Itni kam review?
To guys u all were not missing me during this gap?
Mein asehi khush ho rahi thi ki mujhe sb yaad krte honge..u all r not hppy wid my os?
Both the os have so less review..spcly the other one
Fine then yea khtm kr ke firse break le lungi.
Chalo khtam krte hey jaldi se
Aftr few moments Daya controlled himself and got up...took some deeper breaths and moved inside
He freshen up and came back took a glass of milk and moved to bedroom, lied on the bed with an album on which its written "spell"
He started going through the photos once more living those moments
Abhijeet's birthday, his own birthday, their outings many moments are captured in the small 10" by 14" book
Daya closed his eyes trying to fit himself again in that aura
acha bol kya cahiye?
Ummm wo antique ghari dekhi thi na uss din investigation mey jake..wo wali
arey itni din taq wo rehega kya bik gaya hoga na
mujhe nahi pata mujhe woh cahiye bas
ufff ho ajeeb..
Abhi..
Acha acha thik hey, pata to hey tujhe aj kuch mangega to mein wo mana nahi kr skta
"boss mang to raha hu,ekbar baat krlo.."
he closed the album and lied down with closed eyes
he himself doesn't know when he drifted in sleep, but came back to senses with a sound..
He sat up with a jerk but there is a pin drop silence of the night.
He gave a glance to the watch, its 3am..
He was about to lie down again when the doorbell rang
"iss waqt kaun.."
he got down from bed and picked up his gun then moved to the main door.
After waiting fr a second he opened the door with the gun in other hand taking the position
the person on the other side of the door looked at him silently with calm eyes
Daya froze at his place fr few seconds..
"t..tum.."
"gun.."
Daya looked at his gun still pointing at the visitor, he immideitly pulled it down and looked at the visitor keenly from head to toe again back from toe to head
wearing a casual shirt with a shawl collar sweater and jeans holding a small box he is still looking at him
"tum..tum sach mey.."
"ander ajau..bahar thand hey.."
Daya nodded and moved aside..
Abhijeet entered and pushed back the door with "baitho.."
Daya sat down on the couch without anymore words.
Abhijeet too sat on the sofa across
both were looking at the floor silently..
Aftr few minutes Abhijeet looked up "wo raat kaafi ho gayi..actually achanaq hi tayer kiya to rat ka hi flight.."
Daya just nodded
"tum so rahe they aise mey.."
Daya didn't answered, but instead sAdi "tum thaq gaye hoge fresh ho jao..tumhare do teen jori kapre hey tumhare room mey..mein kuch bana.."
"nahi..mein dinner krke nikla tha.."
Daya again nodded..a silence
Abhijeet took a deep breath and stood up with "mein fresh ho jata hu"
Daya too stood up
Abhijeet moved towards his room but stopped and turned to Daya with "Daya"
Daya looked at him
he came forward with "happy birthday"
Daya looked at Abhijeet then smiled softly "thank you"
Abhijeet too smiled and forwarded the box
Daya took it silently and Abhijeet moved back to his room
Daya sighed and sat back on the sofa caressed the box
then started unwrapping the box
there came out a carbon fibre money clip and a hydrobak hydration pack
Daya was staring at the two when heard
"tum gari mey pani rakhte nahi ho aur bike mey to..isliye socha..aur tumhe to wallet jeans ki pocket mey rakhne se bhi allergy hey..to sayed yea kaam aye.."
Daya looked at Abhijeet..who silently turned away and picked up a glass of water from the dining..
Daya aftr few moments softly called "Abhi..jeet"
Abhijeet turned with an extra calm face
"thank you"
Abhijeet nodded and moved to his room
Daya too moved inside.
He silently lied down "Abhi tum..nahi yea" he just jerked his head
Abhijeet sat on his bed and sighed "kyun nahi baat kr pa raha hu mein Daya se..kyun aise bhv kr raha hu..kyun use aur taqleef de raha hu"
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Soon the night passed..early next morning Daya's sleep broke with some noises of utensils
He sat up on his bed confused then remembering Abhijeet too present here moved out hurriedly
he stopped at the entrance of the kitchen found Abhijeet busy in preparing something
Abhijeet sensing his arrival turned with "good morning, fresh nahi hue?"
Daya just nodded and was about to move when Abhijeet stopped him with "Daya.."
"hmm"
"wo mein..sorry..sorry kehna cahta tha"
Daya turned and looked at him with question
"wo mere wajahse tum dono..mtlb tum aur Shreya.."
Daya cut him in a plain but confident voice "nahi..galti meri thi tumhari nahi..bas tum kash mujhe kamjor nahi smjhte"
Abhijeet tried in an earnest tone "nahi Daya mein tumhe.."
