Hey, Rin.

I know you've never been much for love letters. I spent about two days battling with myself over writing this, but I finally got the balls to do it, so here goes nothing. It's not like I expect much- I don't even know if I'll even give this to you, but I'm writing it anyway. Mostly just to give myself peace of mind.

How do I even begin?

I guess I could tell you how it started.

It's not like it was immediate- I mean, you're definitely not the first person I thought I'd fall head over heels for. In fact, you're the last I expected. My mind was made up long ago that you were more sister material than love interest. At least, I thought it was.

...Then, without my permission, you started slowly messing with my thoughts. I found myself thinking about you more- you're always on my mind. Hearing your name is the same as running the same beloved music track over and over. Annoying, but also addictive, and impossible to erase.

I started noticing things about you, too, like the way your hair shines like ethereal sunlight, and your eyes change color according to your moods; light blue when you're happy, dark night when you're upset. I recently noticed that there are cute little green flecks there, too. I've caught myself getting lost in your eyes before.

I've come to adore your smile, and the way it easily settles on your lips all the time, like you're secretly enjoying some perfect joke the rest of us haven't heard. Seriously, you're unnaturally cute.

...Well, when you aren't trying to kill me for some reason or another.

There's other things I really like. I love when you wear your favorite white bow- I take back what I said a few months ago about it being silly. It's actually adorable. I like when you challenge me, not backing down even for your best friend. I love your stubborn attitude, even if it gets you- and occasionally me- in trouble. I've always admired your confidence, too. You always shine so brightly, excelling at whatever you put your mind to, because of your sheer willpower.

Have I ever told you that your voice is beautiful? So powerful, even though it's light and sweet. I've never heard anyone sing as amazingly as you do. It shows you, your entire personality, in each word. I really think you can pursue that music career you've dreamt of. You'd outshine the spotlights and break records, I'm positive- and I'd be rooting for you always.

It's not just the outside of you that I like, though. No, it goes far deeper than that. You go far deeper than the cheerful face you put on. I know the real you, not just the skin deep you- your insecurities about your voice and appearance, the heartbreak you're still reeling from, when earlier this year your boyfriend dumped you, your desire to one day be known all across the world for bringing people happiness. I've been there for you through everything. You and I have exchanged secret after secret that I've loyally kept, told each other things we'd never say to anyone else. Our bond is like nothing I've ever seen, but every day, I'm glad to be part of it- glad to be with you, even if I'm secluded in the dreaded area known as the Friendzone.

I don't know if you've ever thought of me as more than a friend. I wish I knew- I wish I could just come right out and say this stuff to your face, instead of cowardly writing it down on an easily forgotten piece of paper. But I'm far too afraid to actually do that. It's pretty sad, huh?

If I had the guts to say this to your face, would you reject me?

...That would be better than blindly holding out that you'd feel the same way, wouldn't it? At least I'd have some kind of closure.

I don't know if I would prefer knowing how you really felt, or to keep hoping that maybe you return my feelings in some way. I can't decipher your emotions at all, you know? I've known you forever, but to this day, I still can't unravel the mysteries behind your eyes. You've always been so unreadable when it comes to that. It's definitely not helpful to my situation.

I don't know why I thought this would be a good idea, but I suppose it was because it seemed like the only way I could manage to get my own emotions out there. Writing this letter is… nice, in a weird way. Even if you hate me for it by the end, I guess at least you'll know how I really feel, right?

Right now, I'm sitting right next to you. You're sound asleep- and I can promise that you don't actually snore. I'll probably head home in a minute, but I'm still trying to decide if I should leave this where you can see it, or if I should tuck it away in my coat and throw it out at home.

...I'm glad you're not awake. I'm rereading this letter, and my cheeks are literally on fire. I can just hear your teasing now.

It's funny how I can picture exactly what you'd say. I'm so accustomed to being around you, that the thought of being away is practically impossible to think about.

...God, I just sound cheesier and cheesier. Please don't kill me for this, okay?

I just realized, I haven't even said the most important thing to you yet. Sorry it took me a thousand words to get my feelings out to you.

I think I covered everything else I needed to say, so…

...Hey, Rin?

I'm in love with you.

I hope a thousand heartfelt words are enough to get my feelings across to you.

If they aren't? That's alright.

...I'll just write a thousand more for you.

A/N: Hey everyone~!

Here is an unbeta'd work that I wrote in the space of two hours on a sheer whim, with no prior forethought as to what exactly it would hold. It was basically myself trying to slow down my creative juices, since I've written waaaaaay more lately than I have lately. I'm sorry if it sucked, it was some romantic fluff i had to get rid of. .-. Debating on a sequel, too. *laughs nervously*

Also! There is a birthdayshot for my lovely blondes on the way, which will be posted the 27th! It will also be unbeta'd- forgive me for errors, I feel I've troubled the lovely Piriluk enough as of late, haha, and this is fluffy trash anyway so-

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this random bucket of fluff! It is, exactly, one thousand words of romantic nothingness. XD

Thank you for reading!

Read on~!

~Disclaimer~ I own un(?)requited feelings, a longing desire, and a spot in the friendzone, but not the lovely Kagamines. ;_;