"Rose, why didn´t you tell me about Dimitri?"

"I don´t know Liss, I …. I don´t know, I´m sorry"

"No, don´t be sorry it´s fine"

I start sobbing again

"what did I do wrong Liss? why did he leave?"

"Rose, this is not your fault, Dimitri is an idiot for leaving you, so don´t you dare blame yourself for this"

Lissa is quite for a minute before saying

"If I ever see Dimitri again I´ll….I´ll kick his ass"

as soon as she says that I sit up and we both start to laugh until it hurts. We talk for a couple of hours until we fall asleep on Lissa´s bed.

After a few days of depression and crying I started to tell myself that this wasn´t my fuilt and Dimitri made his choice and he left. I needed to keep on living my life, I forced myself to smile everyday and cried myself to sleep every night. This was my life now.


I talked to my mother and my father we had lunch a couple of times and I actually liked the old man, he reminded me of myself. I decided to grow up and forgive my parents for everything, the old man and I had a bond, this might sound stupid but we do have a bond.

Lissa and Adrian were worried about me, they could both see right through me. They knew I was feeling depressed and that my daily smiles were fake. Lissa talked to my mother, who talked to my father who talked to me when we went out to dinner, just me and him.

"Kiz"

"Yes, old man"

I said stuffing my face with chocolate cake

"How would you like living with me for a while?"

My fork stops mid air and I look at him

"What? Where? I can´t just leave Lissa, she needs me"

"Kiz, it was Lissa who came up with this idea. She talked to your mother and we all think this would be a good thing for you. Just for a few months"

Maybe this would be a good thing, I mean I would get to know him better and I would get to travel, something I have always wanted.

"Alright, when do we leave?"

And with that it was decided that I was going away with my father and leaving everything behind.


The next day I said goodbye to my friends Lissa, Adrian, Eddie and even Christian came. My mother was already gone she had to go back to work, but she told the old man she would be in touch and that was more than I was used to for the past 17 years.

We drove to the airport and we got out of the car, when I looked up I saw this huge private plane waiting on standby.

"Shit"

I said taking off my sunglasses looking over at the old man, who was smirking at me. We boarded the plane and took our seats, within a few minutes the doors were closed and a loud voice came through the speakers

"Good morning, , the skies are clear and it looks like this will be an easy flight. We will be arriving in Russia in about ten hours. Please put your seatbelts on and stay in your seats until the light is off."

"Russia, why are we going to Russia?"

"I have some business to attend to and Russia is one of the few places I live. In my line off work I have to travel"

"What exactly do you do old man?"

"So many questions, so little patients. You will know soon enough. Now let your Baba rest, it´s late"

The old man says closing his eyes

"It´s ten in the morning old man"

"exactly, like I said it´s late. hussh now"

I roll my eyes and the plane takes off.


Two days In Russian and I love it. The old man has a huge house, well mansion. It´s nice not to worry about anybody but myself for once.

I wake up to a nasty taste in my mouth and I jump out of bed and into the bathroom, thank god I have a bun in my head because this is disgusting. The vomit doesn´t stop except for a couple of seconds each time, just enough seconds for me too shout

"Baba"

more vomit

"Baba"

even more vomit. the old man comes rushing in and sees me kneeling on the floor over the toilet and he starts to rub my back

"What´s wrong Kiz?"

Finally I stop throwing up and he hands me a wet towel to clean my face and then he hands me a glass of water. I sit down on the toilet and take a sip of my water. The old man is kneeling in front of me, he looks worried.

"I must have the flu or something"

"You are a damphir Rose, damphirs don´t get the flu"

He raises an eyebrow and takes my hand so I look at him

"Rose, could it be possible that you´re pregnant"

"NO, NO,NO,NO, there´s no way in hell that i´m pregnant"

"are you sure?"

"Yes, I´m fucking sure"

He´s quiet and he just looks at me before shouting at his - our- maid in Russian or something, I don´t understand, Turkish maybe? Alina our maid nods and leaves

"Come on let´s get you some breakfast"

He stands up and helps me get to my feet, then he put a hand over my shoulders and kisses my forehead.

We are eating when I hear the front door open and Alina comes in with a brown paper bag in her hand and puts it on the table in front of my father, who opens it and closes it again, then he thanks her and she leaves.

"What….Is that?"

I say pointing to the bag with my fork

"For you?"

He says sliding the bag across the table, i catch it, open it and what I see makes me glare at him. In the fucking bag are three early pregnancy tests, different types and colors.

"I told you I´m not pregnant"

"then you won´t mind taking the tests, just to be sure"

He says taking another bite not taking his eyes of me, I growl at him and stand up

"Fine, I´ll take the fucking tests"

"Language, Rosemarie"

"Bite me, and it´s Rose for the millionth time"

I go to the bathroom and take all three tests, then I lay them in the sink and set the timer for three minutes. While I wait I brush my teeth, then the timer goes off and I pick up the boxes and look at all three tests,

SHIT!