Thank you so much for reading this. I really appreciate it, especially those of you who wanted me to continue. :)

To Killian

Killian! You haven't responded to my last letter and you keep ignoring me. Please. I promise you that we can gain that future again. Please talk to me.

To Emma

Emma! You're right. What am I doing? I can fight against this darkness. I need to fight this. We need to fight this. For our future. I can never be happy gaining revenge. My happy ending is you. I have to fight this. I used to be a better man and I can become that better man again. I have to listen to you. You're going to help me stay on this good path.

But Emma. I can't. I'm not strong enough.

I remember every single thing that you've done to me and all the ways you've hurt me. The darkness only allows me to see the dark one that you are now.

You're not Emma. Stop poisoning me with your words. Stop sending me letters. I'll start burning them.

I love you, Emma. But I'm afraid I can't control the darkness. It's taking over me. It's clouding my thoughts. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I want to do this for you, but I'm not so sure I can survive this. I don't want you to suffer because of me. Stay away.

You must destroy me. If we allow this darkness within me to continue who knows what will happen. I don't want to hurt you or your family but the dark one in me might say otherwise. Do whatever it takes to get rid of me.

To Killian

No! You can't let the darkness take over you. Killian come and find me. Stop hiding. Let the good you listen to me and come to me.

I will not destroy you. I did not have you live just for you to die again. I did this to save you. I can see how the darkness is taking over you. I know that when you talk about hurting me it really is just the dark one. Well now that I know you're still in there, Killian I will do whatever it takes to bring you back.

Our love is strong. We will get past this.

Dark one I will find you, but I won't kill the man I love. I'll be destroying that darkness.

Don't worry, Killian. I'm coming for you. I'll save you. I'll save us.

Hopefully you read this before the episode, but if you didn't I hoped you still enjoyed this.