Author's Note: I
tried to post this before but for some odd reason it only came out as a bunch
of !!! No, this wasn't a joke or
anything and it made me mad too _ grrr…I think ff.net screwed up cause
there was nothing wrong with the document or anything. Any who, sorry about
that!
~*~* -Stolen
Money, Borrowed Time -*~*~
By: Lauren
Part
III – Final Decision
She
felt hollow, as if someone had torn out everything inside of her and buried it
deep in the earth. She knew she should keep calm, that doing anything, showing any
sign of how deeply this news was affecting her, would be terribly
dangerous, but the fear and panic seemed to take over her of their own accord.
Kagome's
hands trembled as she shoved her money in her pocket, absently grabbing the
contract along with the green bills. Maybe…maybe they could take what she had
and perform the operation. Maybe…maybe…Kagome needed to hope that they would.
She needed to believe that things would be okay because if she didn't, she'd
lose her mind. Kagome grabbed her jacket while she ran out of the apartment,
slamming the door behind her as she headed towards the hospital.
She
could smell medication as she neared her brother's room, blinking at the amount
of nurses and doctors crowding around. Kagome pushed past them, her heart
pounding fearfully as tears sprung to her eyes.
What
if Souta had…What if Souta had…had…d-di…ed…
No,
that was stupid. Souta couldn't die. Kagome couldn't lose him. She
spotted her mother standing a few feet from his bed. She rushed over to her,
questions filling her mind as she glanced at Souta. He was paler than before,
if that was even possible. He seemed so…so vulnerable. Kagome gasped; his shirt
was off and two pads had been placed on his chest. The monitor that was hooked
up to him was flat lining. A doctor stepped towards him, pressing two metal
squares on the pads to shock his heart back to life. His limp body jolted but
nothing happened.
Another
shock.
Kagome
began panicking. It wasn't helping, it wasn't helping, it wasn't helping! She
was grasping at straws.
And
they tumbled through her fingers as she let out a tiny scream, backing away
from Souta's bedside until she collided with the wall. She sunk down, huddling
against it while making quiet whimpering noises.
The
monitor began to beep slowly then picked up its pace, signaling he was alive.
Kagome's
jaw dropped as a weak smile spread across her face before it distorted and she
stood up, hugging her mother. The two women clung to one another and cried as
the doctors got to work to find the source of Souta's problem, although they
were quite sure of what it was.
~*~
Inuyasha
sat in his room, sprawled out on his bed while he stared up at his ceiling fan
spinning in circles. The faded glow of his TV lit up his dark bedroom, even
though it was light outside because he had the shades pulled down and shut. The
volume was turned low but it was still a droning noise in the background. He
turned in his bed, closing and opening his eyes slowly. How long had he been so
naive to the world? How long had he been so blind to reality, living in his own
dream world?
"Inuyasha,
can I clean your room please?" One of the daily maids that worked at his house
pushed the door open a crack, waiting to be yelled at by the boy for disturbing
him. But if she didn't clean it now, he'd just get mad later.
"No
thank you…I'll do it myself." Inuyasha smiled briefly before he rolled over in
his bed again.
The
maid stared in surprise at him before she shut the door, "He must be sick…" She
decided, shaking her head before heading down the hallway to clean his
brother's room.
"I
don't get this." Inuyasha flopped over then sat up, beginning to pick up dirty
clothes and putting them in a laundry pile. "One girl has changed my life in
only a few days…and all because she stole my car." He snorted, "Keh, stubborn
but…I like her." He shivered as he thought of his old girlfriend Kikyo and
how…how possessive and self-centered she was. Her little sister Kaede was the
only one with sense in Kikyo's entire family.
There
was a soft knock on his door. "Sir, there's a phone call for you."
Inuyasha
nodded and took the phone from the maid, answering it. "Yes?"
"Inuyasha!!"
It was Kagome's voice, breathing hard and in rapid gasps. "Can you come down to
the hospital? Souta's not doing good…"
"Is
he okay?!" Inuyasha nearly dropped the phone but managed to fumble with it.
"Yeah…he's
okay, for now." Kagome muttered, "I've got to go, the doctors want to talk with
me and mom but please…hurry."
"Gotcha."
Inuyasha hung up the phone, speeding down the stairway towards his new car.
~*~
"What
is happening to my son?" Ms. Higurashi stamped her foot down hard, gripping
Kagome's hand, both giving each other support.
"Well
you see…" The doctor began.
