Unbreakable and Trying

Summary: Shiota Nagisa has become a target of someone and leaves him to the choice of running. With everyone of Class 3-E confused they are given a mission, one that changes everything. Everything they once knew was all a lie to train them, and now their training will be put into use. (KarmaXNagisa)

Sorry for the long wait everyone I have been real busy with work and the ideas I have for this kept getting jumbled up and I couldn't decide between any of them. But I finally have somewhat of an idea on what I am going to do. I enjoyed reading everyones reviews and I thank you for them.

For this Chapter listen to Echo [English] By Gumi at least the majority of this chapter will be from the listening of this song.

Chapter Two:

For the past week I have been living in a hotel room with Karasuma-Sensei because he didn't want any of us knowing where he lives. He also didn't want anyone living with Jelavich-Sensei because of how she is. And overall they couldn't have me living on my own either. Everyone believes that Koro-Sensei lives at the school so we couldn't ask him if I could live with him. So I was out of options and here I was in a 2-room hotel room. I wasn't really all too thrilled about it and I just wanted to be left alone since I didn't get much of alone time at school since there was always someone around me. I think everyone was taking this protection thing a little too far.

Right now it was the weekend and it was around 3am which meant Karasuma-Sensei was still alseep and would be asleep for another three hours. At the moment I was laying in the bed starring up at the ceiling contemplating whether what I was about to do was a good idea. Shaking my head I sat up and grabbed the back pack I had prepared last night and quietly snuck out of my room and headed for the door making sure to be as quiet as I possibly could. It wasn't real hard since I have snuck up on Karasuma a few times already since I've come to live with him. Lately he's been calling me the serpent child. No clue why but he has.

The hallway was completely deserted as I walked down to the stairwell. I wanted to avoid the elevator as much as I possibly could because in about an hour or so Jelavich-Sensei would be coming up and sneaking in. She's been doing that everyday now. Something about I needed a woman figure around for my emotional growth. I could only sigh to myself. We were on the 5th floor so it didn't take me long to get down to the first floor and I took the back entrance so I could avoid anyone seeing me. It was lightly raining outside but nothing to worry about with an umbrella just yet. I did have one but I didn't need it. I pulled the hood of my hoodie over my head and headed down the street. I didn't want anyone recognizing me.

The sun hadn't come out and there wasn't really many people out yet. That was fine with me I was finally able to think without someone breathing down my neck. My destination was the place no one would really expect me to go. Thank fully the place had been cleaned up now, but still no one would expect me to go back to that place.

My home.

Karasuma had explained to me that The Ministry of Defense arranged so that it would still be my home. But, I wouldn't be able to officially own it until I was eighteen. That was alright with me, at least they said I was allowed to go there whenever I liked. Which was why I was headed there now. I needed this, I needed the closure. The walk to the train station didn't take me long, but the ride would be at least fifteen minutes. So here I was sitting in a secluded car and staring out the window watching the scenery go by. I knew I had a long time to spare before Karasuma or Jelavich would know I was gone. They wouldn't check up on me until at least ten. So that gave me seven hours before I should worry about them contacting me. So when my phone went off it threw me for a loop. Looking at it I could only groan.

Come to the next car on you left. Let's talk Nagisa. ~Koro-Sensei

This was not what I needed as I read his text message, but none the less I went to the next car and saw my sensei in a poor disguise sitting also alone and starring at me with that smile of his. Sighing once again that morning I walked over and sat next to him.

"You know Karasuma is going to be very disappointed when he finds out you have snuck out." He said eating some sort of sweets. I couldn't tell what it was.

"I needed to be alone, something no one has given me the past week. Even when I warned everyone to back off. I can't take this anymore! I am not some weak little kid that always needs protecting!" I rushed out covering my face with my hand as I leaned back. I could feel the onslaught of tears coming up. I was just so frustrated.

"I can assume that, that could be very nerve racking. Especially with everything you have gone through Nagisa. Still though, you should at least leave Karasuma a note of where you're going and why. We all understand that you will need some space at times, you just have to talk to one us. Karasuma, Jelavich and myself will understand." He explained to me plopping another sweet into his mouth.

"I also need closure. I haven't been able to go back to my home for a week now. And right now I'm not even sure that I'll be able to enter that house." I explained uncovering my face and looking to the ceiling of the train car.

"Which is why you should have someone with you for this. If you have an attack of some sort, someone will be there to help you. You can't do everything on your own yet Nagisa. You're still going through the effects of trauma, especially after seeing what you saw so suddenly, and without knowing the reason why." He said offering a canned drink to me, I didn't think twice as I took it. I didn't answer him as I sat there. All I could think about was figuring out who did this to me and my family, even if my parents weren't my real parents and even though they were just agents of the Ministry. They still cared for me.

