Chapter one

The sensation of a needle being slipped into my arm causes me to squirm as I realize I have no idea where I'm at or what happened. I feel a comforting hand against my forehead, "shh Jesse honey your ok, your safe, your at the hospital, we're going to take care of you" she says gently, I relax as much as I can in this situation and it all comes back to me. I was in that jail cell, I fell asleep involuntarily and I was dreaming, about Freddy, and he made me cut my own wrists, to look like a suicide attempt, then I woke up, bleeding, scared,and they thought I tried to commit suicide over my guilt for killing Kris. I feel someone hold me down as they stitch me up, afraid I'll move but I'm too scared to.

I then feel my breathing quicken as I realize I'm panicking, "shh, guys he's panicking, may be a panic attack"she says watching me closely,. I feel like I can't control it anymore as I feel less and less oxygen being taken in, "guys, we need to do something, now"she says reaching for an oxygen mask behind me, then putting it over my mouth and nose. "easy" she says as the doctor hands her an iv needle and she finds a vein in my arm. "no,i don't want to go to sleep"I murmur as she puts the needle in, "shh sweetheart it'll be OK soon" she says, as I feel myself drifting, fearfully into darkness.