I do not own Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin (sadly)
Ah, another week and I'm still here. I'm getting more and more anxious about my exam results. I really want to go to Uni to study Japanese, but there is always a chance that I won't make it. I'm afraid... Yes, it seems even I am afraid of something. I think I no longer get my hopes up for things because of the fact that it sometimes doesn't work out for me. I think I have done it, but all I can do is sit and wait and write this story.
Anywa, I hope you enjoy this chapter. It gets a little depressing in this one, but not too bad. I hope you like it and the next chapter will be about Christmas...even though it's July...oh.
Have Fun!
After Levi had ended the party and wished everyone goodnight, he went upstairs to his bedroom and entered the room quietly. The room was dark, apart from the candle lit on Eren's side of the bed. Levi rolled his eyes, seeing as Eren was already tucked into bed.
"Stupid brat. You could burn down the whole place," he whispered to himself, before walking over to the candle. He then noticed that Eren was awake, just staring at the flame.
"It's not very nice to call me that, Levi," he murmured. The flame seemed to reflect off his eyes, making them brighter. Levi sat on the edge of the bed, next to Eren. He reached over and moved a few strands of hair from Eren's face. Eren looked at his mate and smiled softly. "That party wasn't exactly how I wanted it to go like," he said. Levi sighed.
"I know. Everyone's gone now and we don't have to have anything like that for a while. I owed the council. They are to blame," he replied. Eren hummed in response, obviously tired. He bit his lip and gripped Levi shirt cuff.
"I wanted to dance on that balcony with you like we did when we first met. I doubt we will ever be able to do something like that again," Eren muttered. Levi looked down and stared at Eren's stomach.
"Why such a romantic thought?" he asked. Eren shrugged his shoulders.
"Just want to spend as long as possible with you, that's all," he replied. Levi then frowned.
"Why? We have our whole lives ahead of us. We can take our time," he stated, but Eren did not look sure. "Eren?"
"I'm scared," Eren then said, tracing his stomach. "Nick's words have been in my head ever since they came out his disgusting mouth." Levi sighed.
"You are not going to produce a stillborn," he replied, but Eren shook his head.
"That's not it. He's right, we don't know what will happen because a male Omega has never given birth before. I am a boy doing a female job. I just fear I won't make it…" Levi's eyes widened.
"What shit are you spurting out now!?" Levi exclaimed, but it didn't make Eren flinch, like he was expecting that reaction. He just looked at his pillow. "What? You think after all that bullshit you said about you being strong and powerful, you think you are going to die in childbirth?"
"I don't know, Levi. It was just a sudden thought," Eren murmured. Levi clicked his tongue, before calming himself. He took a deep breath and rested his hand on the place his cub was growing.
"You aren't going to die, Eren. I promise you that," Levi replied. Eren then looked at his mate and smiled softly.
Levi then got up and got ready for bed. He slipped into bed 5 minutes later and wrapped his arm around Eren.
"Levi?" Eren began. Levi was afraid of what Eren was about to say.
"What now?" he asked. There was a long pause, before Eren spoke again.
"If I do die, and the cub lives, promise me you will love it as much as you would if I lived," Eren said. Levi clenched his fist and removed his hand from around Eren, turning so their backs were to each other.
"Remember to blow out your candle, brat," he said. He could hear Eren sigh a few seconds later before the bed moved slightly and the whole room was consumed by darkness.
. . .
When Eren woke up the next morning the first thing he did was feel the sheets next to him. Levi wasn't there and the sheets were cold. He sighed and pulled back his fringe, lying on his back. His hand went to his stomach and caressed it.
It wasn't like he wanted to die, it was just a 'what if'. Plenty of normal Omegas died from childbirth from infection. His mother told him that giving birth hurt, but a mate's smell was there to dull the pain…a smidgen.
Eren rolled out of bed and got changed. He was hungry and decided to go to breakfast. He could tell that Levi was avoiding him a little. Eren would have been angry if Levi suddenly thought he was going to die. Eren wasn't going to die, but he just couldn't promise.
He went downstairs and towards the kitchen. He walked passed Hanji's lab when he heard talking.
"I can help, Levi, but there really isn't much I can do if it does happen. He will just have to be stronger than he has ever been," Hanji said. Hearing Levi's name, Eren put his ear to the door.
"There must be something. At least some hope to make him stop talking bullshit," Levi's voice said, not sounding happy. Hanji sighed.
