Ludwig listened to everything that Lilah said and he panicked. He picked up the phone. Called the cops and the hospital. Then ran down stairs to find Ivan. He picked him up and helped him. Not sure with what else's to do.

Ivan saw Ludwig and pushed him away. "Ludwig what are you doing?" Ivan asks as he stands up and tries to act normal.

"Lilah told me what happened." He said looking at him. "Don't worry I got help coming, he won't touch you again." He knew when Ivan was like this it was like he was a different person. And he knew he wasn't supposed to do anything without his say so.

"Nothing happened... I'm fine" he said as he turned away, he hated the fact that Lilah saw everything and had told Ludwig, This wasn't supposed to happen. "I don't need any help."

"Ivan you were just raped. You need to see some one…"

"Look I am fine... and it's not like I am not used to how this feels... remember my dad... look just give me a few hours, and I will be back to normal" Ivan said not believing himself.

Ludwig shook his head. "No. Ivan. They are almost here right now."

"I don't want to see them, and I refuse to talk to them" Ivan said as he left the kitchen and started walking away. Ludwig ran after him and grabbed his arm. "Ivan stop!"

"Ludwig..." Ivan said as he stopped walking. "Don't touch me... why would you want to touch a slut like me?" he said quietly, that it was barely audible.

"You're not a slut." He pulled him in to a hug. "It's not your fault. It's his fault."

"He raped me while threatening me with a fucking lighter, do you know how bad that feels... and I am a slut, I was fucked by my dad, by his friends, by Sadik and..." Ivan didn't continue.

"It wasn't your fault. You didn't know it was a lighter. You were protecting Lilah."

"Can't we just forget about this?"

"No we can't." There was a knock on the door and Ludwig opened it to find the cops. Ivan smiled and walked towards the cops, "I'm sorry for any inconvenience, but we don't need any of your help.' Ivan said with a smile on his face.

"We got a call. We have to check it out."

"There is nothing to check out" Ivan said opening the door wider, knowing that they can't do anything unless Ivan says something.

"We need to there was a rape call…" Looking at Ivan.

"No one here was raped" Ivan said taking a step back, and trying to stay calm.

They sighed seeing how stressed out Ivan seemed. "Fine."

Ivan sighed and smiled before waving to the cops as they walked back to their car. Then he closed the door and returned to normal. He walked past Ludwig and got some more Vodka, drinking straight from the bottle.

"Ivan, you haven't drank in a year!" Ludwig gasped. "Yeah" Ivan said as he took another drink. "There is a lot of things that haven't happened in a year…"

"Like what?"

"LIKE ME BEING FUCKING RAPED!" Ivan shouted with an angry expression, then after the silence he calmed down and looked away.

Ludwig backed away a bit. "Ivan it's not your fault…" He stepped closer. Reaching for the glass. "Put the drink down. It's don't solve anything."

"Don't tell me what to do? You don't know anything" Ivan said as he placed the bottle down and pushed Ludwig against the wall, harshly.

He gasped and huffed. "Ivan it's for your own good. "Then looked at Lilah. "Rremember what I told you. Go upstairs ok sweetie?"

"But Mommy..." Lilah starts to say until Ivan turns around . "Lilah go to your room!" Ivan said coldly as he looked back at Ludwig. Ludwig glared at Ivan. "Don't yell at her!" He pushed Ivan away and went to her. "Sweetie just please. Mommy will be up in a little bit. Go listen to mommy's iPod with the headphones ok."

Lilah was scared so she did as she was told and ran upstairs to her room. Ludwig looked at him. "Ivan. Calm down remember what happened yesterday. It was the second best day of my life. The first was when I met you."

"How can I calm down? All I can think about is how his hands felt all over me... I can still feel him inside of me... I need a fucking distraction" Ivan said as he turned around and grabbed Ludwig's shirt pulling him in close and kiss him.

Ludwig looked at him and pulled away. "Then let's get you cleaned up. We can have a bath." He didn't want to do anything with Lilah awake. "We can have a bath later... But there is something I need right now!" Ivan said as he placed one hand around Ludwig's waist and pulled him in tightly.

"Ivan. She's upstairs and she's scared. Can we do this another time?"

Ivan ignored Ludwig's words. Ludwig pulled away. Ivan didn't let him go, and pulled him by his hair. "You're my husband and you will do as I say!"

Ludwig screamed and tried to make him let go. "It hurts. And yes I'm your husband. Not your slave!"

Ivan didn't say anything, and just pushed Ludwig on the bed and then climbed on top of him. Pressing his body against Ludwig's as he started to rip of Ludwig's clothes. "Ivan stop." He pushed him and tried to kick him.

Ivan hated it when Ludwig fought, it made Ivan tired. "Be quiet, or I swear I will hurt you and Lilah... it's not like she is my daughter, we aren't even blood related" Ivan said as he punched Ludwig in his stomach.

He huffed. "She is yours, I got a DNA test done, and she's yours. You're the father." He said gasping, and punched Ivan back. "Stop…"

Ivan frowned and looked away thinking. "Why tell me now, after 6 years that she is mine?" Ivan asked holding Ludwig's hands with his own and stopping Ludwig's legs moving by placing his legs on them.

