I have just finished tweaking this chapter it was a beautiful chapter but i found a few plot holes in it so decided to work them out before doing the second chapter i hope you all don't mind this

bethy

If you asked anyone, they would say that there were always three people in this house. In the muggle world, the boy named Harry James Potter didn't exist. But the child lived there. He went to the local school, but despite this, no one in Little Whinging had ever seen this allusive boy. So, whatever went on in Number 4 Privet Drive never even happened to the people of Little Whinging.

Harry Potter was lying in pain on the floor of Dudley Dursley's second bedroom, left to his thoughts about life and what it really was. In this stillness, it occurred to him that he may have been tricked, forced into a role that wasn't any child's reasonability to fill. During his first year in the magic world, he was responsible for protecting the philosopher's stone. In second year, he had to save Ginny Weasley. In third year, he was trying to save his godfather. In fourth year, it was the tournament and unintentionally bringing back the dark lord. Every year, he had to do solve something. In a whole, he was supposed to be responsible for ending the war and killing the dark lord. How in the world was a child supposed to do that?
Nevertheless, he continued not existing to the world when something strange, as it always was, happened to him. He received a letter. It was no ordinary letter, but one from his decided mother, Lily Potter nee Evens, and the content of that letter wouldn't just change his world, but the very being that Harry James Potter was.

As the child reached 15 years old, Harry read a letter that shouldn't even exist. The reason it shouldn't is because his mother had not really existed. Lily Potter existed, but her former self, Lily Evans, did not. She was born from a Malfoy squib family and had been put up for adoption as a baby because her true family mysteriously died the night after she was born.

She found out who she was when she started hogwarts. She made contact with her sibling. Later on when things got bad and she saw no way out for her she arranged away that her child to james will die. The child was of both genders so it would be easy to have him be a girl. The child will be safe with the malfoy family and grow happy or so she thought.

Harry - 4 Privet Drive, Little Winging, Surrey

I didn't exist in this world for muggles. I was not there. I went school once. I had an education. But if you asked someone who Harry Potter was, they would look at you funny and say who. I didn't even exist in my own world. The name was just a fairy tale, an explanation of how the dark lord stopped killing. I didn't even think I existed. There was no proof to me. If you asked someone in the world of magic that you had just seen Harry Potter, they would look you in the eye and say something to give children hope.

I had tried to tell my best friend, Ron Weasley, that my relatives abused me, but when we couldn't meet a lot, so he tended to forget who I was. At times, it was as if I didn't exist at all. I have told this to my other best friend as well, Hermione Granger, but the same thing happened with her. The odd thing was if you ask about the Malfoys, they would say there were four people in that household, but one was at St. Mungo's. No one knew this fourth member, yet people remembered them. I sighed. I couldn't get my head around why my relatives could get away with what they have done. I couldn't even justify what they had done. I couldn't figure out why I didn't exist. I was laying on the floor of the Dudley's second bedroom, no light, just pain.

Vernon gave me the worsted beating of my life. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't really move my body, the burning sensation never leaving. I could blink and move my hands a little, but if I did anything else, it hurt. But the oddest thing was there was a letter in my hand, one that wasn't addressed to anyone. I could choose to open it or ignore the letter and continue on with my life as if nothing happened. The funny thing was I chose to open it, ignoring the screaming pain as I did Not many things could shock me.

The letter was faded, making it very difficult to read, but I was surprised when I deciphered that this was made the day after my birth.
Dear child of mine,

What I am about to say may shock you, may frighten you, but please accept it. This is true and always will be. Just remember I had no choice with this. I would have been killed if anyone found out who I was, so I lied. I was born with the Malfoy blonde hair with the seer green eyes. Yes, the Malfoys have seer blood in them. It is not clear why I was born with this ability, but alas, I was. I was told when i asked my adopted parents at the age of 4 that my family was killed.

From what i have been told a well aged man placed me in an orphanage and later that year i was adopted by my family now. Had i known that my family was still alive i would have gone to find who i was. Things as i was growing up didn't make sense i could see things that could happen and through it all i always saw myself marrying Severus snape the little boy who lived in the old run down house on our street.

When i went to hogwarts things only got worse from there. I saw james as a bully bad things happening around him or to him. I met Lucius malfoy he told me about his sister dying after birth. I asked if an old man had taken her once she was said to be dead. After all Lucius had said he had been five. He confirmed my suspicions and i told him i may be his sister.

In my fifth year I suddenly hated Severus the guy i had seen myself marry at a young age. I was in love with the person i saw was dangerous. I didn't realise i had been given potions back then until after i had married james straight out of hogwarts and was pregnant with you and they had to stop giving me the potions. I contacted my brother and told him what had happened and everything i saw of your life. draco was born the same day yo were i hid your birth from james until i knew that you were ready and then told him.

I am sorry to say this but my sister who was part of my adopted family died when i was in my forth year. Who ever you are living with is not even my adopted family. To make matters worse you liked with the malfoys from the moment i died. You were not a boy like lily and james potters son. you were a girl. Harry you are of both genders. You have the name Lucinda Narcissa malfoy, Harry James Potter died with the rest of his family.