"Well, I have never had a patient die from childbirth, but we all know Eren is different. I promise you, Levi, I will try my god damned hardest to make sure we don't lose him. We still have a while to go and he seems to be progressing nicely. Just make sure that you have the day off when the birth actually happens. I fear the pain of the birth may have the same effect as his heats, meaning that if he cannot smell your scent, then he will definitely die," she explained. A loud crash came from inside.
"Then I'll sit by his side for however long need be!" Levi exclaimed. There was a long pause and Eren believed that maybe he had heard enough. "Eren, I know you are listening. I can smell you," Levi suddenly said. Eren's eyes widened, before his ears drooped in shame as he opened the door. Levi was leaning against the wall, eyeing him with his usual cold eyes, while Hanji was sitting in a chair, smiling sympathetically at Eren.
"Eren, please do not worry. I will be there. Your mother will be there. Even Levi will be there, and anyone else that you need. Petra? Mikasa? I know you are considering the 'what ifs', but it is sometimes dangerous to look too ahead into the future. We've got Christmas and Short-Stuff's birthday coming up. New Year. The entirety of January, unless the cub decides to come early," she tried coaxing him.
Eren looked to Levi, who wasn't saying anything, and bit his lip, before turning back to Hanji and smiling as best as he could.
"I know. It's probably just the hormones again. I'm hungry, so I'm going to go grab something to eat," he replied, before leaving and closing the door. Eren had no way of knowing if it was just the hormones, he just felt it.
Shaking his head, he pushed away from the thoughts and walked down the hall to the kitchen. He opened the door and found that everything was normal. No screaming chef. Just Connie and Sasha working calmly behind the counter.
"Morning," Eren wished. Connie and Sasha turned and both smiled.
"Morning, Queen Eren," Connie replied, smirking. Eren smiled and rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, yeah. I know I'm officially a Queen now, I just really really hate that title," he said, sitting down at the counter.
"Are we still allowed to call you just 'Eren'?" Sasha asked, beginning to make Eren's breakfast, not forgetting to take a spoonful of scrambled egg for herself, smiling satisfactorily. Eren nodded.
"Of course. I hate the title, but I understand that I should be addressed as such at certain times. You guys are friends, and I would come to hate myself if I had my friends being so formal," he explained. Sasha's eyes lit up.
"We're your friends? Connie, did you hear that? Eren just said we are his friends. I'm friends with royalty!" she cheered into Connie's ear, making him wince.
"Yes, Sasha, I heard. I appreciate being your friend, Eren. Now, here, eat up. You must be starving," he said, putting out his breakfast the consisted of a slice of bread and scrambled eggs.
"Thanks," Eren said, before digging in. It was then that the kitchen door opened, and Sasha and Connie immediately bowed.
"Need any breakfast, Your Majesty?" Connie asked. Levi shook his head.
"Just some tea please," he replied, sitting beside Eren. Eren could see Sasha looking at Connie with awkwardness. The kitchen was way too quiet.
As soon as Connie set down Levi's tea, both chefs left, allowing the two Royal's to chat. Eren was the first to speak.
"I'm sorry I mentioned such a horrible topic. It was not my intention to worry you or hurt you," Eren said, picking at his bread. Levi sighed, before picking up his tea and taking a few sips.
"You have a right to be scared. That sort of outcome has always been in the back of my head ever since I found out you were pregnant. I've just been avoiding it," Levi muttered, taking another sip. Eren nodded, before turning his whole body.
"I won't give up," he said smiling. "I won't worry until the time comes, but I will never give up my life. I can promise you that." Levi stared at his mate, before putting down his cup and ruffling Eren's hair.
"You do that. You're strong enough, even if you are a whiny brat at times," Levi replied. Eren smiled, knowing that even though he was scared, he still had his fighting spirit.
. . .
Christmas was beginning to draw closer. In less than a week was the anniversary of the birth of a demi-god, and Levi's own Birthday. Not many people thought of it as that, but it was a tradition that just stuck and it was fun. Eren was cheering up a bit and no longer mentioned about the whole dying thing to Levi. He didn't want to hurt the man any more than he already had.
Eren was still confused as to what to get Levi for these two occasions. He had been wondering around the palace trying to find his husband's two best friends. He found them talking to Petra in the Grand Hall. The servants bowed to him, even though they knew he didn't like it but smiled afterwards.
"Farlan. Isabel," Eren called. Both the Alpha and Omega turned to their new Queen and smiled. Eren had only been Queen for a week now and was already respected by nearly everyone in the Palace. He had been for a while.
