A/N: Hello beloved readers and whom it may concern. I bring to you my first fanfic! *crowds cheering in the distance* I had tried previously to write this story on another fanfiction site, but I failed miserably. :'( BUT I REFUSE TO LOSE! I have decided to rewrite it all (you know those three chapters I actually bothered to write) here on . This is only the prologue. I have been told that since it really has no purpose in the story that i should remove it all together Bu t I have always loved writing a prologue to get both me and the reader interested. I am in the process of the official first chapter so please bare with me until I am satisfied I did not complete f*ck it up.

Warning: There may be some vulgarity, sexual innuendos, "heated" scenes, violence, or triggers. I apologize if I create any inaccuracies. I do know quite a lot about the black butler/kuroshitsuji universe but i do not know everything. If you see any problems with this story whether it be inaccurate or a flaw in the writing or characters, please leave a review for me. I am always open to learning and hearing other opinions.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN KUROSHITSUJI/BLACK BUTLER. I only own my OC and the fabulous plot twists to come.

Prologue

I have never been loved.

Many have tried but all have failed. I've had friends and I've lost them all. No one has ever stayed long enough to know me. My soul. My heart.

And I've learned to stop caring. No one else matters anymore. No one cares so neither will I.

And then there was him. His red eyes and raven hair.

But there was also another. Slender and cold.

My heart will never know that great of a love again.

The way he held me in the rain.

How he changed his existence for me.

They both hold places in my heart, but I will never be worthy of a place in theirs. Never will I love another.

Never will I breath again.

A/N: So that's my prologue. I know it's not much but i always like just having one to get me going. I also want to add that there will be a few cameos and crossover characters. This will NOT be the exact same universe as the original. It will follow the same general plot line until it gets to a certain point and then it will flip the f*ck out but I promise it will be awesome! As for the cameos and character crossovers I will explain them later in the story itself why these characters are showing up along the way. Please review if you like it, don't like it, saw a mistake or have something or someone you want to see in the future of this story. I want to make this fun to read but still follow the anime/manga universe as much as possible. Please enjoy and review!