"No, I don't see." She interrupted him, "Listen to me- don't sugar coat the
truth or anything. Just explain what is happening."
The
doctor signed before he began to speak again. No one noticed Inuyasha
approaching from behind in the hallway. "Souta's lungs are beginning to
collapse. Basically, he's deteriorating from the inside out. If we can't stop
the cancer now, there'll be no stopping it anymore or even trying. You'll have
to sit and watch him die."
Kagome
bit down on her lip, drawing crimson blood that tasted coppery in her mouth.
She was trembling as her knees began to grow weak. Behind her, she felt two
hands run down her arms and pull her back an inch. Inuyasha was holding her up
against his chest, wrapping his arms around her stomach to steady her. She
nudged him with her head as a hello and thank you.
"But
nothing has been working." Her mother hissed, getting frustrated.
"The
only thing we can do is the operation I talked to you about before." The doctor
tapped his pen against a clipboard, causing the three to tense up. Ms.
Higurashi brushed off Inuyasha's appearance, too concerned about her son.
Kagome's
mother sighed, rubbing her temples with her fingers. "But we don't have the
money."
Kagome
stepped forward, pulling out of Inuyasha's grip. "Actually…I have some of it.
I'm two thousand dollars short but I know I can pay you back later. I promise…I
swear I'll pay it as soon as I get rest. Can't you just take what I have
now and operate?"
The
doctor shook his head, "We need the complete balance of money to perform it."
"MY
SON IS GOING TO DIE AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS TALK ABOUT MONEY!?" Ms.
Higurashi finally snapped, all past tension draining from her in the form of
anger. "I don't care how much money you need- SAVE MY SON!"
"Please, calm down. I
don't want to have to call security." The doctor threatened.
"I can pay the rest."
Inuyasha whispered, not even realizing the words had left his mouth until after
he had spoken them.
"What?" Kagome spun on
her heel, staring at Inuyasha with raised eyebrows.
"I'll pay for the rest,
the two thousand dollars." Inuyasha replied, blinking and saying it louder than
a mere whisper.
"No, I can't accept your
money." Kagome shook her head, "I can make the money myself."
"You had no problem
stealing my car and making money off of it, so why can't you let me pay now?"
Inuyasha smirked at Ms. Higurashi's reaction to his words. She
hadn't actually believed that Kagome had stolen a car when she heard it before.
"Because,
it's just not right. I worked to steal the car." Kagome almost laughed at how
stupid her words sounded.
"Just
take it." Inuyasha dug in his pocket for his wallet and credit cards, "You can
pay me when you get the money, but Souta needs surgery as soon as possible.
He can't wait around for you to make it all in one second and I won't let you
go and steal another car."
Kagome
glared at him, crossing her arms. "You can't tell me what to do or not to."
"You're
lucky I didn't turn you in." Inuyasha retorted. "Anyone else and you'd be
behind bars."
"Oh,
you're sooooo nice." She mocked in return, "Why don't you call the police now
Mr. Big Shot? Maybe I'll go steal one of your snotty friend's cars."
"Shut
up," Inuyasha cursed, feeling his quick temper rising as he tried to restrain
from using cuss words, "They'd turn you in as soon as they caught you, but
they'd probably beat on you before the cops arrived."
"Fine,
I don't give a crap as long as my brother's okay and I make the money." Kagome
grabbed at Inuyasha's shirt, both of them readying to fight one another.
"We'll
take the money." Ms. Higurashi broke in between the two, smiling lightly at
Inuyasha.
Inuyasha
grinned in triumph and reached into his pocket. "Wait a minute…" His fingers
were touching only material, not his leather wallet.
Kagome
grinned a few feet away from him, his wallet dangling from her fingers. "Drop
something?"
"You
took that from me!!" Inuyasha lunged to grab it but Kagome stepped back,
causing him to trip forward but he managed to catch himself just in time.
Kagome tossed the wallet to him and he barely caught it.
"Don't
lose it a second time." She laughed, covering her mouth with her hand.
Inuyasha
sneered at her before he dug through his wallet then pulled out his checkbook.
He grabbed a pen from the doctor and quickly began to scribble out a check for
two thousand dollars. Finally, he finished and ripped it from the rest, handing
it over to the doctor.
Kagome
pulled her stack of money from her pocket, not noticing the white sheet of
paper that tumbled to the floor but Inuyasha did. She handed the money over to
the doctor.
Inuyasha
picked up the sheet of paper that Kagome had dropped, intending to hand it over
to her but something caught his attention.