"What can we do for you, Your Majesty?" Farlan asked, teasing. Eren cringed.
"Stop addressing me like that. I hate it," Eren pouted, trying to fold his arms, but it was a little difficult with his stomach in the way, so they just rested on the bump. Isabel laughed and stepped forward.
"Farlan's only being an ass. What can we do for you?" she asked. Eren smiled at the fellow Omega, before looking down.
"I'm having difficulty working out what Levi wants for Christmas and his Birthday. I don't mind if you tell me not to get anything for his for Christmas because he hates it, but I need to get something for his Birthday," Eren explained. Farlan looked at his mate and pulled a thinking face.
"Levi has never been fond of Christmas, mainly because of the fact that it's on his Birthday, but I would say to get him something anyway. Never get him something expensive, because he hates that sort of stuff," he replied. Isabel then smiled.
"How about a walking stick," she teased, earning a light shove from Farlan. She laughed. "What? He's turning 26. He's an old man."
"Who's an old man?" asked a familiar voice. The voice alone sent shivers down Eren's spine. He turned and saw Levi standing at the doorway.
"How long have you been there for?" Eren asked. Levi never took his eyes off his mate. His eyes had the strange power of not wanting to leave them.
"Literally just got here, for once," Levi replied. Eren sighed in relief. Levi noticed and raised an eyebrow. "Hiding something from me?" Eren smiled.
"Maybe," he said. Levi just rolled his eyes.
"Whatever. Just wanted to tell you that Hanji is looking for you. A check up," he replied. Eren nodded and turned to Isabel and Farlan.
"Can I talk to you guys later?" he asked them. They both nodded.
"Of course. It just gives us more time to think," Farlan replied. Eren nodded and followed Levi out of the hall. Levi didn't pry. He probably guessed that it was about him and next week, so just left it to Eren.
"You okay?" Levi asked as they walked side by side. Eren smiled softly and nodded. Levi hummed in response. "Hanji said that she just wants to see you. As much as I hate the idea, I will leave you there and do some work." Eren nodded.
"Levi?" Eren questioned. Levi hummed in response. "You are taking a break from work next week, right?" Levi looked at Eren from the corner of his eye, before sighing.
"Sure. It's our first Christmas together, so I might as well," he replied. Eren didn't seem satisfied.
"I'm not talking about Christmas," he said. Levi just shrugged his shoulders.
"I know. I'll be taking the day off anyway, so do what you want," the Alpha replied, quite stubbornly. Eren noticed something in Levi's mood.
"You okay?" he asked his mate. Levi just nodded.
"Just tired. I've still got some stuff to do, but come to me when you are finished with Hanji, Farlan and Isabel," he said. Eren nodded.
"Okay." Eren decided to leave it at that and not press any further. He knew Levi would tell him if something was really wrong. They reached the stairs and Levi turned to his mate.
"I'll leave you here. You know where Hanji's lab is, you've been there enough times. Now, I have to deal with Nile and his constant jabbering," the King muttered. Eren nodded and watched as Levi walked up the steps. Something was off about him, but Eren pushed it to the back of his mind and went towards Hanji's lab.
For once, it was actually quiet around the lab. There was no screaming or smoke seeping from under the door as Eren approached. Eren knocked on the door and could hear a voice from inside. He opened the door and saw Hanji in her office. She looked to the door and smiled, before getting up and walking into the lab.
"Ah, Eren, I'm glad you're here. Before we begin with the check-up, please have a seat," the Beta says, pointing to her office. Eren looked uneasy, but he trusted Hanji, so he did as she asked.
Eren sat down and watched the Palace doctor sit behind her desk.
"Right, now that Levi isn't here, let's talk about your fears," she said. Eren's eyes widened slightly, before looking down at his swollen stomach.
"Is what you told me that day a lie? Just to keep Levi calm," he asked. Hanji smiled and shook her head.
"No, it wasn't a lie. I promise to do everything in my skill to help you. I just wanted to talk to you without Levi this time. He was uncharacteristically upset. I have never seen him like this before. I think it would be wise not to mention it again," she says. Eren nodded.
"I understand."
Hanji stared at Eren before sighing and leaning back in her chair.
"I'm going to be honest with you, Eren. I don't know what is going to happen on the day of the birth. I have looked through documents and documents of past medical history in all three Kingdoms, but there has never been a Male Omega or Female Alpha in recorded history. You may be the first. Because of that lack of information, I don't know the percentage of you surviving through this," she said. Eren immediately tightened his jaw and tried to stay calm.
