ANA POV

I felt Alexander get into the bed with Christian and I. His breathing slowed down and I knew he was asleep. Carefully I got out of the bed with out waking up Christian. I made it outside the room and quickly went downstairs towards Taylor. I haven't drunk any blood these couple of days thinking I could've handled the hunger till I got back to Ireland. My emotions are stronger then the average human so anything can trigger my hunger that makes me past my limit.

Ever since I got my hunger under control I made sure I took precautions so I don't go in a blood feeding frenzy. I was use to going to attacking people and drinking there blood and then compelled then to forget everything. The compelling took me by surprise since I didn't know I was able to do it. The first times I tried it was awful so many things went wrong till I got down to a science.

The only person that I tell of my secret is Taylor and Sawyer since I turned them into vampires a hundred years ago. I found Taylor first he was left dying on the streets after trying to get home from work. I saw something in Taylor that day that made me safe him and I figured out how to turn him into a vampire since then we stuck together. Many times I told him he could leave. He said he would take long vacations, but he would always return. We found Sawyer ten years later. Sawyer was from the Army and he was dying in the infirmary when we saw him. Taylor and I saw him and made a decision to safe his life. He did the same thing, as Taylor never left us unless going a long vacation.

Those two were my brothers that I wouldn't give up for anything in the world. We work together, but they are my family that gets on my nerves from time to time. They work well with security since they can't sleep and have made great connections through the years they have been a life. Every time now we need to relocate we make Sawyer take care of it.

I find them in the backyard sitting near the fire pit drinking blood. I ran to them quickly taking the bottle from Sawyer before he can take a sip.

"What the hell Ana! That was mine!" yelled Sawyer. Taylor laughed. Sawyer is always the childish one of the three of us.

"I need it more then you two. Today has been awful." I said.

Sawyer sighs. "I know with the whole Mary thing. I was worried when I saw you coming into the house ready to kill someone. You are going to fire Mary though right?"

"Of course I am! Lying bitch. She's so lucky that she's across the ocean right now or I would of torn her throat out! Who does she think she is to touch my Alexander like that!" I yell. Sawyer and Taylor look at me with surprise and amused smirks.

"Your Alexander?" said Taylor. I barely had realized that I referred to Alexander as mine.

"So how has Ireland been these few past days Sawyer?" said I trying to change the subject.

"No we aren't changing the subject. Don't think we haven't noticed the way you both have been acting around each other. So does Ana have a crush on Alexander?" he cooed at me.

"Shut up! I don't have a crush. It wouldn't be fair to either one of us to have those types of feelings." They both looked at me and sighed. They knew I was right, but we three had hoped if we met that one special person then maybe just maybe we could change that person into a vampire and live the rest of our lives together. I closed my eyes and sighed.

"Alexander makes me feel complete. He makes me want more with him than anyone I haven't met in my whole existence."

"Ana you have been alive for a long time. You deserve to be happy you know that right? Just give it a chance to what Alexander and you have going on. Don't run away because you might regret when we have to leave in a few years like always," says Taylor.

Taylor was always the wisest one of us three. Never talks much, but when he does it's pretty insightful. After that we sit in perfect silence watching the sunrise just enjoying each other's company. The sunlight doesn't turn us into ashes, which is complete bullshit. How can the sun have that even be able to make that happen. And the whole stake to the heart thing is real because who wouldn't die because of that.

"Well I have to head back in so Alexander doesn't notice I was gone." They looked at me smirking and resisted the urge to flip them off.

"Remember Ana give it a chance, okay?" said Taylor. I gave him a nod and walked back into the house headed up into Alexander's room. I fined them both cuddled up to each other. Though Christian look like he's looking for me. I quickly climb in the bed and wrap my arms round him. Which causes him to snuggle up to me getting out of Alexander's grip. I lay there watching them sleep thinking of what the future can hold for us three. I close my eyes and make me body relax and go limp while I pretend to sleep with them.

When morning comes I feel extremely warm. I open up my eyes and realize that I'm cuddled up next to Alexander. Trying to pull away from him his hold his grip seems to tighten on me. I try to pull way again, but he doesn't budge.

"Go to back to sleep Ana" he mumbles. Oh god his morning voice is orgasmic. So deep and husky. Now I just stayed still and admired his features. His copper hair messed up and his lips pouting a bit.

"Quit staring Ana its creepy." I look away shyly.

"Alexander let me get up. Christian is probably awake." I said.

"Fine. Give me a kiss then I'll let you go." He said

"What no! Just let me get up!" I start to push him away, but he rolls on top of me. His lips are puckered and he's trying to kiss him, but I keep dodging him. He finally ends up kissing me and I just stare at him and then we hear the door slam open.

