Warning this story is for mature readers only

War brings out his true colors
War brings fear and shame
Changing your soul into a dark one

Naruto Flashback:

I remember just like it was yesterday, the scenery of the battlefield, was a huge portrait that was created by masterpiece artist. That has been colored by a huge amount of scattering blood. Broken limbs were torn apart from their shinobi's body. The moon was crying bloody Mary. The Ten-tails beast being waking to bring a different kind of peace by trapping each shinobi into a genJutsu.

I live among the living. As I stood among the dead, So forsaken and still: The sky has lost his color. I stood with the dead. I can hear my heart beating. Inside my head repeating over and over.

'You must kill; you must kill: Soldier, soldier, stain your hands with the enemy blood' I thought as I start to spewing blood from the corner of my mouth It had a metallic taste.

It was awful so I spit out. Sound's of chakra being blasted from every corner. Scream's of pain can be heard. Battle cries of Shinobis sending shiver's down my spine. I was happy that Sasuke came to help. His mind was set to kill all the kazekage. To reign over the world with great power with an evil aura as Hokage as well. I snap him out of the darkness. The heaven's cried by pouring rain over the earth. Washing away every tear that was shed over the death.

Many life's were sacrifice to Kami. Their souls were resting in peace. Their names were carved in the big wall of true heroes. Naruto placed one hand on his chest. To honor those who give their own life's for this village.
The end of Flashback

"I will give each one a medallion of honor. For those who sacrifice their life's for peace." Tsunade said.

Each individual protected their loved one with pride. Two year's have passed since the 4th shinobi war was won. Hidden leaf village was being reborn from the rubble. Homes were built stronger than ever thanks to Yamato. Vendor's were slowly reopening their shops'. The village was hustling with villager's. I was doing my best to help.

Some of the villager's will scream and yelled. "Here comes the great hero!"

When they saw me passing through the village.

I have not seen Sakura since the war. She has been busy like always doing her medical routine at the hospital.

Naruto P.O.V

The snow was very cold
The moon glistens upon the darkness of the shadows.
The howling of night creatures heard my cries.

I felt like a puppet under her spell. Being pulled by her string's. I was a total fool to believed her. She did not love me Sasuke was her true love. She lied to me. She told me, she was over him. When she confess her feelings for me at the land of iron.

I whispered loving words into her ear. "Sakura I love you" I said

I saw how her eyes got wide. Her lips shivering from the cold weather. I waiting for her answer she began to stutter. I can't sense her feelings were not stable yet. She was confused how she felt toward me. Then why did she confess to me? We shared a kiss. Her kiss was so cold as her heart.

She murmurs his name between the kiss "Sasuke-Kun!"

I gently grabbed her from her waist. I growl with madness in her right ear "Sakura Please leave!"

My eyes had that crimson looked of anger and pain. I bang my knuckles Into the cold snow. I notice the stain's of blood dripping into the snow. When she left I roar like a wild beast without his mate. The demon inside of me was howling with madness.

"I never felt a woman touch, I wanted to be loved by you, I never knew love, but I always love you, You ruin it by calling his name," I yell at Sakura as I look at her in her eyes with tears running down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry Naruto, I'm sorry Naruto," Sakura said to me.

Those words keep echoing inside my ear. Sakura words were just repeating over and over inside Naruto's head

It was a habit for me to bump into her at Ichiraku for some ramen. We didn't speak a word at all. It was a dead silence between us. Teuchi and Ayame had a shocked look. They knew that I loved her so much. They knew something was wrong between us. Not once I stared into those emerald green eyes I love so much. It had a name Sasuke was clouding my happiness. I was surprised she invited me at her wedding with that jerk. He doesn't deserve her. I heard from Lady Tsunade that Sasuke was talking to the council. To have a harem of two or three or even more wives. He was so obsessed to restore his clan. I knew it he had an ace under his sleeve. He did not love her at all. He was using her to be his baby maker.

A week before her wedding I saw Karin. Coming in and out of the Uchiha compound. She had a wedding ring around her finger. I notice a baby bump. She will always hide under a henge. I figure she was the first wife. Poor Sakura She will be treated as a mistress. Inside my throat, a small growl come out. I whispered into the air. I am going to kill you Sasuke.

A week has passed her wedding came like a flash. Ino and I were having a small conversation.

Who? calling me. I just want to be alone argh. Ino was calling my name "Naruto! She was running towards me.

"Pant" She was trying to catch her breath.

She spoke with a sweet voice. "Sakura looks happy in love, Her face was glowing as the moonlight over the village, she was smiling with the biggest grin, she keeps mention Sasuke name over and over, I am going to be a Mrs. Uchiha!" she said.

