HEY EVERYONE! This is my first fanfic so please be gentle. R&R and any suggestions to improve my writing is welcomed! Love this fandom btw! SO in the great words of Miss Emily Junk "Lets Not Be Dicks About It..." For the most part complete unless people want more... Well I'm sure I can come up with something...

Also: I do not own PP or characters etc. PS if I did own it well that would just be splendid... On to the show...

Chloe knew the exact moment she fell in love with Beca. She knew that her heart fluttering every time she even thought about her, was just the beginning. She would sit there and just look at her and try to memorize every single feature Beca had to offer. The way she brushes her tongue across her teeth when she is getting ready to say something, or the way a smirk starts to appear when she has found the exact sound to a mix. The way she runs her hand through her hair when she concentrating. Her almost black eyes but if you got close enough you could see the beautiful midnight blue eyes staring right back at you. Just everything about her, everything about Beca, had captivated her, had just lured her in. And she was hooked, she couldn't get enough of it.

It started as a crush, nothing more. A girl crush have you. Something she thought was purely due to Beca being so damn beautiful. But it didn't stop there. She then thought about what Beca would think of her outfit for the day or what Beca would think about certain topics and she had no control over why she thought that. No matter what she did or what she tried to distract herself with, she couldn't get Beca out of her mind. And it didn't help that they did everything together. Not that she was complaining about the time spent with Beca, it's just that, how could you stop the crush from growing when you were constantly around a beautiful human.

Eventually Chloe had to face the facts, and she did. But before that, it proved to be difficult after everything they had been through, all she needed from Beca was a signal or a sign and she over analyzed everything like crazy and would give up. Why would Beca feel the same way? Surely she would have said or done something that just gave me a hint that she is in the same boat I am in, right?

Beca knew that the day those sea blue eyes looked at her, right in the soul might I add, that she would be lost in them for as long as she could. Standing before her, was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen. And not to mention she had the biggest smile that it almost made Beca smile for no reason. But she did have a reason and it was the happiness she got just from the look Chloe was giving her. Beca brushed it off as though it was just a simple admiration for the ginger's beauty but nothing more.

The closer Beca got to Chloe, the bigger her admiration got. She noticed how caring the woman was and how considerate she was towards herself and others. She noticed the touches Chloe gave her or the side glances that were sent her way. But it couldn't be right? Why would this gorgeous girl want anything to do with the exact opposite of her. So in all denial cases, Beca was determined to save herself the stress from thinking these things about the redhead, who became her best friend. She started to let Jesse in, maybe to prove to herself that what she was feeling for Chloe was just a stupid crush. During that time period it seem difficult to have any type of affection that would be the same as what she felt with Chloe. Beca knew that it wasn't fair to Jesse and it wasn't fair to herself to force something instead of letting it come naturally. Beca and Jesse had dated for a couple of years before it turned out that Beca loved him like a brother but nothing more. Jesse was also starting to feel that Beca, although he loved her, was not the one for him. They went their separate ways in the love department but they were there for each other as best friends.

So Beca began to drown herself in the illusion that life after college was more important than living college in the now. She had something to prove to her Dad and to everyone else and it was that she was gonna make it and nothing was gonna get in her way. Little did she know that she had completely pushed away the ginger. The one person that had kept her grounded, the person that kept her sane. It wasn't until the Bella boot camp, that Beca saw the damage she had done and seeing those sea blue eyes water in front of her, shattered her heart. Beca knew she shouldn't have kept that internship to herself but disappointing Chloe was not on her priority list and she ended up disappointing her anyway and she hated it. When she had disappointed Jesse, it didn't feel the same way and the way Chloe called her out on her bullshit made her feel like a fool.

From then on Beca and Chloe promised each other to not shut one another out. They were each others stress relievers and though there was this hidden affection between them, they both decided in their own mindset that what they both needed was their best friend and those feelings could wait.

Every thing ran smoothly from then on though they snuck glances when the other wasn't watching and it was finally calm in the waters. Beca was waiting for the right moment to tell Chloe everything but she didn't want to bring another wave of stress again. We all know how that went. Ever time Chloe was by herself, Beca would come up with a speech in her head and walk over to Chloe with all the confidence in the world. Then those eyes, the eyes that break anyone in seconds, the eyes that saw everything in your soul, those eyes looked at her and she went weak in the knees. She couldn't catch her breath and she became a stuttering idiot in a matter of nano seconds. She would change her mind and tell Chloe that she was nervous about graduation and about life after the Bellas.

