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Quinn
Ella still wasn`t talking.
After Lucifer went dark-side again, it was Castiel who showed up to help us. We were now all back at the bunker, Dean was already awake with a minor concussion while Sam still laid unconscious as Castiel tried to heal him. No one was mad at the angel for what he did, after all his intentions were good. I, unlike Sam, wasn`t injured too bad and was perfectly fine really. Wish I could say the same for Ella though. Even though she wasn`t physically hurt, she seemed to be suffering the most. Ever since we got back, she locked herself in her room and hadn`t spoken since. I even came by with a tray of food a few minutes ago but she wouldn`t respond. I wanted to help her, I really did; but I just didn`t know how.
"Knew we couldn`t trust him the devil..." Dean muttered "We should call up some other hunters, we can`t take Satan on our own."
"I doubt they`d be able to help." I replied "He`ll kill them easily."
"Then what do you suggest?" he grumbled.
"I don`t know..." I sighed "Let`s just wait for Sam and Ella to recover?"
"Okay..." Dean glanced at the ground "But I don`t know if Ella ever will."
"You know what Dean." I glared at him "Just shut up."
He opened his mouth to reply, but instead thought better of it and turned his gaze back to the ground, shaking his head apologetically.
Lucifer C:
It felt good to be my usual self again. No petty, useless emotions to cloud my judgement, no irritating little human expectations to live up too. Just pure freedom, and it felt refreshingly great. I was just so pumped, I think I`ll destroy a city or two just for the fun of it? Maybe Detroit?
But before I could actually get started, I noticed how bloody my clothes were from those angels I killed. That simply won`t do. With a snap of my fingers, my clothes were all clean and dry again, but I did notice something else. Curiously, I reached under my shirt and pulled out a familiar looking necklace. Oh right, that stupid human gave me this rock for Christmas. Well, I won`t be needing it anymore.
Coyly, I tore the stone off its chain and attempted to burn it in my palm. But before I could, I felt a strange sensation as I wrapped my fist around it.
Ella
If you can`t guess already; today`s been one hell of a day. I had already cried my heart out, twice and I still didn`t feel any better. Everything just felt so blunt and useless, I didn`t even want to live anymore... gosh, when did I get so suicidal? The best thing to do right now would be to get up on my feet and carry on, I should try to be strong, try to be brave, but I really didn`t give a shit about any of that. I don`t care anymore, I don`t care about anything! I just want it to be over.
My insides were hurting and I couldn`t get them to stop. Never before in my life had I wanted the pain to go away this badly. At first I tried to convince myself that it was just a really bad dream, that I`d wake up any minute to find him lying beside me, and promising that nothing like that could ever happen. But no matter how many times I pinched myself: I wouldn`t wake up. I just wanted this to end, I just wanted to go home and try to forget all of this.
And that`s exactly what I was going to do.
"Castiel...?" I muttered a silent prayer and the angel appeared, looking guilty as he saw me.
"Forgive me for my actions Ella." he spoke slowly "What is it you require? I`ll do anything."
"I know..." I sighed "You`re forgiven already, I understand why you did what you did. There`s just one thing I want Cas..."
"Go on?"
"Can you take me back to my dimension?" I asked "And just never ever let me come back?"
He frowned, but nodded: "If that`s what you truly desire?"
"It is."
"Alright." he offered me his hand and I was about to take it when he suddenly disappeared. What the hell?
"Had to get rid of him first." a familiar voice said and I glanced up dreadfully to see Lucifer standing a few meters away from me, his arms folded and his fists clenched.
"Did you kill him...?" I asked hesitantly, not even making eye contact with him.
"No, he`s fine." he answered bluntly and I didn`t bother making any reply, there was nothing I could say.
"Let me tell you a funny story." he mused, walking closer as I didn`t bother moving away "Did you know it`s not only living things that can absorb the amulets energy? Apparently other things can too. So earlier today I was disposing of this silly little stone when I accidently absorbed the energy which it had absorbed. So to make a long story short, I`m feeling pretty guilty right now. Well actually forget guilty, that doesn`t even begin to describe how sorry I am..."
I blinked at him, what does he mean? In response, he unclenched his fist to reveal the 'Faith' stone lying in his palm. So basically he meant that the 'Faith' stone absorbed the amulets energy and used it to restore his feelings for me?
"I don`t ever want to have to live like that." he continued "To forget how I felt about you... now that was hell. I promise you I won`t ever let that happen again."
Now he went silent, waiting for my response, and to be honest I had so many mixed emotions right now: I didn`t know what to do at first. Then I took a deep breath, took a step forward and: slapped him.
"I probably deserved that." he muttered before glancing at me again.
"You think?" I scoffed, before finally kissing him. My arms wrapped around his shoulders, and I didn`t dare let go: afraid he`d disappear and I`d wake up to realize that this was in fact a dream. Something told me he must have been thinking something similar, because his grip around my waist had never been tighter. After what felt like forever, he began to pull away, but I still hesitated; forever wasn`t long enough.
"Ella..." his voice was reassuring as he pulled my arms away "I promise I`m not going anywhere, not ever again." Even though he was back, I couldn`t help but cry a little again; god I had never been so scared before in my whole life.
"I`m so sorry..." he groaned, looking at me with apologetic eyes, as he wiped away my tears with his hand "I can`t even begin to explain how sorry I am..."
"It`s..." I took a deep breath "It`s okay. Just don`t ever do that again."
"I don`t intend too." he promised "What do I need to do to make it up to you? You can have anything you want. Literally."