"tumhe laga to tha na ki sach jan k mera dil tut jayega..dard hoga mujhe isliye na tumne sab chupaya mujhse.."
Abhijeet looked down
Daya smiled "to smjh liye they na mujhe kamjor..vul gaye they na ki mujhe adat hey..adat nahi thi to iski ki tum mujhse koi baat chupaoge,tum mujhe sach nahi bologe..baki thoker khane ki to adat thi.."
both remain silent fr few seconds then Daya initiated "mein pehle apne nasseb ko dosh deta tha ki mujhe rishte nahi diye mujhe apne nahi diye..aab nahi deta"
Abhijeet looked up
"kiuki mein smjh chuka hu mujhe ijjat aur pyar ka man rakhna nahi ata..meine jis labzo mey tumse baat ki..jaisa bartav kiya juniors ki smne..dusro ki agey usse to.." he took a deep breath
"mein tumse srry nahi kahunga,maafi bhi nahi mangunga..kya fayda..tum aj maaf kroge mein kal firse asehi kuch krunga..kabhie Purbi jaise koi injaam lagaegi to kuch kahunga..kabhie tum as senior Shreya jaise kisi ko kuch smjhane jaoge mein baat ko kisi aur hi mor pey le jaunga..kabhie mere wajah se tumhe sbse sunna hoga..mein firse kahunga Abhi vul jao..tum firse man loge..per nahi aab.."
he stopped,shook his head and turned to go
"Daya galti meine kiya hey..serf tumhare saath nahi Shreya ki saath bhi use intejar tha ki tum use apni dil ki baat bologe..aur jab tum bol diye tab meine"
"nahi meine nahi bola..mein bas hawa mey teer chor raha tha..ager itni himmat hoti to khud jake na keh deta..aur kehke bhi kya hota..kal ko use bhi dur ke deta khud se"
Daya turned and moved out
"aj bureau jaoge?"
"nahi socha tha nahi jaunga..tum..tumhari flight kab ki hey?"
Abhijeet looked at Daya..he don't know this man..they both are now much unknown to each other..
Prithviraj's word rang in his ears..
But nothing came up his throat except "raat 9baje"
Daya just nodded
"wo meine breakfast bana liya fresh hoke ajao..aur mein soch raha tha team ko ekbar sham ko.."
"nahi tum millo.."
Abhijeet sighed
Daya moved away..
Abhijeet was busy in his thoughts when he heard his phone ringing
he picked up the call and even before he strt with a hello heard "Abhijeet aj to ek call kr skte they na tum,pata hey kal raat kitna udas tha..mein yea nahi kehta tum sb vul k wapas ajao per yaar cntct to rakh skte ho na?aab yea mat kehna ki Daya ne kiu call nahi kiya"
"Adi mein Mumbai mey hi hu"
"what?kaha?"
"gher pey"
"aur Daya?"
"wo bhi hey.."
"Abhijeet..tum..mtlb.."
"Adi hum dono baat hi nahi kr parahe hey..meine socha tha team ko bulaunga sayed hum thora easy..per Daya ne mana kr diya.."
"baat nahi kr parahe ho mtlb?"
"ajeeb sa sannata agaya hum dono ki beech..mtlb na topic hey na shabd..yaar tum.."
"mein ata hu..wo cake.."
"nahi..wo sab mat kro..sayed use thik na lage"
"Abhijeet sayed?"
Abhijeet only let out a sigh.
Adi dsconected the call
Daya was standing at his room door listening to Abhijeet's words..
"sannata nahi Abhijeet baraf jam gayi hey..aur rishto mey aab wo tapish nahi rahi jisse hum yea pighla dey"
he moved to the dining and sat down at breakfast
after ending with the stuffs both were about to move to their room when the doorbell rang
Daya moved ahead and opened the door found Adi with a big smile "happy birthday..to janmdin ka kya haal?"
"Abhijeet ander hey"
and Daya moved inside
Adi looked confused then moved to Abhijeet's room..
"dekh liya?"
Adi nodded
"mujhe kuch smjh nahi araha"
"smjhne ki koshish mat kro Abhijeet..waqt do.."
"per Adi.."
they both heard the sound of main door and looked at each other
soon a sound of bike echoed there
Abhijeet sighed "sayed meine hi der krdi"
"nahi..aab jaldbaji kr rahe ho"
both stayed silent fr few minutes then Adi kept down a box "yea Daya ke liye..laya tha de dena..mein hospital ko nikalta hu"
Abhijeet nodded..
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Spending the whole day alone in home at about late afternoon Abhijeet moved out of his room, for a surety checked Daya still not at home so came out of the house and took a cab directly to beach.
reaching there he moved to the well known spot and as expected..