"Sensei..." I began forcing the wall back up and allowing myself to feel no emotions.

"I will find out who did this to my parents. When I do find out I plan to hurt them very badly." I finally spoke out. I hadn't told anyone these feelings of mine. I didn't want to kill the people who did this, because that wouldn't be enough. I wanted to hurt them, I wanted them to feel sorry for doing this.

"Nagisa, the feelings of revenge are a very delicate thing. You have to be careful. Sinking to their level will just make you the same as them. Rise above that and seek for justice. Find out who they are and bring them in. If the Ministry of Defense don't give them a harsh enough punishment, then I will personally help you get that revenge." He spoke and I could feel his eyes on me. I knew he was right, but at that moment I didn't want to change my decision.

The rest of the ride to the station I needed to get off at was quiet, even the walk to my home was quiet. It was still dark out and it was barely 4am which meant, if I timed myself right I could be back to the hotel by the time Karasuma woke up. That would be the plan. Starring up at my house it gave off this eerie feeling that I couldn't shake but it was something that I needed to do. Letting out the breath I was holding I walked through the front gate and up to the house I didn't hear Koro-Sensei follow me which was a good sign that he was letting me do this on my own.

I stood in front of the door looking down at the handle sighing in relief to see that the door this time was shut. I tried the door handle and was once again relieved to find it locked. Pulling the key I was given I put it into the lock and turned it hearing the click to signal that I could now enter. I could feel Koro-Senseis eyes on me and I knew he was watching me but I knew he wasn't going to follow me in. I felt dead inside as I pushed the door open and walked inside. I slipped my shoes off by the door and before stepping into the hallway and starred into the blackness. I heard my phone go off and was not surprised to hear Karasuma-senseis ringtone going off. I didn't bother with looking at it and began walking again. My heart was pounding against my chest the closer I got to the living room. I had to plant my hand against the wall as my head had started to get dizzy. I could feel the same nervous feeling from before when I had discovered the gruesome sight. I finally reached the opening of the living room and stood in the same exact spot from before, counting down the seconds of how long I was standing there. Closing my eyes I made the turn into the room and walked a couple steps before opening my eyes. I knew deep down that the room had been cleaned up and that the house was emptied, but with the traumatic experience I had gone through my brain didn't think that. Images spun around me, so I couldn't help when my world went black and I felt the whoosh of air spin around me as I felt myself falling. I never felt the impact.

During my black out I felt nothing, I heard nothing and I saw nothing. So I wasn't shocked when I woke up back in my room at the hotel I was staying at, Jelavich-Sensei was sitting on the edge of the bed placing a wet rag onto my forehead as my focus finally straightened out. She gave me a small smile and just sat there watching me. I didn't know how to respond. I expected her to be angry like I knew Karasuma-sensei was going to be. Looking around I saw that the room was still dark, but that was probably because the drapes were pulled closed.

"How long have you been planning on sneaking out to go to your home?" She finally asked her smile vanishing.

"For a couple days now. I was going to come back after I faced my monsters, didn't expect Koro-Sensei to know what I was thinking. I also didn't expect myself to pass out, I wasn't able to face those monsters." I whispered just starring up at the ceiling now.

"Which is entirely normal Nagisa-Kun. No one expects you be back to complete normal after only a week. Nagisa, these things take time." She explained placing her hand onto my arm. Suddenly I heard voices in the other room, they were hushed and whispery but I could the words being spoken were heated.

"How much trouble am I in?" I then asked and Jelavich then helped me sit up after taking the washcloth from my forehead.

"You gave Karasuma a scare Nagisa, he didn't know what to think when Koro-Sensei was suddenly in the hotel living room carrying your unconscious form. We thought something very bad happened. We know you will be needing your space at times, you just have to tell us and we'd let you go wherever. Only thing we'd ask is you carry a panic button with you." She explained drawing one of her knees up and wrapping her arms around it.

"Gomen na Sai." I whispered now seeing how stupid my actions were. All I needed to do was talk to someone.

"Come on, you're probably hungry." She said holding her hand out, and I smiled not thinking twice when I took hold of her hand. We walked out into the living area to see Karasuma-Sensei starring evilly at man in a dark suit wearing black lensed sunglasses. Even Koro-Sensei was starring at the man with a hard look. Jelavich gasped and pushed me to completely behind her. Out of reaction I latched onto her shirt and buried my face into her back before hesitantly starring out at the scene.

"What the hell do you want?! I didn't know you were here." Jelavich sneered Keeping on arm stretched out in a way to keep me blocked and to keep me behind her. Karasuma was now looking at us with a look of concern, his eyes going back and forth between us and the main.

