I arrived at Maya's apartment building. I went to grab the door, but couldn't bring myself to, I stood their like a crazy person my hand frozen in mid-air. I stood there and once I finally built up the courage to open the door I headed up the four flights of stair to the door. I paced for a minute before finally knocking. I waited for a minute but there was no answer.

"Mrs Hart. It's me. Lucas. Please can you open the door." I knew she was in there, I could hear the quiet sobs. She still didn't answer the door. "Okay, I'm just going to leave something here." I placed the box delicatly infront of the door and turned around and left.

Katy P.O.V

I couldn't bring myself to open the door. He left and after a few minutes of sitting there I staggered over the door and opened it slightly to reveal a brown, cardboard box. I pulled it inside and opened it. It was full of cds. I opened up my computer and placed the first cd in. I was in shock. I listened to it three times to make sure I wasn't halucinating. I finally went through and found mine.

Mumma bear,

I love you so so much and you can't blame yourself for any of it. The depression, the anxiety, the cancer, the sucide; none of it was your fault, none of it was because you were a bad mother. You were not a bad mother. Sure we had it rough, but I was still happy and healthy, you provided for me and taught me important life lessons. You did your best, and for that I am forever grateful.

But it was too much; too much on me, on my friends and too much on you. It would of been unfair for me to put you all through that. I know you would of done anything to pay for those stupid medical bills but I didn't want that. I wanted to end our relationship on a happy and stress-free note.

I want you to continue to live your life though. Just because I rotted away doesn't mean you have to rot away too. Embrace life and all its beauty, run after your dreams and love with all your heart. I give you premission.

I will forever love you and you will not be forgetting me by being happy and moving on with your life. You will be doing wrong by me if you don't go live your life.

Love you always and forever,

Maya xxx

AN: This is this story done. If you want me to write anything else please let me know. It doesn't have to be GMW. Just comment or pm me :) Hope you enjoyed it xx