So I had to do one. These two were my first OTP... First fan fic in a while, so be gentle. Warnings in advance- Self harm and there will be smut in later chapters. You have been warned. I do not own any part of the total drama franchise.

Courtney had gone through a lot after leaving Total Drama for the last time. Her parents had gotten a divorce, she had moved in with her grandparents and had cut ties off from almost every part of her famed time on TV- including Duncan Foreman.

Sure, she still kept in contact with a few of the girls of Total Drama, and Geoff and DJ because Geoff was dating Bridgette still and DJ shared an apartment with the lovebirds, but she had more important things on her mind. Like graduating high school and getting into law school. She had a 4.0 GPA and was captain of the debate team, so there was no reason she wouldn't be able to get into the Ivy League school of her choice.

She had gotten her life together after moving out of the toxic environment of her hometown. Total Drama had left her scarred emotionally, not to mention a few scars she had physically sustained while on the show, and no one seemed to forget that. Her classmates always asking questions and her parents arguing every night took a toll. And almost every day someone would ask about him.

She refused to say his name. Courtney was sitting in her AP history and government class and instinctively pulled her grey sweater down. Her at home environment had been tough and she had fallen into a bad bought of depression after returning from her final experience on the show. Today, the scars were just pale lines of what once was, but she always wore a sweater outside, even in the blazing months of summer just because she didn't want people asking those types of questions. She didn't need that.

But she was Courtney. She was tough and she was 100% over that stupid boy with his stupid green Mohawk and was shortly on her way to being North America's greatest lawyer.

The bell rang, signaling the end of the class, pulling Courtney out of her thoughts. She frowned at her unfinished notes and made a mental reminder to ask someone for a copy of theirs.

Courtney reached into her purse and checked her phone.

Party tonight? Leshawna had sent in a group text.

Omg that sounds like so much fun! Count Geoff and me in! Bridgette texted back.

I guess that means I'm going too lol. DJ responded.

Yay parties are so fun! Heather let's go! Lindsay replied.

Sure, fine. Courtney could almost hear Heather's sigh as she began typing.

I don't know guys, I've got a lot of homework this weekend…

Oh come on! Bridgette's response was almost immediate. You're 18! Kick back a little!

Courtney sighed, Leshawna's house was about 30 minutes away, but it wouldn't kill her to show up for a little. She just wouldn't drink anything and leave before 10.

Okay, fine. What time? Courtney responded before texted her grandma to let her know her plans for the night.