"Because I only found out two days ago."

"Then why not tell me two days" Ivan asked with anger. "Because everything with the wedding and with the planning and stuff I forgot."

"You forgot something as important as that" Ivan hissed.

"Yes…"

Ivan removed himself from Ludwig, then took a cigarette from his pocket and started to smoke. It was a habit he had stopped a few years ago, but he had picked it up again. "Leave" Ivan said looking out of the window.

"No!" He hit the smoke out of his hand. Ivan watched as the cigarette fell and said nothing. "I don't want you here, go" Ivan said as he started to get another smoke.

"I'm married to you. We are talking this out!"

"I don't want to talk" he said as he walked away.

"Ivan!" He yelled and got up. Ivan walked out of the room and then was stopped. Ludwig stopped him. Tears covered his face. "Ivan please don't…"

"Why not? Why would you want anything to do with me?" Ivan said wanting to hurt himself. "I love you Ivan. I love you so much that the thought of being away makes my heart hurt." He whipped his face. "The thought of not sleeping curled up to you makes me want to cry. The thought of not being with you makes me want to just die, I need you."

Ivan sighed, smiling but not believing those words. "How can you... I have raped you… I have hurt you... It was my fault that our first three kids died... I am broken inside... I am used and fucked... it would be better if you found someone who was worthy of you."

"Everything that happened in the past brought us where we are today and I wouldn't change it."

Ivan smiled looking at Ludwig and wondering how he ever was lucky enough to get someone like Ludwig to marry him. "You are super sexy right now" Ivan said with a laugh. He laughed. "No .. That's you Hun bun."

"Hun bun?" Ivan asked as he raised an eyebrow. He blushed. "I'm sorry. It's slipped out."

"Its cute, Luddy" Ivan said with a laugh. He blushed and covered his face. Ivan laughed and then slowly moved Ludwig's hand so he could see his face. He blushed. "I love you…"

"I love you" Ivan said as he kissed him. "What happened today... can we just forget about it?" Ivan asked as he ran his hand threw Ludwig's hair.

Ludwig shook his head. "I won't forget it. But I won't bring it up."

Ivan nodded and started walking over to Lilah's room; he needed to apologize for shouting at his daughter.

Ludwig was already on his way to her room. He knocked and poked his head in. Lilah had been crying, she was hurt by her dads voice. She felt like she did something wrong, she heard the door opened and then she hid her face under the duvet.

"Awe sweetie." Ludwig walked in and sat on her bed. "It's ok." Lilah heard her Ludwig and then removed the duvet a bit and then went and hugged Ludwig. "I'm sorry" she said then she saw Ivan, so she hid her face in Ludwig's chest.

Ludwig held her. "You have nothing to be sorry for. It's not your fault honey."

"It is, I must have done something for daddy to be mad at me" she said as she held Ludwig tighter. Ivan sighed and sat beside Ludwig, he then started to stroke Lilah's hair. "I'm sorry sweetie, you didn't do anything wrong, it was just daddy being a twat... will you forgive me?"

"Daddy was just having his man period it wasn't you" Ludwig said. Ivan burst out laughing and then raised an eyebrow at Ludwig. "Seriously?" Ivan said. Lilah nodded at then looked at Ivan. She then held out her small hand and Ivan took it gently. "I forgive you daddy" she said as she hugged him.

Ludwig shrugged and laughed. And hugged them. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Ludwig got up to get it. Sadik was waiting by the door, he had heard from a friend who worked in the police station that someone had called in about a rape at this address and it made him laugh. He loved how Ivan must be scared to have done that. He just wanted to have a small talk with him about it.

Ludwig opened the door. "What are you doing here. I'll call the cops again" he said to him and went to shut the door. Sadik smirked and then placed his foot in the door stopping it from closing. "I just want to talk" he said with a grin.

"You're not talking to Ivan. He's busy" he looked at him. "What do you want?"

"Cutie... I know Ivan isn't busy, so why don't you tell him to man up and talk to me instead hiding and sending his... pet" Sadik said with a grin.

I'm his husband not a pet. And no I'm not getting him. I will call the cops again. I called them the first time and I'll call them again, and this time Ivan won't stop me. "Oh you're his husband... how sweet" Sadik said as he stroked Ludwig's cheek. "And it was you who called the cops, cutie... you know that I have friends on the inside so if you do call them, I will get taken in but just be released in about half an hour... the police can't touch me" he said with a laugh. "Of course Ivan stopped you... he was always the one who wanted to be quiet about everything... unless when he was being fucked" Sadik said with a grin.

Ludwig pulled away from him and shoved him out of his house. And stepped outside. He locked the door so Sadie couldn't get in and he left his keys in the house. He would just walk to a store and call Ivan to let him in. "You listen here. I'll keep calling them till they lock you up just to shut me up, you leave him and my family alone," then he calmed down.

" I'll do anything for you to leave them alone, just please don't touch Ivan or Our daughter…"