"Dad why are you on top of mom?" says Christian. I look his way and push Alexander off me making him fall onto the floor with a thud. Christian runs to him trying to help him out.

"Mom why would you do that?" I just gave him a smile and shrug. He starts to laugh at my response till I hear a groan coming from Alexander. I look at him and he's glaring at me. I just smile at him innocently. Christian joins me on the bed and he snuggles into me. Alexander lies down next to Christian and pulls him into him. He just took my baby from me! Christian stays with his dad like he didn't just abandon his mom to cuddle with his dad. That's betrayal right there. Alexander must know what I'm thinking since he looks at me at smug.

"What you had him all night so let me cuddle with him now!" he says. I narrow my eyes at him and pull Christian back to me. I hear a giggle coming from Christian after I cuddle him tightly to me. Alexander tries to get him back, but I just turn us the other way. He gets a hold on Christians arm and pulls him towards him again while I have a hold of his other arm. Christian is just laughing at our antics and doesn't choose who gets to cuddle with him. After a while Christian ends up getting out of our grip and bolts for the door laughing. We both start running after him yelling at him to come cuddle with us.

"I'm going to catch him first," yells Alexander.

"No you wont. He always cuddles with his mom not you!" I yell back.

We search the whole house till, we go to the backyard and find Sawyer, Taylor, and Christian pointing water hoses at us. Alexander looks at me then bolts to go get Christian.

"Fire!" exclaims Christian.

We start to run while the water soaks us from head to toe. Alexander is really close to getting Alexander, but then Sawyer put Christian on his back and takes off with him. Alexander soon gets close enough to tackle Sawyer and catches Christian. Alexander is yelling out his victory, but I can't let him win. So I force myself to cry and get dramatic so Christian can come to me.

"Congrats Alexander you won." I say. Alexander looks smug while he holds Christian next to him. So I take it up a notch knowing Christian will come to me. I sigh sadly and look away knowing Christian is watching me.

"It's okay Christian you can cuddle with your dad first." I sigh sadly again. "I really missed you this trip. No one gave me a goodnight cuddle after I go to the hotel like you usually do." My eyes start to water and I peak under my lashes and see Christian staring at me in shock thinking I'm about to cry and Alexander glaring at me knowing what I'm doing.

"I'll just wait to get my cuddle after your done with you dad. I can wait a bit more for my turn to finally snuggle up next to you while we talk about our days and stuff." I know a tear has fallen down so turn around and start to walk away. I hear noise behind me and feel little arms wrap around me stopping me from continuing to walk. Turning around and getting down to his level hugging him back I see Alexander's glare. Knowing I'm going to win I still keep my eyes watered and a few tears going down my cheeks.

"No mom I'll cuddle with you first. Don't cry okay." He says. I shake my head saying no.

"Your dad caught you so he goes first. It's okay baby boy I can wait." Knowing I called him baby boy he is definitely going to cuddle with me first.

"Its okay mom dad doesn't mind. Right dad?" ask Christian. Christian is looking at Alexander with a look daring him to go against him. I inwardly laugh at Christian's antics knowing he learned that from me at work.

"Its fine Christian go cuddle with your mom." Christian smiles widely at him and turns to me giving me a hug. I pick him up and he places his head into my shoulder. I give one last look to Alexander and I see mouth fuck you to me. I just stick my tongue out at him and walked away from him grinning widely.

After, everyone got a cuddle and a nap in Alexander decided to talk to Christian about the plans for the day they had planned out. I excused myself from their plans because I still wanted to respect the time Alexander and Christian need to bond. I just blamed it on the jetlag and saying I need to rest. Plus I need more blood. Can't make them make a pit stop at a blood bank because I'm hungry. I spent time with Christian before he took off with Alexander. They planned to visit a museum and a little fair that Alexander has always been to since a child.

"Taylor I need you and Sawyer to get the car ready in fifteen minutes." Taylor nods his head and takes off. Everything is set into motion and we reach the nearest hospital. I use an excuse to get the head of the hospital show me around and take me to where they keep their blood and other resources they have. Taylor gives me a signal saying that Sawyer has control of the security in the room and has locked the doors. Now it's my turn to compel everyone while Taylor takes care of the blood. We are in and out in the next forty minutes and I compel the people to forget everything and leave without giving the doctor a large donation.

We left to go home and we drank our blood in the car because we knew we went have lasted till we got back to Alexander's place. Taylor took the blood into his room to store for safe keeping. I told them I was going to get more work done while the boys where out enjoying there day. While trying to keep myself busy with work my mind kept thinking when I have to tell Alexander about my secret. There is something between us that I can't ignore, but the what ifs just keep putting me off. I shake my head trying to clear my thoughts and focus getting back to work, but my mind likes to torture me with bring up thoughts of Alexander.

"What am I going to do?" I ask myself.