The
name Mr. Gean and a number was scribbled on the outside. Blinking, he looked
around then unfolded it, his jaw dropping when he realized what it was.
It
was his contract, waiting to be signed and returned to Mr. Gean.
"How
long have you had this?" Inuyasha waved it in front of Kagome, remembering her
saying she had gotten rid of everything in the car.
"I
don't know." She shrugged, ignoring him in her excitement for her brother and
yet, a large part of her was very afraid. "I found it and kept it, don't know
why."
Inuyasha
smiled widely before he grabbed Kagome, pulling her roughly to him. He leaned
down, planting his lips tenderly against hers before he pulled away. "YES!!!"
He clapped his hands together loudly before he burst out laughing. "Thank
you!!"
Kagome
stood there staring at him in shock while she absently ran her finger over her
lips. She looked down at her finger, blushing while a tiny smile graced her
face. She was brought back to reality by the words of her mother.
"So
when can you start the surgery?" Ms. Higurashi asked.
The
doctor looked over a few papers, "We can do it in three days. That'll be the
fifteenth."
"We'll
do it then." She nodded nervously.
"I'll
need you to fill out some papers," The doctor began to walk down the hallway,
"If you'd follow me this way…"
"Sure."
Ms. Higurashi stepped forward, trailing next to the doctor.
Kagome
sighed, turning and collapsing in a chair that was lined up with a few more
down the hallway. She ran her fingers through her hair, closing her eyes and
reopening them as she tried to calm down from the recent scare. She looked up
at Inuyasha to find he was busy talking to someone over his cell phone. Seeing
a nurse leaving Souta's room, Kagome jumped up. "Excuse me, can I go in now?"
"Of
course dear, but don't stay in too long, he needs his rest." She pattered
Kagome's shoulder in a way that made her feel as if she were being pitied.
Smiling, even though she felt sick to the stomach, Kagome entered Souta's room,
growing dizzy from the strong smell of chemo and other medications. She sat
down in a chair, pulling it close to Souta's bed. He was sleeping quietly as
she reached out carefully and gently wrapped his tiny, cold hand in hers. She
held on but not too tightly as she gazed down at him.
No,
she didn't pity her brother. She looked up to him for all he dealt with. Even
when he was diagnosed, he still smiled. Even when he was in pain, he smiled.
Sometimes…she knew it was fake…she knew he smiled to reassure her and their
mother…but that was okay. She forgave him because she understood that everyone
needed a little reassurance every once in a while and right now, Souta deserved
all the reassurance in the world. She squeezed his hand lightly, resting her head
on his bed next to him. She blinked when she felt Souta squeeze back.
"Hey…how
are ya'?" Kagome whispered, watching as his eyes cracked open only a small bit.
She rubbed his hand with her thumb softly.
"'kay…"
Souta managed to mutter, despite the tub in his mouth and the pain it caused
even to breath.
"You
shouldn't talk, just rest." Kagome watched him with caring eyes, "You really
gave me a scare, you know that. Guess what? We've got the money so you can get
your surgery. You'll be okay…"
The
corners of Souta's lips curved up a wee bit but it almost gave him a bitter
appearance, as if he doubted her words of being okay.
"I
promise you." Kagome tried to swallow the sudden lump that had formed in her
throat, "I promise you…I won't let you die…I won't let you die…"
She kissed his hand, sniffing as tears threatened to spill over.
Souta
nodded, unable to speak. He closed his eyes, drifting into much needed sleep.
Kagome
closed her eyes also, burying her face in the hospital bed sheets and her brother's
hand.
She
wasn't sure how long she had slept, but after a while, Kagome began to rustle.
She blinked, breathing in a strong plastic smell. Sitting upright while
something slid off of her, much to her backs protests, she observed that she
was still in Souta's room but she wasn't alone. Behind her, a blanket had
fallen off of her and in the corner of the room Inuyasha was slumped over in a
chair asleep. Kagome let a sorrowful smile pass her lips as she walked over to
Inuyasha, wrapping her blanket around his shoulders. Stepping back to Souta,
she gave her brother's cheek a quick kiss before she left the room in search of
her mother or at least some decent food.