And it continued until the Worlds and the stress of that had vanished, they were living on cloud nine and everything they had stressed over had disappeared. They had won and Beca was so close to expressing to Chloe everything that night. They were having a small get together in their hotel room and this time seemed as good as any. Here goes nothing…

"Hey Chloe can I uh talk to for a second outside?"

"Sure Becs"

The tiny walk outside of the room seemed to last forever and Beca was already out of breath… Fuck, fuck ok sack up Mitchell you got this…

"Whats up Bec? Everything ok?"

"Uh Yea… wait… No… Well not like bad 'bad'… I mean hopefully it's not bad… Listen Chlo I have started to feel…"

"WHAT THE FUCK?! AUBREY! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO STACIE'S NECK?!"

Like in everything else, smooth sailing was not in Beca's everyday life. Chloe had caught Stacie and Aubrey making out in the hallway of their hotel. Of course this would happen, how likely that Aubrey and Stacie were gonna be sucking each others face off! Of all times this could happen, why now?! And Chloe was giggling like a school girl and was trying to pry answers out of the two girls. Stacie was red in the face but it wasn't from embarrassment and Aubrey had the biggest smile on her face not even in the slightest embarrassed in the fact that they got caught. After about 10 minutes all the commotion from catching the pair had settled down and Beca was frustrated and wanted to go to sleep. Aubrey and Stacie left to Aubrey's room to finish what Chloe had interpreted and the others girls were busy chatting and having a good time.

Chloe was happy that her friend had finally put a move on Stacie and of all places to make out, miss Aubrey Fucking Posen had the audacity to pick the hallway?! Guess it escalated too quickly to make it anywhere else. Chloe was grabbing herself a drink when she remember that Beca wanted to talk to her about something. Fuck, I can't believe I forgot. I wonder what she wanted. She was so nervous… She was looking for Beca when she spotted her on the couch talking to Emily and they were whispering. What the hell is that about… They look so cosy with each other… Is Beca resting her head on Emily?! Maybe thats what Beca was trying to tell me… Chloe being Chloe, had started to pile everything she could imagine for this situation in her brain and by the second she was growing more and more sad. No wonder Beca seemed to stand up for her at the riff off and had asked to collaborate with her. Fuck.

Taking a glimpse into the past, the closeness had started at the Riff Off when Beca had tried to console Emily on her horrible mistake. Yea she totally fucked it up but this girl had gotten so sad and attached to Beca ever since she told Chloe that they didn't want Emily to crawl under a rock and die. The rest of the night Emily followed Beca like a puppy and Beca didn't know what to do. Patting her on the shoulder saying "It's ok kiddo" can only go so far and finally Beca had had enough…

"Look Emily, stop mopping around. I get it you messed up on impulse but it's ok dude. Its fine, DSM just thinks they are the shit but whatever we can make it up, now will you stop and get a drink and forget about it."

Emily looked like someone had just run over her puppy. She was looking down and her breathing had increased. Beca thought she may have gone too far until those big brown eyes looked back up at her and she was looking right into her soul. Looks like the look Chloe gives me…

"You are right. I'm sorry but do you know how hard it is to have everyone boo you like that. I just feel ashamed you know." Beca nodded, because yea that does make sense. "Sorry, I'll stop." Beca sighed, finally she had knocked some sense into her without having to slap her or having her cry. They easily fell into some causal conversation about Benji and her history with Jesse. Out of nowhere Emily asked the question that Beca herself was trying to figure out.

"Hey Beca, whats up with you and Chloe?" Beca's eyes widen, her breath hitched and her throat become dry. Like she had dry swallowed a pill.

"Wha... What? What are you… Like seriously… What do you mean 'me and Chloe'?" Emily began to look around frantically and she was looking anywhere but at Beca.

"Well I mean… It's not like it's bad… But you know the girls talk about it and well uh-you see- I had figured you had something considering stuff. And if I am being honest how flustered and red you just got probably doesn't help…" Emily blurted out and looked right at Beca. Beca got up and started throwing her hands up in the air and just grunted, trying to muster any possible coherent thought she could. Pacing around the living room of the Bella house she kept this up for about thirty-seconds until Emily finally spoke up. "Look Beca, I didn't mean anything by it. It is none of my business and well, since we were sharing I thought I'd ask. But I should have known better considering the rest of the girls just have guesses about whats up but they don't have anything set in stone. Sorry." Emily went to move when Beca put her hands on her shoulders and sat her back down.

