A/N: it's been so long since I last updated this story... From now on I'll try to update regularly.

Killua was dumbfounded. He had to kill Tsunade right away. Why? Why could he never know the reasons behind his missions? Suddenly, an idea formed in his mind. What if he turned in his family to the shinobi of Konoha? Wouldn't it solve all of his problems? He was getting bored with assassination anyway... But he did care about his family, didn't he? Maybe not, after all. He had to make a choice. Kill Tsunade, or inform her of what was going on.

He was going to tell her. He was sick of living that way. Sick of always being told what to do. He walked to her office. But on the way, he realized that he couldn't just tell her. He had to figure out how to do it so that he wouldn't get in trouble with the shinobi.

Maybe it was too risky. Maybe he should just go back to Illumi and tell him that he didn't want to do the mission.

He was so sick of everything. He went back to Illumi.

"Brother."

"What is it, Kiru?"

"I refuse to do this mission."

Illumi's eyes widened. "You what?"

"You heard me. I want to be free."

"Kiru..." Illumi grabbed his brother by the collar. Then it hit Killua. He could kill his brother and then talk to Tsunade. He laughed. There was no way he was ever going to be able to manage that.

"What the hell are you laughing at?" Illumi muttered.

Killua froze. As funny as his idea had been, Illumi was still the scariest person he knew.

"Killua. You are going to accomplish this mission and report to me." Illumi let go off him and walked away.

Killua had to do something. He had to speak to someone. But who? He didn't have a single friend.

He decided to speak to Kakashi. He would tell him, and if Kakashi tried to kill him or arrest him, he would fight back and get rid of him. It would happen if he didn't do anything. Speaking to Kakashi would lower the chances of such a confrontation occurring.

He walked to Kakashi's house, glad that he was finally getting somewhere.

A/N: I hope you liked this chapter. The fact that you guys like this story still eludes me. Could you please check out my other stories? I care about them more than I care about this one. Thank you guys for reading anyway :) I'll try to update in a week or maybe less. (Sorry, I have exams next week at school.)