"Naruto! What was wrong?" Ino ask as she rub my back to try to cheer me up.

"You don't look very happy for her," Ino said.

"It's not that Ino, I'm happy for her, trust me Ino her happiness is all I want for her," I said with a fake smile.

"Naruto! Ino spoke are you going to her wedding."

I give her a small nod, I whispered inside my mind, 'I don't have a choice.'

I give her one of my fake smiles.

I made it just in time to hear her said I do. My heart stop beating. I lost all hopes of living. I clutch my heart it was aching. I give a small howl. I was walking inside a nightmare. I just standing there in a corner. I was holding a small bottle of sake. I can feel the burning sensation of the alcohol. It felt so good down my throat. Washing down my pain and sorrow. I shed a tear from the corner of my eye. After a couple of minutes just standing there. I notice every guy took turns dancing with my cherry blossom. Kakashi Sensei spotted me.

Kakashi Sensei was flashing his hands in front of my face.

"Are you! going to dance with the bride?" Kakashi asks.

"No, I don't want to ruin her happiness, I might say something that I will regret later," I said which neither of us has noticed she was standing behind him.

"Naruto! Sakura sweet voice was calling my name."

"You're not going to dance with me," Sakura said.

I couldn't say no.

"Just one dance," Sakura said.

"It will not hurt you!", she said as she drag me away from the corner into the dance floor.

It was a slow dance. It felt nice to feel her curves again. My body and hers fitted perfectly like a puzzle. slowly we move to the rhythm of the song?

I whispered into her ear. "You made a huge mistake of marrying him Sakura, he does not love you, he just playing with your feelings, he just wants you as a baby maker, to restored his clan that all he wants, I heard by someone that he is thinking of getting a harem of wives, there is one in the list already, do you want to know who is the first wife is Karin, she already pregnant with his child. "

"He does love me," Sakura whispered inside my ear.

" If he loved you why did he cheat with Karin, tell me do you have an answer to my question," I ask as I can tell she was blind as a bat.

She was ignoring me, I can tell she was already hurt.

"You being over obsessed with him," I said to her as I look into her eyes as I can see hurt and pain.

"You are just jealous Naruto!" Sakura said inside my ear.

"Okay! don't, believe me, I told you so, did you forget about your feelings? when you confess to me that you love me, was that a big lie, where you using me as a puppet to bring you Sasuke, you never cared about me, all the bonds we made was just act." I said as I start to get mad.

"Naruto I do care for you, I love you! as brother towards a sister." Sakura said.

I can read her face expression, she was lying under her tongue.

" You are liar Sakura I do not believe you're a bitch," I said before she give me a hard slap on my face.

"I hate you!" Sakura yells at me.

I grab both of her wrists, I look deep into her eyes.

"You don't mean it Sakura, I know deep inside you love me, You just confused that why." before I can finish what I was about to say she had interrupted me.

"Don't you ever come close to me again," Sakura said.

Inner-Sakura was pulling her hair's. "Stay away from us you asshole! , you're just jealous we chose Sasuke over you."

Before I left the reception, I whispered to her "True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does, no matter what happens I will always love you, I'm sorry Sakura it was not me, It was the sake talking."

Thank goodness the music was loud enough, no one heard us talking, no one heard the sound of her slapping my face like I said before I was walking into a nightmare coming out of a nightmare.

I heard Kurama was fuming of anger against me. "Kit what have you done? , Don't you love her kit as your mate."

"I do love her fox she will come around, she will notice her mistakes, she being obsessed with that Uchiha," I said to my true friend.

AN This story is rated M for lots of reasons. There be some violence due to fighting. Some cursing between the characters. And there will be some blood spewing and sexual themes. This story will also have all types of emotion's and feelings. Naruto and Sakura will be united by marriage within couple years. Lots of things will happen between them some growing up. To spark the flame between Naruto and her. This is not a Sasuke and Sakura story. Is a Naruto and Sakura love story? There will be some lemon between Naruto and Sakura later. Sakura and Naruto are 17 years old. The first chapter has Naruto and Sakura point of view. It a similar story that I am following. I am a NaruSaku forever. I change a part in the chapter. Is too early for Naruto and Sakura to have made love. Going to make Sakura suffered she has to work hard to earn his trust again. For Naruto to return his feelings. She will have to earn his trust, forgiveness, and feelings again. Thanks To Anbu Fox Assassin for editing and add some things. He is a great beat reader. He is taking quests. His other account will be his story account. He is currently rewriting his stories making them better and longer. He also said he is changing all the chapters of a path of the broken fox so it will note similar to the other guys story. His other account is called Akuma Kitsune Of The Leaf 2468. Please do me a favor and check both his accounts and give him a request.