So sorry for like this delay, I'm trying to figure out what the hell to do with this story LOL. So like please forgive me for this filler chapter, you don't have to read it, but its Karin pov. But school like blocks me and yeah. BUT WITH BLEACH ENDING AND STUFF, I WAS ABLE TO LIKE TAKE AWAY ANYTHING THAT WOULD HAVEN FUCKED UP WITH THE CANON STUFF.

Forgive the choppy chapter, I'm just writing it however its coming at me.

This is unedited, and I need to start doing my hw LOl.

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Karin worries about Yuzu a lot. It makes sense because there are times where it's necessary for Karin to just worry about Yuzu. But the person being worried about, doesn't worry about herself. Sometimes Karin doubts that Yuzu think she has any worth at all.

The both of them are older now, they don't share a room together anymore, but that doesn't mean Karin wants the second bed in her room to just go. Karin knows Yuzu sleeps in her room for one thing, comfort.

Karin remembers the nights where Yuzu sleeps in her room; there are nights where there are panic filled gasps that Yuzu would release when she wakes up and the heartbreaking sounds of sobbing. Karin knows she can't do anything; she just acts like she's sleeping. She can't comfort Yuzu, it'll only cause Yuzu to push her farther away, and it hurts Karin each time Yuzu looks at her with distrust and fake smiles.

Karin herself would drop everything down, even her friends, if Yuzu needs her. If Yuzu just asks her if she wants to hang out during the time in school, but Yuzu doesn't ask her. Everytime Karin asks if Yuzu is lonely she'll only get replies of 'no, no it's fine Karin-chan, you should enjoy the time you have with your friends,' and Karin can't argue with Yuzu. If she does, well Yuzu will bottle everything up.

When Karin asks Yuzu about stuff that no one should know, Yuzu will narrow her eyes and her voice will be a little bit more dazed. Yuzu probably doesn't notice, but Karin certainly does. Always a breathy reply and cryptic words that make Karin want to bang her head on the wall.

But that's what makes Yuzu Yuzu. Yuzu doesn't like to bother others with her problems, instead rather just keep it all bottled up. Maybe that's the one thing that keeps Karin off her back, because Karin believes that Yuzu will be able to handle her problems.

The random cough that exits out of Yuzu when she thinks no one is nearby is certainly concerning. Or her worries about bruises that Karin knows that aren't there. (There was one time where Karin caught Yuzu tying up bandages around her abdominal area, but Karin saw nothing there, but Yuzu probably did, because she's wrapping herself up).

Karin would sometimes find little pieces of blood on Yuzu's pillow- Yuzu apparently did not see the spots of blood on her pillow, but Karin did- and Karin just cleans it up. During that time, Karin watches Yuzu like a hawk during school, but Yuzu doesn't let out any coughs that are concerning.

Karin isn't the perfect sister, and neither is Ichigo the most perfect brother, but Karin isn't blind.

So Karin goes ahead and informs Ichigo about it, and it causes him to furrow his eyebrows and lets a scowl enter his face. 'Next time that happens, try to get Yuzu to get a checkup' Ichigo said to Karin the first time Karin told Ichigo about her findings, but Karin can't find it in her heart to just force Yuzu to do something she clearly doesn't want to do. There dad is a doctor, but Karin knows Yuzu doesn't want their dad to know about anything. So Karin just stays quiet and believes that Yuzu will be able to handle this. (But that doesn't mean Goat face is blind, he gave her a random bracelet and it's somehow helping Yuzu).

So Karin waits for the day that Yuzu will tell her everything, because Karin loves and trust Yuzu too much. (There are times where Karin isn't sure if Yuzu is really sane, but hey what does Karin know about sanity? She can see ghosts, but she doesn't believe in them, but that technically doesn't make Karin sane either. It makes Karin conclude that the whole family is just crazy).