"I understand…" he repeated. Hanji nodded.
"I know you do. You will be surrounded by the top doctors in the three Kingdoms, including myself. They already understand that you are a male, so they won't be questioning your anatomy. Levi has already agreed with the council that he will be taking a few days off starting from the day you go into labour. He has made it very clear that he will not be leaving your side. I agree with him. If you have any chance of making it through this, it will be with the help of his scent. We keep the palace extremely clean due to Levi's manner, so you can thank him for that."
Eren looks down at his swollen stomach and sighed.
"I can understand why you wouldn't want Levi to hear all of this," he said. Hanji smiled and nodded.
"Levi isn't the type to make everything seem alright when it is not, so when something is wrong, his mood changes. I don't believe anything is wrong. You are healthy. The kid is healthy. I wouldn't worry," the Beta said. Eren nodded.
"Thank you for telling me this," he said. Hanji nodded.
"Of course. Now, let's have that check-up." Eren nodded and stood up, following Hanji into the lab. "Sit on the bed and take your shirt off." Eren did as he was told and waits as Hanji collects her equipment and walks over to the Omega. "Lie down."
Eren laid down and watched as Hanji pressed a stethoscope to his stomach. She looked serious as she concentrated on the heartbeat. She moved it around and nodded, before taking it off and removing it from her ears.
"The heartbeat is good and healthy. I believe that this cub will be perfectly fine when it is born. Are there any questions you have?" she asked. Eren thought for a bit, before biting his lip. "Oh, I think I see a question on the tip of your tongue. Ask away, my Queen," she said, like she was rehearsing for a play. Eren looked dumbfounded.
"First: don't call me 'Queen'. Second:…is there any chance that I may produce milk?" he asked, slightly embarrassed. Hanji looked surprised at the question and thought for a second.
"I honestly don't know. I have never had a male Omega patient before. Have you been feeling pressure around your chest? Do you want me to take a look?" she asks. Eren licked his lips, before nodding.
"I felt a slight tingling feeling the day of the coronation, but I think it may have only been my imagination," he replied. Hanji nodded.
"Well, we'll never know unless we look," she said, before putting on a pair of sanitary gloves and pressing her hands to his chest. She moved her hands around gentle, causing Eren to feel slightly uncomfortable by the pressure. Her face was straight and serious as she examined the Omega. Eren just lay back, staring at the white ceiling, before looking up when she pulled away.
Hanji took off the gloves and put them to the side. Eren sat up.
"Well?" he wondered. Hanji smiled.
"It seems that the tingling feeling you had that day wasn't your imagination. You are officially producing milk, but it is only a little bit, which is why your chest isn't growing. We'll see if it will be enough for the cub, but if it isn't, then I will have to make a substitute," she said. Eren's eyes widened.
"I'm producing milk?" he questioned. Hanji smiled and nodded.
"Yes. I am certain that you are. Is there anything else?" she asked. It took a couple of seconds for Eren to snap out of his trance.
"Um…no, thank you, Hanji," he said, before grabbing his shirt and putting it back on. Was he pleased? He didn't know. There were different emotions swirling around his head all at once. He stood up and nodded to Hanji in appreciation, before leaving the lab.
The walk down the hall couldn't have been slower. There were pros and cons to producing milk. The pro was that he could have that special bond between him and his cub that any other mother could have. The con was that he now was officially turning into something that he hated more than anything; an Omega. He knew that he had always been an Omega and that he was currently carrying a child of his own, but he truly was a man in a female's body, and he hated it.
Eren leant against the wall and rubbed his head. Another headache. How many had that been now? What was wrong with him?
He turned so that his back was to the wall and he sunk down. Eren allowed himself to curl up as best as he could. He had no idea how long he had been sitting there, but he felt a hand on his shoulder. Eren looked up and saw Petra smiling softly at him.
"Eren, what's wrong? Why are you just sitting here? Has Hanji told you some bad news?" she questioned, slightly concerned. Eren didn't know how to answer. He just shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't know," he replied. Petra sighed and sat down beside Eren. Guards walked passed and saw their Queen sitting on the floor. Eren could tell that they wanted to help, but they saw Petra and decided to leave it be.
"Well, what do you know?" she asked. Eren bit his lip.
"I know that I am an Omega and my vision of not being one is a complete illusion," he replied. Petra tilted her head.
"But you are an Omega and there is no changing that. You may hope for something different, but you can't. We have all hoped to be different, but we know that it is futile. Eren, what's happened?" she asked again. Eren sighed.