"I have come here to collect the boy. It is time that we have decided to activate him." The man explained slowly and coolly. His voice was deep like the principal of my school. It sent instant shivers up my spine and I could help but hide my face again.

"Leave the boy alone Kurai! He's not mentally stable to be going through any kind of training." Kurasma shouted pointing a finger at the man.

"Who said he was going through any kind of training? He already has the training he will need. He just doesn't have all the memories unlocked yet. With a simple word I can turn this boy into a killing machine!" I could hear the smirk in the mans voice.

"And what happens when he comes out of the trance? Are you prepared for the damage that will be put onto the boys mind?" I heard Koro-Sensei's voice, it was in that dangerous tone of his. At that moment forward I knew now that this was a serious situation.

"Shall we test it then?" The man named Kurai asked and I felt Jelvich stiffen.

"Don't! He's just a boy!" She screamed.

"Shiota Nagisa..." The man began to say and I heard Karasuma shout at him to stop, I felt Jelavich-Sensei begin to turn in hopes to cover my ear. Koro-Sensei had already beaten her to it, but I could still hear everything around me as Karasuma was shouting curses at the man.

"Tebanasu." And then everything went black.

Karasuma POV:

I watched as Nagisa's arms went limp and fell to his sides, Irina had dropped to her knees taking a hold of his hands screaming out his name. But he wasn't responding. His expression and eyes were completely void of anything. Clenching my teeth and tightly fisting my hands I turned sharply to stare Kurai down.

"Revert him back you fucking bastard!" I yelled but the mans smirk only seemed to grow.

"Now let's see if you will still be calling him normal. Then again let's see if you all will survive." The man chuckled and my eyes widened, Nagisa was smart and always carries his Anti-Me weapon and a real knife with him.

"Irina move!" I yelled and thank Kami for Koro-Senseis speed or Irina would be dead right now. In just a moments notice a silver glimmer shone brightly across the spot where Irina was just now kneeling. But thankfully Koro-Sensei had grabbed her and was now standing by me. Nagisa had the knife in his hand holding it like any pro would.

"This is bad." I muttered, none of us were going to want to hurt him. Nagisa had no clue as to what he was doing.

"Release him damn it!" Irina screamed storming over to Kurai and began pounding onto his chest, the man simply grabbed her by the shoulders and shoved her away.

"Calm down you bitch. I am only showing you how different he is from other people. He is the product of the Ministry. The boy was part of a program, the only child left. We were seeing if we could breed a perfect assassin from a young age. Out of the 15 subjects we had obtained, Nagisa is the only child to not revert into a state of insanity. So once he hit a certain age we hypnotized him into not remembering his training." Kurai began to explain, I looked over to Nagisa to see him just standing there starring blankly at us.

"He was placed into a fake family to be looked after until he was old enough to resume his training. It was also to see if he had any mental problems from the training. But as the years went by, he showed no issues. It wasn't until we created the mission for Koro-Sensei here to be killed. The boys training began to leak out as you have all witnessed before. And now we have the issue of someone knowing about Nagisa and what he is capable of and they want him. And if they can't have Nagisa they will kill him." He continued then sighed.

"Otoshimasu." He ordered and we heard the knife that was in Nagisa's hand fall to the floor.

"Shizukesa." Kurai ordered once more and suddenly Nagisa's eyes came back to life and he began to look to all of us in confusion. But the moment he saw the knife on the floor we could all see the realization flash through his eyes.

"Nagisa it's okay, calm down." I said raising my hands up in defense and began walking towards him, Nagisa just looked at me with fear filled wide eyes fear darting into his room and slamming the door shut. All of this was just fucked up and it pissed me off. Turning on Kurai, I threw a punch towards him, but it never connected with his face. Koro-Sensei had caught my wrist.

"Now you know how to control the boy, one worded commands is how you do it. But only two fully control the hypnosis on his mind. Tebanasu means release and it will temporarily drop the hypnosis, but it keeps him under someones control. A mindless soldier. After that you can give him one worded commands, the hypnosis isn't perfect and sometimes he can and will attack on his own. Most of the time only when someone is directly in front of him. To put the hypnosis back into place say Shizukesa which means stillness. But never say Shoko Jotai, it means lull, once those words are uttered directly to him the hypnosis will completely vanish and he will revert back to the perfect assassin. He will be able to control his own actions and decide on his own. When he's in that state he has no heart over anything he decides, he feels nothing when he kills. No matter if the person was a friend or not. So be careful." Kurai quietly explained then took his leave. I was left into so much shock. I knew Nagisa was different, but never did I expect him to be this different.

