...

Hey, guys...

...So...The holidays are officially coming up...

And...I dunno what I'm gonna do with this fic...or any of my GF fics...or any fics...

To be honest...

I've been at a standstill for months...all thanks to this stupid PTSD/depression combo that I've talked about sometimes...

... I've lost my passion for GF...and lately I'm losing my mind...

...The election didn't help, either...

...

So...I decided to just bump up, repost, this story, see what it does...

And I know negativity is not what you want over the holidays, and I'm sorry...

...

I originally wrote this story in a time of hardship and violence... In late 2015...

It's only gotten worse since then...for the world...for America...and sometimes... for me...

...

I "see" everyone who's read my stories, and I love you all...no matter who you are...I want you to know that...

And I know that someday, we will find peace and love on this earth...

And maybe I'll leave this free writing behind, and start finding who I am, soon...

But I know I'll never forget how writing and GF and everything has changed me...

And I know I will never stop fighting...and you won't too.

...

I've gone off on a tangent here...

So...Even though it's unfinished, I think this fic best conveys the feeling of joy and love I want...

Most of my fics...were pretty...sad...

...I'm debating whether I should publish this note...

...I hope you have enjoyed what was written here...

Again, I'm sorry, and I love you.

Phionix