I don't really know why I am writing this but today I read something from another writer on their fanfic that basically said they were having trouble with people PMing them and expressing hate.

Now I don't get any of that and If I have either in a review or PM I don't really know because I have pretty much stopped writing.

I did not lose the motivation to write, It basically boiled down to not feeling like I was any good at it because I started pretty inexperienced at writing during high school and was doing it just for fun because I really liked RWBY and that was the time were I got really into anime, shipping and fanfiction but now that I have mellowed out a bit I realise how obsessed I was at the start. I'm not saying it was bad but I was pretty oblivious to things.

Since then I have developed problems/ found out a few things. I had really bad anxiety and possibly a bit of depression and still do but this brings me to what I found out about myself.

I was diagnosed with Autism a few years ago and since then I have realized how much it really affected me without me knowing.

When people told me what I was doing wrong and how bad at writing I was, even though I wanted to get better I never could because that was not good for me. Reading something was never going to help me learn and I still never really understand what I do wrong.

I'd like to thank people who leave reviews and PM saying they did like my stories and to say sorry for putting up with bad writing. I have been told that I got better and better and honestly I never really noticed so now I have no idea where I stand at being able to write.

to people who have waited for a new chapter hell to anyone who sees this if anyone at all. Sorry about that I really do want to continue my fanfic's and maybe write new ones but I feel that I would start one and get bored too quickly and let people down.

I just wanted to apologize to people who honestly waited longer than they had to whether or not that was 1 day or a year and so on. But if you did like the story I set out then these stories are not dead I always make stories in my head and think about these ones from time to time and that you to can come up with your one headcanon like I do with some other discontinued stories.

So thanks again.

Also not really asking for help but if anyone can give some advice (I can't promise I will learn from it but its worth a shot) Like ways to learn to write better and stuff like that or ways to fix things I for one while writing this and writing in general on the Pc I use Grammarly and it is really cool.