"Shut up Sam."

"I didn't say anything."

"You were thinking it."

Sam sat across from Dean and looked at him square on "Dean how longer are you going to keep up this charade for. He clearly doesn't remember you. You heard the doctors he's only getting worse."

Dean angrily got to his feet "Fuck you Sam. You know nothing. What gives you the right."

Sam stood up as well even after all these years he still towered over Dean "Be realistic here Dean. Im only looking out for you here. Cas is long gone. He wouldn't want you moping around this god forsaken place pining after a shell."

Dean steeped up to Sam and raised his fist.

"Hit me." Sam said "but it wont change anything. Cas still wont remember you. You'll just have one more thing to add to your list of regrets."

Dean lowered his fist and stormed out instead.

"Mr Winchester. Can I help you to your room?"

"Fuck off I don't need your help." Said Dean glaring at the young blonde nurse.

Having no where else to go Dean returned to his room but he wouldn't let the nurse that.

"What has become of me?" Said Dean looking at the old man who gazed back at him from the mirror.

"What the fuck to do you want now?" Said Dean as a knock at the door.

"Mr Winchester sit down we need to have a talk."

Dean glared at the doctor. "Im good with standing."

"Mr Winchester. We have rules and regulations regarding this place. You cannot simply go around disturbing any resident you choose."

"I have no idea what you are talking about."

"A resident by the name of Castiel reported you broke I to his room earlier today. This isn't the first complaint made against you here."

"He's my family. I have a right to see him."

"Im afraid you don't. Not unless Castiel expressly states that and at the moment he has no idea who you are. If one more complaint is made against you Mr Winchester I'm going to have to ask you to leave."

Dean glared at the doctor as he left. He couldn't afford to get kicked out. If he got kicked out that meant he wouldn't be able to see Cas, and not seeing Cas was a new hell within itself. Even if the x-angel himself didn't recognise him.