~*~
Inuyasha wasn't sure but it seemed the next couple
days passed by him in a blur. In the last few days he had managed to arrange a
meeting with Mr. Gean and he was now on his way to becoming an NHL player. When
he wasn't on the phone working things out, Inuyasha was with Kagome. She was
extremely happy for Inuyasha and his new career but part of her was afraid he'd
forget her and leave her behind. Either way though, they went to the movies,
the park, sat at home, restaurants, mainly any quiet place where they could
both relax and talk but they spent most of their time with Souta. Every second he
swore Kagome had some new surprise for him, causing him to laugh or smile. It
was bliss and yet he was afraid if something were to happen to Souta. Today was
the day of his surgery…
He met Kagome at the hospital. She had gotten there
sooner and they were wheeling Souta out of his room, preparing him for the
operation.
Kagome ran to him, smiling when she saw him.
"They're going to have to keep him isolated for a few days afterwards until he
begins to recover."
That was when Inuyasha noticed a tall, dark haired
male behind Kagome. He was coming towards them and he quickly wrapped his arm
around Kagome.
Kagome sighed, rolling her eyes. "Inuyasha, this is
my friend Kouga. Both of you be nice. Kouga, this is Inuyasha." She
introduced the two but neither darned shake the others hand and decided to
glare at each other instead.
"Want me to grab you a soda?" Kouga looked at
Kagome, his face softening.
"Sure, thanks." Kagome replied, turning back to
Inuyasha when Kouga had left.
"I don't like that guy." Inuyasha crossed his arms
stubbornly, sticking his nose up in the air.
"Well be nice, he's a good friend and he's been
helping me out for a while." Kagome shook her finger at Inuyasha, ordering him
to listen to her.
"I don't take orders from you." Inuyasha sneered at
her smugly then blinked when she leaned up and kissed his cheek tenderly.
"If you don't be nice…no more of that." Kagome
chuckled, turning and walking away from him while trying to sway her hips without
looking too idiotic. As soon as her back was turned though, her smile was wiped
off of her face. She was just using both of them as a distraction- a
distraction from what she feared- a distraction from her worry over Souta.
Kagome's mother walked towards her down the hallway,
stopping in front of her. "Souta's in surgery now, they've started." Taking her
daughter's hand, the two found a chair and sat down in the waiting room.
Inuyasha and Kouga fought for the other seat next to Kagome but she made them
settle it out with a game of rock paper scissors. Kouga managed to beat
Inuyasha's scissors with his rock, and so he sat there with his arm slung
around Kagome's shoulders while Inuyasha continuously glared at him. But the
raven-haired girl noticed none of this, as she seemed to slip in and out of
sleep, downing soda after soda while never letting go of her mother's hand.
After many more hours, a doctor emerged from the surgery room, walking over to
the group.
Kagome's eyes snapped open, as well as everybody
else's. "How is he? Is he okay?"
The doctor waited a moment before he spoke. "He's
doing fine. As far as we can tell, the cancer has been stopped and is
deteriorating. It should be gone soon…right now they're moving him over to
isolation. I'm sorry, but no one is going to be able to see him until he is
released from the room- we can't chance someone going in and contaminating
him."
Kagome and her mother nodded, understanding. The
last thing they wanted to do was to get Souta sick.
"Why don't you all go home and I'll call you if
anything comes up." The doctor smiled, leading them towards the door out.
"But…" Ms. Higurashi trailed off. She shook her head, "Kagome,
come on home with me." Kagome nodded that she would before she turned towards
Inuyasha and Kouga.
"Kouga…I'm going to move back home after Souta is
released. Mom'll need all the help she can get…plus…I've got work and more
college to worry about. Thanks for everything…and don't worry, I'll keep
sending my fair share of the rent." She held onto his hand, pulling him towards
her for a long embrace, something that was beginning to tick Inuyasha off even
more.
"I'll miss you…it won't be the same without you."
Kouga frowned, "Are you sure about it?"
"Yeah." She smiled weakly. "Plus, you might want
your girlfriend Kagura to move in soon!" She chuckled softly.
Kouga blushed, "If it's what you want…and it makes
you happy…then do it. And don't worry about the rent, just make sure you visit
me a lot!" He hugged her again before he turned, exiting the hospital and
heading down the street. "Love ya Kag!" He called over his shoulder.
"You too." She watched him go until he disappeared
from sight. Turning back to Inuyasha, she yawned. "You can come home with me if
you want unless you've got other things to do."