To get your memories back you have to clam who you really are to yourself and once you have done that contact severus snape the guy i was supposed to marry. He is not your godfather like he is for your Brother Draco your god father is Tom Marvolo Riddle the supposed dark lord. Please stay safe and live happily.

Love from all my heart, your real mother, Lily Malfoy.

Tears filled my eyes. I had a way out of all of this. I was free, even if it was strange, even if it didn't make sense. I had to be free. I had to be me. I could be someone who would fit in with life, someone that could shine and I wouldn't have to do anything. I would be on top of the world. I looked back down at the paper. To my alarm, it was blank for a moment. I panicked before realising I had a quill in my other hand. I closed my eyes. I was Lucinda Narsissa Malfoy and I wished to be me.

watched in shock for a moment, then, as if the quill had a mind of its own, words started to appear on a letter with speed I thought wasn't possible in my condition, pleading for help to the person I will soon be happy to see. Tears fell from my eyes. I was no longer trapped in a false life. I was in one of my own, one that was not a story. Weak, I felt the darkness threatening to take me. My head fell as the letter in my hand vanished, and along with it, my hope. Hope for freedom.

Severus Snape -Hogwarts- Private Quarters

I sat in my hard back chair, the one I hated so much, but had to use it if I wanted to stay awake and keep grading tests. I glared at the stack of paper, hating the bad grades while feeling indifferent about the good ones. After I finished the marking, I started working on lesson plans for the year. I sighed as I stared at the sheet of paper, thinking of what I would do this year. A teacher's work was never truly done. I grumbled a little inside, wishing with all my heart that I could be out there with my godson and my best friend looking for Lucinda, but I couldn't. Dumbledore would not allow it.

I had to put up with stupid dunderheads year after year, trying to teach them the finer arts of potion making every single year. In every single class below 6th year, someone would blow up their caldrons and I had to clean up the mess. I went through everything. I would teach them and emphasize the things they would have to learn. I was about to get ready to turn in for another night of nightmares, visions of the night Lucinda was taken haunting my every dream, when I noticed a letter.

Unable to resist, I opened it.

'Help me, Severus. I know that you all are looking for me.

I miss your face. I hurt even more than I did in the hospital. Please, save me! I'm with some family called the Dursleys. It's horrid! I'm not getting fed. I'm in a room filled with broken toys and odd looking things. I can't breathe! All I know is that the place at is called Privet Drive, number 4 apparently.

Please, help me! I used what little magic I have left on writing this. You're the only one I know that can get me out.

With all my love, Lucy.'

My eyes widened, mind racing with all the possible places Privet Drive could be and, without bothering to get dressed or put on any shoes, I Apparated to Privet Drive.

Severus Snape - number 4 Privet Drive, Little Winging, Surrey

I spotted the house after analyzing the other similarly built houses. I rushed to the door and knocked loudly. I wanted the beat the ones who had my love trapped. I wanted to make them pay for what they had done to her, but right now, I needed to find her and making a violent fuss wouldn't help anyone.

A woman opened the door. I was repulsed by her the moment I laid eyes on her. I wouldn't even touch her. I would never go anywhere near her. She was a horrible sight. Behind her was a boy most vile. He was extremely fat and had a dumb look that pissed me off. However, he could be considered chubby in comparison to the older man behind him. On a whole, I wouldn't want to be around them myself.

"Hello, Miss, I was informed that a girl being kept here." I spotted the man looking at me as if I was mad.

"Um, no. No girls here. My dear wife is the only woman here." I owned a mobile thingy, but I hated to use muggle objects. On the other hand, it was probably for the best.

"Then you wouldn't mind if I called the police, my good sir." I took out the phone thingy and called 999, waiting until the message passed and I told them about a kidnapping. It didn't take them long to get here. From a car with strange contraptions, three men appeared. I smiled internally. They were pretty useful when needed.

"There's been a report of a kidnapping. The suspects are at number 4 Privet Drive?" I met their gazes and nodded.

"Yes, sir, my friend's daughter was taken from the hospital five years ago in September and we have been looking everywhere for her. I received a tip from a friend that there were four people in this house when it was clear there was only a family of three." I look down and let the sorrow of losing her break through my barriers.

"We will have a look around the house." The policemen went to the door. "Please, everyone who is living in this house, wait outside." I watched as the horrid family moved outside the house and I waited for the men to finish their investigation.

After a while, the officers came back, carrying Lucinda. My heart rose upon seeing the state she was in. Before they could question me, I took her from the officer's arms and held her close to me. She was alive, but very hurt. My body growled in anger. How dare these impure muggles do this. I pointed a hateful glare at the family.

" I'm pressing charges on them." I told the officer. He nodded earnestly. "If you don't mind, I will be taking her to a doctor." I ignored the words the men said and walked away. I was just glad that she was safe and would soon be home.

Her eyes fluttered open. I couldn't help but hold my breath. She has the same green eyes I remembered. She was beautiful.

"Ssseverus, y-you came." Tears filled her eyes. I was glad that I had that emergency portkey to St. Mungo's on me. I activated it and prayed that she would be coming home instead of staying in hospital. I needed her, Narcissa needed her baby, Draco needs his twin and lucius needs his little girl back.