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I'm back sorry for the wait. This one shot should explain the little vote I had a long time ago.

Hidden scene from before 'After the Puppet'

The Holder of My Heart

Would I be viewed badly if I told you I fell for my best friend?

I made Jeremy my friend because I loved him and wanted to be with him. I did everything I could to try and make him love me.

Jeremy thought I was just being very friendly. He didn't see how I treat my friends. I refused to let them near him.

I took him places, I gave him things, I helped out his family. Though I did that, he took me as a good person.

When he started to fall for Marion, I knew I couldn't force anything on him and I allowed him to get the love he wanted from the person he wanted.

I talked to Withered Freddy when I noticed the same reaction from Marion to Jere. He didn't do what I wanted him to do though.

He demanded that Marion and Jeremy stay away from each other.

I just wanted him to treat Jeremy good or he had to fear me.

I watched as they fixed themselves. I knew the two must be soul mates.

I was happy for them and began to set things up for them. I help things fall into place for a perfect romance. The romance I wanted with Jeremy.

I decided to try and fall in love with someone else. I would take anyone who would take me.

I started to date Ginger as things went on.

I stilled up Jere above her though. He was still the person I love the most.

When the bite happened, I stayed as close as I could to him. I thought I lost him.

I was focused on paying attention to him. I gave him all I could.

I cried when he didn't remember me. I felt so forgotten.

I watched as he fell back in love with Marion. It hurt worst than the first time some how.

I went away to get married. I thought this would be best for me.

When I came back, I heard that Marion and Jeremy were getting married.

Marion came to me wanting to know stuff. I shoved the thoughts aside for a long time. I didn't want to talk about true love.

Finally, he asked the question that let it all roll of me. I spilled most of it. Then bursted into tears.

Marion hugged me and began to tell me it was okay. He asked if love was real.

His and Jeremy's is real. Mine was just a replacement.

I wished him good luck and told him want he had is the best. I told him to never give it up.

Marion is the best. I see why Jeremy liked him more.

Marion said he would never give up on me. Said I was family.

I just cried more. I was so out of it. I never let my guard down so much. I am not embarrassed the smallest bit. I was actually happy.

He was so nice and helpful. He made everyone happy.

Two weeks before the fire, I decided I couldn't hide it from Marion. It made me feel terrible loving his man.

I confessed to him about me loving Jeremy. I couldn't help it.

Marion wasn't mad. He wanted to help me.

I felt like crap to tell him all this and that I thought of moving away.

He gave me kindness and said Jeremy would like me to stay. As long as him.

Marion said I may get Jeremy's heart one day as I wish, but I have a piece of it as a best friend. That piece will disappear from Jeremy if I choose to leave.

We both don't want to hurt Jeremy, but we both noticed it was hurting me and hurting Marion seeing it was caused by him.

We decided to work around how it truely was and play pretend. Pretend to be okay to protect Jeremy and let him not see how hurt we were.

I felt like I was a bad guy that Marion was trying to turn good. I wasn't the best guy and I will never be.

Though, Marion still trusted me and Jeremy trusted me. They made me feel like I was the greatest thing.

After the fire, I saw how broken Jeremy became. He wasn't the same, but I still loved him.

We were all torn. I wanted to be a good guy like Marion and help, but acting like him made it worst.

I stayed myself with a bit of a twist to help Nate and Jere. I was focused on helping them.

We slowly began to heal each other, but our hearts are still so wounded.

Theirs from a lost of a love one. Mine from a lost of a friend and seeing the holder of my heart so broken.

"I want you to take Jeremy. I may gone and another person needs to heal his wounded heart. Mike, please heal both your guys' wounded heart for me."

Those are the words Marion told me, the day I went back to the pizzeria after the fire long ago.