"Look Em-Emily, I-uh-the thing is… Well it's not like there is anything really there you know…" Beca was stuttering, trying to come up with something justifiable.

"You like Chloe don't you?" Beca froze at the certainty of Emily's voice. How does she see it? How is it that the Emily and the girls guess but I still can't seem to set in right in my head?

"Beca. Do you?" Beca nodded but her strength to muster any type of words was gone. "I see. So whats the problem?"

"What do you mean 'whats the problem' Emily?!" Emily winced at the sudden increase of Beca's voice. It's not like anyone else was home, they were still at the Riff Off after party but the change in Beca's voice caught her off guard. "The problem is it's fucking Chloe! She is my best friend and I suddenly have a change in the way I look at her?! How fair is that?! I can't do that Emily, I can't suddenly change the way I see her and tell her ok? What if she just sees me as a best friend but then what? Emily, I can't lose her… And if I can keep her but only as a best friend, I'll take it. I'll take anything but losing her is not an option." Beca sat down and put her face in her hands and sighed. She was on the brink of tears and it was the fact that she could lose Chloe over her feelings, that almost brought the water works. She felt a timid hand touch her arm and ease its way to her shoulder.

"Beca, look. I understand. I get the fears you are facing." Beca let out a sigh but continued to look into her palms." Beca, just look at me." Emily reached her hand to pull away Beca's hands from her face and Beca looked at her glossy eyed. "Do you honestly think Chloe would just drop you like nothing? Maybe, but in reality it's not like this, but lets just assume for your sake, that Chloe only sees you as a friend ok? Do you really think that she would stop being your friend? Chloe is many things but cruel or evil or anything along those lines isn't one of them. You know that right? But now being realistic if you would open your eyes you would know that Chloe feels the same way about you." Beca was shocked. What the fuck did Emily just said. She didn't just say that, right?

"What are you talking about?" Beca whispered. Emily had a puzzled look on her face and she took a second to breath.

"You have no idea? Because seriously? You haven't noticed the way she looks at you with so much love it makes me want to cry. Literally. They way she plans things around you so you have the best time and don't have to move your schedule around. The way she cooks you breakfast and you get something different while the rest of us get the same thing. The way you guys cuddle and she lets you sleep curled into her side and she has a huge smile on her face."

"What? No, Chloe-she does that with everyone, thats how Chloe is."

"Beca she doesn't cuddle with me. Or steal glances at Stacie when she is practicing her dance moves." A blush crept its way to Becas face. "We all see it Beca and its about time you and Chloe see it." A reassuring look spread across Emily's face.

From that day Beca felt the weight on her shoulders get a little lighter. She didn't necessarily go to Emily when she wanted to talk but it was nice to say those things out loud and have someone understand instead of call her crazy. So when Beca asked Emily to collaborate that day around the campfire, it was more of saying she was thankfully what Emily had done for her that day and maybe Emily could share some of writings with her. Beca loved how Emily was able to just have the words flow from her rather than overthink what it is she wanted to say. The only way Beca knew how to just let stuff flow from her, was through her mixes but she envied the eloquence of Emily's words. They grew closer and Beca became protective of Emily, so when she caught Benji and Emily kissing earlier, that knowing smirk had spread across her face and Beca was happy Emily gave into her feelings. If only I could do the same.

Now, as they sat near each other on the couch recounting the days events, Emily brought up the subject that had caused Beca to seek her out all those days ago. Emily knew Beca had planned to say something but the look that Beca was sporting meant something had gone wrong.

"I dont know Emily, I tried and then she caught Stacie and Aubrey kissing and it felt like a sign you know, maybe I shouldn't bother telling her." Beca sighed and put her head on Emilys shoulder. Emily nudged her and spoke in a stern voice.

"For the love of the Aca-gods Beca will you just walk over there and 'sack up dude' as you so nicely put it." A giggled escaped Emily's mouth and Beca picked her head up and playfully shoved Emily.

"Shut it Junk, you know you should be nicer to me considering we made a demo together." They both sat there chuckling all the while the redhead was carefully keeping an eye on them.