"So that is why that one monster referred Nagisa to be a monster like me." Koro-Sensei spoke up finally releasing my wrist. Turning to Nagisa's door I could hear the muffled sounds of sobs coming from the room. The boy was scared again and he just realized he nearly killed someone. Taking a silent deep breath I made my way into the room.

Nagisa's POV:

The moment I had entered my room, I found the emptiest corner and crawled into a sitting position into it. I firmly placed my hands over my ears to block out any words that could possibly throw me into a killing spree. I don't know who but it was obvious that I had almost killed someone and it scared me. I just wanted to hide away, I just wanted to disappear. I could help it when I heard my own sobs pushing their way out of my mouth. I didn't want to be monster, I didn't want to be someone that other people feared. I wanted to be that person who helped people. I jumped and swung my fist whenever I felt someones hand firmly place onto my shoulder. My fist was easily caught and I saw that it was Karasuma-Sensei.

"Ka-Karasuma-Sensei!" I couldn't help when I cried out letting my emotions free. The man pulled me forward and wrapped his arms around me and let me cry.

"Everything is going to be okay Nagisa. I won't let anyone take control of you especially now that I know the words that can control you. I will never let anyone hurt you and I won't let you hurt anyone." He reassured me, I felt his chin rest onto the top of my head.

"But what if neither you, Jelvich-Sensei or Koro-Sensei are around? What if when that happens I hurt someone I care for?! I don't want to be a monster!" I cried out clutching onto his shirt as tight as I could.

"You are not nor have you ever been a monster Nagisa. We will figure something out." He said reassured me and after that everything was just silent. When I was finally left alone, I sat on my bed in the dark starring at the wall. All that happened today changed everything that I ever thought. My life was never how I had imagined it. All the childhood memories I had were just lies, they weren't real. My parents not only were fake but they never cared about me, they were just ensuring that whatever was placed on my mind never got lifted. That's why they never looked at me, that was why I was always treated like an outcast. The thoughts running through my head just mad me angrier and angrier and I want to make someone pay. I no longer cared about going after the ones who killed my parents. They were still a target but now so was the Ministry of defense. I jumped when my phone went off.

'Hey heard some shit went down at the hotel room. Was checking up on you, if you need me just call.' I smiled at the words that were sent to me by Karma and my thoughts calmed down.

'20minutes hotel lobby?' I sent back smiling at the screen.

'Make it in 5minutes baka.' Came his reply and I jumped from the bed and changed out of the clothes I was still wearing. I changed into a pair of jeans and one of my white tank tops then slipped on a black button up over shirt keeping it open. Poking my head out the door I saw everyone sitting on the couch, the TV was on but no one was watching.

"I'm going to meet Karma in the lobby." I spoke up after fully walking out, all three of them jumped and looked at me. I watched as their faces relaxed.

"Go on, I'll send you a text when Irina is finished cooking lunch. Make sure Karma joins us." Karasuma answered and I nodded my head before running out of the hotel room. Once again I didn't take the elevator and just flew into the stairwell and down the stairs. I was surprised when I saw Karma already there leaning against a marble pillar his hands stuffed into his blue jeans one foot placed onto the pillar. His head was leaned back and he was starring up at the ceiling. The door to the outside was opened and the wind was blowing his black button up shirt. I felt my heart skip a beat and I suddenly felt nervous running over to him. It was like that time when I grabbed his hand after I was found and was taken back to school. Taking a deep breath I ran over to him he looked over as I reached him and saw how worried he was.

"Karasuma told me what happened today, so don't get mad. He just wants to help, he's probably already told everyone in class. I wanted to come though and make sure that your thoughts weren't going wild again." Karma explained stepping away from the pillar and turned to completely face me. Everything Karam did confused me and I just wanted to know.

"Karma-Kun, why do you worry and care about me so much?" I asked finally looking up at him with confused eyes. I watched as he softly smiled at me, his hand reached out and he lightly cupped my cheek.

"Why do you think baka? It's because I love you and I want to be by you so I can always protect you." He answered and I felt my own smile make its way across my face.

"Arigatou Karma-Kun. Koishiteru." I whispered before stepping forward and wrapping my arms around him. I felt safe when he wrapped his arms around me.

"Koishiteru Nagisa...Koishiteru." He whispered calmly holding me tightly to him.

With Karma I felt like I didn't have to worry about anything.

Where there it is, chapter fucking 2! It took me a few weeks to completely finish this and it sucks! Well anywho now that I am more settled in with my job I can now schedule times to type my fanfics and get chapters posted, so just bear with me for now I will start getting back into the swing of things again.