"No, I want to be with you." He smiled, wrapping his
arm around her shoulders and walking out with her. The whole time Ms. Higurashi
could only smile at the couple. "I want to be with you always…" Inuyasha let go
of Kagome, turning around in front of her. Getting down on one knee, he blushed
and fumbled around for words. "Ever since I met you…Kagome Higurashi …you've
changed my world upside down. Well, truthfully…we started off on a bad foot but
things had a funny way of working out…and now…here we are. We're both ready to
start our own futures and yet…I can't imagine my future without you…which is
why…I want to a-ask you…to m-marry me." Pulling a black velvet box out of his
pocket, he opened it up to reveal a simple golden band with a tiny diamond in
the center. "And no, you can't pawn this."
Kagome
stared in complete awe and shock at Inuyasha. She had no idea what to say…it
seemed so…so sudden…
Inuyasha
watched her nervously, hesitantly raising his eyebrows. "I'm not saying we have
to get married this instant….what I was thinking of was…being engaged for a
year or two until we're both ready…that is…if you want to?" Inside, he tried to
stop himself from just exclaiming, "SAY YES!! BE MINE!"
Tears
welled up in Kagome's eyes as she flung herself towards Inuyasha, wrapping both
of her arms around his neck. She breathed in his sweet scent while she buried
her face in his hair; murmuring to him, "Yes….yes!"
Shock
then bliss coursed through Inuyasha, as he pulled apart slightly, staring down
into her eyes. "I love you Kagome Higurashi…"
"I
love you too…Inuyasha." She whispered before they both came together, their
lips pressing against one another as they locked in a tender kiss.
~*~
Souta
sat upright in his bed at home, smirking at his sister and Inuyasha. "That's
gross!!!" He scrunched up his nose as he watched Kagome and Inuyasha kiss, then
blush.
"Oh
hush up you!" Kagome pounced on the bed next to her brother, tickling him as he
wiggled to be free of her grasp.
"STOP!!"
Souta gasped, pushing her away gently. After he calmed down, he turned to
Inuyasha. "So when can I start my hockey lessons Mr. NHL?" He giggled, flexing
his arms.
"Not
until you get your FULL strength back." Inuyasha retorted, giving him a fanged
smirk.
"See,
wasn't I right about you becoming my brother? I'm ALWAYS right!" Souta kneeled
on his bed, still not allowed to be up and about a whole lot until he finished
recovering. The cancer had been eliminated and he had later been sent home
after his white blood cells built themselves up again and they were sure he
could be released. It had been almost a year but it was a slow process- the
hospital wanted to be SURE ALL the cancer was gone before he was
released. He was still a bit weak from the whole ordeal and the many tests he
had to take but he was growing stronger every day. Sinking back into the bed,
he smiled. "Thanks for everything sis…"
"Any
day, any day…" Kagome flashed a genuine smile back to her brother before she
was swept up into Inuyasha's arms, their lips finding one another again while
Souta make 'eeewww' noises in the background.
"Dinner's
ready!!" Souta and Kagome's mother called to them from downstairs.
"Coming!!!"
Kagome yelled back, smiling warmly as Inuyasha picked up Souta, saving him from
using up his energy. While Inuyasha was carrying Souta piggyback style, Kagome
wrapped her arm around his waist happily. For once, she was the greedy one now.
She had everything she wanted and more.
Sure,
money made the world go round but in the end…people don't look at how much you
owned or how much money you had…they look at the person you were and the good
that you have done. Time had slowly passed by each of them, healing old wounds
and new. The internal and external scars would always be there but they were
more of a reminder. A reminder to never forget to live your life to the fullest
and to never take it for granted because one day you could be on top of the
world…and the next…your car could be stolen with your future inside. But then
again, who knows which different pathways it could lead you down…
-Fin-
I'd like to dedicate this to my grandmother, who has been fighting colon cancer for six years and counting. She's a strong woman and we know it won't just go away but at least we can slow it down. Everybody deserves a bit of hope…and this has been mine because people CAN win, people CAN beat it. Just to clear anything up, I'm not sure if Souta's surgery is possible but I do know they do surgery where they target the chemo directly at the tumor. And yes, chemo can lower your white blood cells. This story has really been a personal one for me because instead of putting myself in the character's position and trying to imagine their feelings, I was able to know many of the feelings because of my experience in the past with this subject, although I'd have to scratch the poor part and the stealing stuff. I don't promote stealing and I hope everybody knows that stealing is wrong, it's bad, so don't do it! ^_^; Hope you enjoyed it, I know it went kind of fast but I didn't want this story to be some long one like my others are! I'm thinking about in the future making this into an original story, extending it and forming my own characters for it- what do you think? Possible publication? Eh? Comments? Please review and thank you again!