Daya was sitting on a big rock,feet immersed in water
Abhijeet silently went there and sat beside him
Daya didn't look up, as if he knew Abhijeet will be here
he started in low tone "uss din bhi mein yeahi baitha tha..Shreya se baat hui..aur pata chala ki ek bar fir..aur duniya var ka gussa apne taqdeer ka har sikwa tumpey nikal diya..kyun?kiuki kahi na kahi mujhe pata tha mein jitna bhi battimeje kru tum maaf kroge..vul gaya tha ki har cheez ki ek ek limit hoti hey"
Abhijeet sighed "tumhare rawaiye se bura to laga tha per mujhe pata tha galat hu mein"
"tum transfer leke jane se pehle bata to dete ek bar..mujhe khbr acp sir se chali"
"himmat nahi hua..ager tum puch lete tumhe kiu bata raha hu to?"
"tarika ne roka nahi?"
"nahi usne kaha jarur tha mein galat kr raha hu per.."
"tumhe uska to sochna tha na..meri saja use kiu mil gayi.."
"ager pass na rehne se rishte hi tut jaye wo rishte bhi kya rishta hey.."
"hmm..sahi hey..jisse pass rehke bhi rishte nahi sambhale jate.."
Abhijeet cut him "Daya kya hum yea sab vul nahi sakte?"
Daya looked at Abhijeet..the setting sun rays is falling on his face and around giving a different shade
Abhijeet looked deep in Daya's eyes
"yea sab sikwa gila galti ka hisab nahi vul sakte?yea nahi kr skte ki chalo jane do aab ek aur bar jee ley?aab bhi to baki hey na jindegi?kab taq khud ki galti nikalte rahe?kab taq khud se gila kare?aab bas nahi kr skte..?"
Daya can only utter "Abhi.."
"kiu vagte fir rahe hey hum dono hi khud se?ek dusre se?kya jindegi itni mushkil sach mey hey?tum mujhe maaf kr skte ho to khud ko kiu nahi?"
"Abhi tumne firse mujhe maaf.."
"nahi..mein khud ko maaf krna cahta hu..aur jab taq tum khud se vagoge mein apne pass nahi laut paunga.." he turned to the sun..only a quarter of it is now visible
"meri jindegi ki jang larne ki taqat tumse hey..khud ka samna krne ka bhi..kiuki tumhi meri kamjori ho aur taqat bhi..aur ager kamjori na rahe to jindegi mey darr nahi hoga..taqat na rahe to darr se jeet nahi hoga.."
he again looked at Daya "khud ko yea mujhe nahi..unn chang palo ko maaf kr do..haan sahi hey ager mein wo na krta to sayed aj Shreya tumhare saath.."
"nahi Abhi.."
Abhijeet looked at Daya confused
Daya continued in determined tone
"tumne kab ijhar kiya tarika se?vivek ne kab ijhar kiya tha tasha se? Tarika smjh gayi tasha smjh gayi..to Shreya kiu nahi? Kiuki kahi na kahi uske liye pyar ek contract hey..meine wo sign nahi kiya tha.."
"Daya tum.."
"Abhi kya mere uske liye fiqar mey use pyar nahi dikha?baton mey ankho mey nahi dikha?wo teen labz hi kiu?kiu wo nahi keh payi apne parents se ki use pyar hey?use janna hey wo shaqs pyar krta bhi hey yea nahi?kiu usne sid ka option rakh liya?"
Abhijeet sighed
Daya smiled "mujhe uss pal laga tha sb chin gaya..per tab to meine kuch khoya hi nahi tha..jo mera tha nahi wo kaise kho skta hu..per fir khoya meine..jo mera tha.."
he too looked at the sun..its nearly not visible..but the sky is now a canvas of colours
he continued looking at the colours
"sach mey unn lambho ko mitana cahta hu..firse jeena cahta hu..tum..tum saath.."
Abhijeet silently pressed his shoulder
Daya took a deeep breath with closed eyes..
"aab contact to rakhoge na?"
Abhijeet without reply just tightened his grip..
Daya pressed his palm on Abhijeet's palm..
Both sat there silently..gathering fresh air in lungs..energy in life..enjoying the slow darkness engulfing them..looking at each others sillhoute in the light of stars
IF FRIENSHIP IS YOUR WEAKEST POINT THEN YOU ARE THE STRONGEST PERSON IN THE WORLD BCOZ TRUE FRIENDS ARE LIKE TIGHTLY INTEROVEN THREADS RUNNING WITH EXCATNESS CONSISTENCY BEAUTY AND STRENGTH THROUGH OUT THE FABRIC OF LIFE