AN: Hello readers! This is my first fic, and im really liking it so far. This will be GokuxGohan and is rated M for mature content. includes yaoi, don't like, don't read! It will be told mostly in Goku's pov, but there will be a few chapters in Gohan's pov. I hope you all like this very much! Reviews are appreciated. Enjoy!

Goku P.O.V

I sat down slowly at the table. Piles of food were set in front of me, but I wasn't all that hungry. Today marked four weeks since I've been back on earth. Since I got home to find a note from my wife that said she was leaving. She took off before I even got home. I Honestly wasn't all that upset. I mean, not that I wanted to, but if I did, I could go find another woman. I was bit angry though. Because she let something go that couldn't be replaced.

My son.

Born just a few days after I died, I never saw him. it breaks my heart thinking about it. In the note, I read that my son decided to go elsewhere without her. I had no way of finding him. she hadn't even listed his name. You might be wondering how I died. Well, an alien named Frieza, who also killed my father and destroyed my home planet, somehow found me and killed me. When I met King Kai in the Other world, he explained everything to me with the dragon balls and saiyans and such. Luckily one of the other saiyans named Vegeta, Prince Vegeta, wanted vengeance and killed Frieza before any other damage was done. Thank gods that was all he wanted, and he went home after that. Now after 16 years in the other world, I learned a lot and was ready to go home. my childhood friend Bulma had finally wished me back after a big predicament that I still don't really know about. So now I'm back, and I should be really happy about that.

But I'm not.

You can probably guess why. I haven't met my son and I have no hope of finding him. I don't know his name or what he looks like, and I don't know where he is. He could be half way around the world for all I know. Maybe somehow, I'll find someone who knows about him. I'm going to try as hard as I can for the rest of my life to find him. I have no one here and I'm already lonely and wondering how my boy has turned out. I know from living with Chichi, he'll be very smart. I hope he trained some too, just by wanting to him self. I smiled at the thought of training with him while he was younger. If I was alive, I would have made him into one powerful kid. But unfortunately that opportunity has passed.

I eat only about a plate of food before I put the rest in the fridge. I decided I should just sleep for the night. It's getting late and perhaps I'll go look around the city tomorrow. Maybe there's a chance that my boy is still around here. Maybe I'll run into someone who knows. I take off everything but my boxers and crawl into bed. Tomorrow I'll start my search. I really hope I can find my son.