"I'm confused whether it is a good or bad thing," he said. Petra shrugged her shoulders.
"Well, maybe I can tell you if it is a good or bad thing. It can't be that bad because you would instantly know if it was." Eren sat there and took a deep breath.
"Hanji told me that I am producing milk," he replied, slightly embarrassed. Petra's eyes widened in surprise, but they looked happy.
"Okay, so what's your problem?" she asked.
"My problem is that I am turning into a girl. I'm a fucking boy and I hate that my body is turning out like this. I can stand being pregnant, but this? This is the last straw," Eren replied, clearly annoyed, but not at his fellow Omega. Petra sat there, waiting for the Queen of Maria to calm down.
"I'm sorry to hear that you think that way, but as I said, we cannot change who we are. You have an opportunity, Eren. Weren't you afraid that someone else was going to nurse your child? Now you can do it and allow it to be from you. Not from another Omega or some formula that Hanji has created. This is about that special bond between you and that child inside of you. I know that it is scary and confusing, but I know that on that special day when your child arrives, you will be happy to nurse it yourself. Give it time," she said.
Eren looked at the maid from the corner of his eye. Petra was right. She was always right. Eren took a deep breath and nodded.
"Okay," he breathed, before slowly standing up, holding his stomach.
"You okay now?" she asked. Eren shrugged his shoulders.
"No, but I think I am going to be," he replied, putting his hand on her shoulders, before taking it away and walking off to go and find his husband's two best friends. He could tell that Petra didn't look satisfied, but she walked off in the opposite direction anyway and went back to work.
Eren carried on along the hall. He didn't have time to worry about such things now. Levi's Birthday was coming up and that would take his mind off all of this.
. . .
Farlan and Isabel hadn't been so helpful in the end. Christmas was tomorrow and in the end Eren thought of something, but he feared that Levi might not accept it. Well, he did try.
Eren barely did anything around the Palace. He had been Queen for a week now and hadn't made a move. Levi had told him to take his time and to allow the cub to come first, but Eren saw it as a weakness.
Eren was sitting in the library, reading a book on politics, which was immensely boring, when the door opened and Levi and Mikasa walked in and towards him. Eren looked up and put a bookmark in his book, before closing it and putting it down.
"Hey, brat, what are you reading?" Levi asked. Eren looked puzzled. It felt too casual when both Levi and Mikasa, who disliked each other, where in the same room and looked like they had something to say.
"Just doing some homework. What is this about?" Eren asked. Levi looked at Eren with his usual bored eyes and allowed Mikasa to step forward.
"Mikasa insisted that her assignment be guarding you now that she is in the Survey Corps and taking that she is your sister. I have allowed it. She will not watch you 24/7, but she will keep an eye on you in dire situations," Levi explained. Mikasa looked quite happy, and Eren seemed pleased. He nodded.
"Okay, I'm fine with that. As long has she doesn't follow me around like some lost puppy then I'll be fine," he agreed. Mikasa smiled and nodded.
"Don't worry, Eren, I'll have other things to do so I probably won't have time to follow you around all day long," she said. Eren nodded and watched as his sister walked out of the library to give the two men some privacy.
Levi waited for the door to close before he moved to sit down next to his mate.
"You okay?" he asked. Eren nodded and looked at his book. Levi followed his line of sight and frowned.
"You're reading a book on politics?" he questioned. Eren shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm Queen, so I should at least understand the basics. I feel useless in this condition and would like to know what I can and can't do," he explained. Levi sighed.
"I know, but we've got time," he said. Eren shrugged.
"Yeah, and there is no better time than the present." Eren moved to pick up the book again, but Levi grabbed his hand and pulled him from the sofa.
"Come on. It's a beautiful day and I feel like a walk. I'm done for the day," he said, dragging his mate out of the library and into the hall. It wasn't that much of a beautiful day. It wasn't raining but there was a thick cloud looming over the Palace. Eren frowned and yanked his hand out of his husband's grip.
"What is with you? Why can't I read about politics? Are you so against it?" he asked. Levi looked to his mate and stared, before shaking his head slowly.
"No, I just don't want you rushing into things. Besides, I've read that book and I can tell you that it tells you nothing that you don't already know," he replied. Eren slouched slightly and pouted.
"Well, I could have found that out on my own. I know that we've got time, but I just hate sitting around waiting for the cub to be born. Apart from joining you in meetings, I've got nothing better to do," he said. Eren could see that Levi understood the problem. Levi sighed.