How could I not have seen this coming. The ginger thought. Emily is basically kissing the floor Beca walks on and Beca letting her get so close, of course this was to happen. Chloe sat there staring, quiet intently, until she saw Beca turning her head as if she was looking for something. Chloe quickly turned away and started a conversation with Flo, who was the closest person to her.

"Go Beca, get out of here munchkin and find her and so help me if you don't do it I will do it myself!" Emily said giving her one last nugde to persuade her to get up and do something.

"Fine, fine. Don't get all handsy Junk. Just give me a minute to collect myself will ya?"

Beca looked around for Chloe and spotted her talking to Flo near the tiny bar fridge. I should get a drink at least to clam my nerves or maybe some fresh air… Beca stood up and walked over to get a drink. Seeing Chloe sitting there, sent chills down her spine. What the fuck Mitchell can you keep it in your pants? All you are doing is going to get a drink. As she got closer, she felt anxious and just needed that fresh air that she was thinking about just a moment ago.

"So when I am deported back to my country I will most likely became a housewife and live in the middle of nowhere with several…"

"Excuse me guys, I just need to reach for a cup."

Beca said interrupting a story that Flo was animatedly talking about. Chloe turned her head and they met each others gaze. For just a brief moment the world stopped. The Earth had stood still and time stopped. All Beca's panic seemed to fade and it was like she was weightless. Beca got lost in a sea of blue and Chloe was lost in the storm. Both their breaths hitched and it was like Flo was nowhere near, nor anyone else for that matter. Chloe straightened up and tensed when Beca broke her gaze and shifted nervously. Beca grabbed the cup and caught one last gaze into Chloes eyes when she turned around and headed towards the balcony.

I should go to her. No. Wait, should I? Do I really want to know? Chloe contemplated her dilemma when she finally gave in. I have to talk to her. She wanted to talk and stupid Aubrey distracted me. Chloe told Flo she was gonna talk to Beca and she stood up and headed in that direction. When Chloe got closer she noticed Beca was alone. She turned to see Emily was getting pretty close to Benji on the couch. What the hell is going on?! If Emily is all up in Benji's business, then what is up with Beca… She let out a sigh of relief that her earlier predictions were now non-existent. She then turned back to Beca and decided she could wait for a minute. Chloe wanted to stare one last time, if it was the last time. She wanted to see Beca as she was. Her hair loosely tied into a ponytail. She was leaned over the railing holding the cup in her hands. She had her eyes closed and she looked peaceful yet extremely sad. She hadn't changed yet and Chloe could see that petite figure in all its glory. God she's so beautiful. Chloe took a big breath in and opened the door to the balcony.

Beca was just in a state of hesitation. She shouldn't be worried right? They had a blast tonight and showed those Germans that they were in fact the kickers of ass! But she had chicken out, and she felt beside herself. When I looked at her she had to have felt that right? The energy that flowed through us, that moment of just pure happiness. She had to have felt it. Beca closed her eyes and leaned over the railing. The cool air felt nice. Beca pictured this night in so many different ways. It's not so bad I guess. We didn't fight or anything. Maybe its better this way just leaving this, whatever this was, as it is. Just then she heard the balcony door opened and she snapped her eyes open and turned her head. There she is. Beca's heart started beating rapidly and she felt her stomach drop. God was is she so breath taking…

Chloe got closer and all Chloe saw was nervousness in Becas wide eyes. Chloe started to tangle and untangle her hands when she finally spoke.

"Hey Becs… so about earlier… I didn't mean to caught you off. Its just-well-imagine my surprise when I caught Aubrey canoodling with Stacie." Beca broke out laughing and threw back her head. Chloe loved that sound and a grin spread across her face and she started to chuckle.

"'Canoodling' Chloe… Seriously?! I didn't realize you were seventy years old!"

"Oh whatever Beca, lots of people use that word. Im sorry if your tiny brain doesn't know it."

"Ok Beale whatever you say." They both got closer to the railing and leaned over. A comfortable silence fell over them. Chloe was sending her brain into overdrive. Should I bring it up? Should I just leave it for her to bring up again? Fuck why is this so hard. Beca slightly shifted and Chloe decided its now or never.