"Let's at least go for a walk. It is a nice day for winter. It should snow soon," the King said, before continuing to walk down the hall and down the stairs. Eren followed and collected his cloak on the way. It was cold outside and his cloak wasn't thick enough.
Eren wrapped his cloak around him and shivered.
"I honestly hope you did get me that winter cloak. I'm freezing my tail off here. My poor ears..." he said. Eren could see the hot breath breathed out from both him and Levi. Levi just smiled.
"You'll just have to find out. Christmas is tomorrow. It's nice that I no longer have to worry about what my Uncle wants. He's the worst at Christmas. He was an okay Uncle, but that's it. We weren't close, so we never really got involved around this time," Levi told. Eren huffed hot air into his hands.
"What about your Birthday?" he asked. Levi just shrugged his shoulders as they walked around the gardens.
"He knew and he would say 'Happy Birthday' to me, but that was it. I never asked for anything and I never wanted anything. I guess this will be the first year I properly celebrate both my Birthday and Christmas," he said. Eren smiled softly and nodded.
It was that moment when he saw tiny flakes fall gently before his very eyes. His eyes widened as a cold flake dropped onto his nose and melted instantly. Eren looked up at the sky, grinning.
"It's snowing!" he cheered. Levi looked up at the sky, his eyes soft.
"So it is. I thought it would come soon. Seems we're going to have a white Christmas."
Eren jogged out into the middle of the field as best as he could. He could see people at the windows of the Palace, watching the snow gently fall. Eren hoped it would settle, then they really could play out in the snow tomorrow.
Levi was just content watching his mate stare at the falling snow, but he knew that the sun would be setting soon and Eren wasn't properly dressed for such weather.
"Oi, Brat, let's go back inside," Levi said, not too pleased to spoil his husband's fun. Eren looked at his mate and pouted.
"But I want to stay out in the snow…" he whined like the brat he was. Levi rolled his eyes.
"It looks like it is settling, so I sure it will be here tomorrow. The sun is setting and I suspect that Connie will have dinner ready soon," he replied, walking over to the Omega and gently putting his hand on Eren swollen stomach. "You aren't even dressed properly for this cold weather."
Eren stopped pouting and put his cold hand over his mate's warm one.
"Fine, but don't I get a kiss in the snow?" he asked, purposely teasing. Levi rolled his eyes and gently leant up to kiss is mate on the lips. His lips were cold but warmed up quickly as Levi didn't break the kiss straight away. Eren felt a hand on his hip, stroking it with a thumb. Eren placed his other hand, that wasn't touching Levi's and his stomach, on the Alpha's cheek, deepening the kiss and revelling in the warmth.
Levi soon broke the kiss and watched as their hot breath escaped into the cold air. Eren had an obvious blush painting across his face. Levi watched as his mate licked his lips, savouring the taste that was once there. It made his feel extremely frustrated that he promised not to touch Eren until after the cub was born. He sighed.
"Let's go back inside. It's cold and I'm hungry," Levi muttered, removing his hand from his mate's stomach and walking inside. He didn't catch Eren's smirk as he watched the King walk ahead. He had his own plans, and he was planning to carry them out.
Yay! It's snowing. I briefly touched upon Eren's potential death at the beginning of his pregnancy and have decided to bring it back as he is nearing his due date. I could kill him off so easily. I might just do a Game of Thrones. Mwahaha! Well, I can do whatever I want because this is my story. Who knows? He might live, he might die. I'm so cruel.
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Nothing has been happening recently. I feel like my life has become so boring. Originally I had loads to talk about, but now I have nothing. I can cry about my future and the anxiety of my exam results, but I doubt you want to hear that. Well, let's see...
I finished Final Fantasy XV last week. Finally! It's not what you think. I played the game from its release date, all the way to December 24th. I was taking it slow because I knew I wanted to savour the game. I made a promise with my mum that I would not play the game until after my exams, so I did just that. It was bloody torture and I have no idea why the hell I agreed to such a thing, but I did it. The game was so beautiful and soooo depressing. I'm glad I played it, but I do hope that there will be a DLC episode of the relationship between Noctis and Regis. There was so much of the in the old trailers, but none of that in the game. Where was it?!
That's the most exciting thing that has happened to me so far. I was out with the entire family last week, but I still brought my laptop to update, because I knew that you would kill me if you ever got your hands on me. Man, I'm so grateful to the internet that you can't find me. I'm sure that some of you would have been busting down my door during that long break I had if that were possible. Love you!
Well, Until Next Friday!
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