"So anyway… Beca… what did you want to talk about? Are you ok?" Chloe breathed out and she held her breath. She saw confliction spread across Beca's face and Chloe's eyebrows knitted. Beca brought her hard to her mouth as to stop words from spewing out. Fidgeting, Beca ran her other hand through her hair and scrunched it up. God she so cute when she does that. Chloe thought. After what seemed eternity, Beca sighed one last time before she spoke.

"Look Chloe… It's just that-well, I cant believe it you know, cause like you and well me and then its like it just happened you know?" Beca looked at Chloe hand in hair and just waited to see if whatever she just spit out was something coherent. Her brain finally caught on to what she had just said and a blush crept its way to her face. "God what did I just say? Was that even a sentence?!" Chloe giggled and put her hands on Beca's arms.

"Come on Beca. Whats up? It's just me. Spit it out already." Beca looked right into her eyes and it was like Chloe sent waves of calm in her body. She relaxed under Chloe's touch and sighed for the final time.

"Ok. Ok… OK… Chloe we've known each other for a long time right?" God Mitchell that was just fucking stupid…

"Um yea I guess…"

"Wait, what? OK let me start that again cause that was just stupid." Beca put her palms to her eyes. "Chloe you have been my best friend for the past 3 years. You were there when I needed someone the most. You stuck around and put up with me when everyone else just gave up when I pushed them away. I knew it, the moment I laid eyes on you, that you were going to change my life. And you have, and I know you know. The way I tolerate the contact and can make friends with strangers. The fact that I let feelings flow through my body. Well mostly anyway, I am still working at that." Chloe let a smile grow. And Beca locked eyes with Chloe because she wanted to say it right, the way it should be. "Anyway, recently, or not recently but whatever, I have had this feeling that I may be in love…" Chloes breathing increased. Her palms got sweaty and her blood ran cold. Here it is, is this what I think it is?! It can't be right?!…

"…Well, that I-uh-am in love with you…" There I fucking said it… Wait did I or did I imagine that.

Chloe's heart literally stopped. She stopped breathing and moving. She was shocked. Did Beca just say that?… Her eyes started watering and she put her head in her hands.

Look what you did Beca, you fucking made her cry, again, with your stupid feelings. Is that what you wanted? Emily is going down with me for this…

"Shit Chloe. I-fuck me-look I didn't mean to make you cry. I just thought maybe there was a possibility that you felt the same… And…" Chloe looked up and put her hand up.

"Beca, just… Shut up. Please…" Chloe took a deep breath in and Beca closed her mouth and stood tight lipped. "I have… That day at the activities fair changed my life. It tipped my world upside down. I had to be with you, there is something about you that pulled at my heart. I thought it was the mysterious aura you had, that drew me in. But it wasn't. It was the feeling I got that you were going to be an important person in my life. I fought to be inside your bubble and you captivated me. You are a beautiful person inside and out and the fact that you let me see, proved that you were a person I wanted to be around for the rest of my are someone that I grew to care about… Someone that I grew to love more than anyone else…" Beca was crying at this point and they had laced both their hands together. They stood inches apart just letting tears fall. Beca took the first step… So it's only fair I take the next… Chloe unlaced one of her hands and brought it to Beca's cheek. With one final look into her eyes, Chloe closed hers and leaned forward. Electricity flowed through them like a current. There was no sparks or fireworks like everyone had said in fairytales, but instead it was pure Bliss that flowed through them. Happiness filled Beca's veins and her brain went blank. They moved in sequence like they had done this a million times with each other and they never wanted it to ended. They kept at it until they both pulled apart and rested their foreheads together. This moment, is what Chloe had been waiting for. She had everything she desired and Beca had felt the same. Everything was perfect…

"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I fucking told you Amy!"

Beca and Chloe both snapped their heads towards the door and instantly became aware of where they were. Inside, everyone was cheering and awing at the pair. Stacie was yelling at Amy to pay up because she had guessed right and Cynthia Rose was yelling about how Shawshank finally got herself a bitch…

"Guess not 1 out of 10 is a lesbian…" Aubrey said smirking as the group turned away. Laughter rung though the room and Beca and Chloe looked at each other and smiled.

"Can it be?" Beca whispered.

"What?"

"That this," Beca pointed between them. "…this exact feeling, is what I was waiting for. And it's with the only person who has forced their way into my heart and set up camp. And I wouldn't have it any other way."