"Honestly..." I scoffed "I just want you."
"That makes two of us." he managed a soft smile.
"Also." I added "This might be a lot to ask for but can you let go of hell? Can you just leave it all behind; the apocalypse, ruling over demons, killing angels, etc, etc. Let`s just go somewhere nice, somewhere beautiful? We should get away from hunters, and monsters, and all that crap. Let`s find a place to call our own? I just really wanna be with you for as long as possible."
"Sounds like a plan."
Quinn
It had been way too long since Ella had eaten, and I was more then ready to force some food down her mouth. As I headed towards her room, I strangely found her door to be open, so curiously I walked in. There was no sign of Ella or anyone really.
At first I began to panic, but before I let my imagination wander off I noticed a piece of paper on her mattress. A note? Wow, someone's old fashioned. Obviously, I picked up the paper and read it over. After reading it for a second time, I knew exactly what to do next. Smiling to myself, I headed to my room, doing some quick packing before heading back to the main hall to see the Winchesters looking a lot better than when I left them.
"What`s with the bag?" Dean glanced at the duffel bag I was carrying over my shoulder.
"Well." I smirked "I`ve got some good news. You won`t have to worry about Lucifer, Ella took care of that, he won`t be interfering with anything anymore."
"Wait, what?" Sam looked confused.
"Just don`t worry about it." I reassured them "Ella`s also gone, but don`t worry she`s fine. As for the bag, I think it`s time I get going. I`ve already decided: I want to be a hunter just like you guys. Think I`m as experienced as necessary."
"Where`s all this coming from?" Dean furrowed his eyebrows.
"Don`t worry about it." I shrugged "It was awesome meeting you guys, thanks for everything. Just continue on with your lives, and even though there will be some difficult decisions to come, just trust your hearts and do what you think is right. Have faith in yourselves."
"Why are you just going all of a sudden?" Sam asked.
"This is why." I handed them the letter Ella had given me, and as they read it over I turned to leave. Once I was out of the bunker, I took a deep breath. I was more than ready to begin my life as a hunter. As for Ella, I wasn`t worried, I already remembered exactly what she wrote on that letter:
Hey Quinn!
If you`re reading this, then that means you`ve probably noticed I`m gone. Don`t worry this isn`t a suicide note, I`m still very much alive and actually pretty happy. It all worked out in the end, thank the lord for that. I`m with Lucifer at this very moment, and we`re currently looking at large but creepy houses in the woods. Why? Because I think we`ve reached the part in a relationship in which were ready to share a place. I`m already brainstorming decoration ideas, I`ve got bean bags for days :D
Let`s just say that faith saved the devil we both know and love, so don`t worry about the apocalypse or anything like that. You should let the Winchesters know that by the way. In truth we don`t belong here, none of this really should have happened: but it did and now we need to fix it. Lucifer and I will just stay out of the way and the Winchesters can carry out their lives like they`re supposed too. Yes people will die because of their actions, and yes by telling them what we know; we could probably stop it. But that isn`t our place. I already had Lucifer free Crowley from the cage, so now the story can carry on like it`s supposed too.
Just like us, you should probably back off a little too, we don`t want to interfere more then necessary in the life of our beloved Winchesters. Overall, I think this ended pretty well for me, not only did I fix the devil (speak of accomplishments) but I think he fixed parts of me as well. I don`t know if I`ll see you again, but I`ll have to admit: I`m so glad I came over that day to watch Supernatural with you. I don`t regret anything that ever happened, and I`d do it all over again in a heartbeat.
It`s kind of funny how things work out, isn`t it? Either way I wish you luck, hope you find happiness in your life too. You`ll always be my best friend, and I love you.
Sincerely, Ella.
Ella
I was sitting on the couch in Nicks house; looking over a house magazine when Lucifer showed up with a jar of Nutella and spoon.
"It`s unhealthy if you eat too much." I noted and he shrugged.
"I`m pretty sure my satanic powers will protect me." he slumped down on the couch beside me "Found any you like yet? Remind me again why we can`t just live here?"
"Because it`s too obvious." I said matter-of-factly "You know what?"
"Hmm?"
"As a punishment for what you put me through, I don`t think you deserve any Nutella." I pulled the jar out of his hand and he stared at me with puppy dog eyes.
"And they call me the devil.." he grumbled before rolling his eyes and pulling me onto his lap, glancing at the magazine from over my shoulder "That blue one`s nice."
"Umm no, definitely not." I scoffed.
"Why? What`s wrong with it?" he furrowed his eyebrows.
"The roof is way to... triangular..." I answered.
"Right..." he muttered sarcastically "That`s a complexly plausible reason."
"Exactly."
"To be honest, I guess I don`t really care which house you choose." he added "As long as there`s a nice big comfortable bed."
I blushed a little, before leaning back against him and replying: "You know, this couch is pretty comfortable too."
"Yes it is." he agreed, before leaning down and kissing me.
"Oh that reminds me, I got you something to replace that expensive diamond necklace, which you seem to hate."
"I don`t hate it..." I attempted to defend myself but trailed off as he raised an eyebrow.
"I also destroyed that amulet of yours." he continued "And you just seem so different when you're not wearing anything around your neck, so..." he pulled out a little chain from his pocket and handed it to me. Curiously I looked it over, there was a small stone at the end; it was a light baby blue and there was a single word etched onto it: 'Love'.
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This is the end of this story :3 you can find the sequel on my profile, and I probably will just be combining the sequel with this to make one fanfic instead of two seperate fics. But that will only happen once I have finished editing this entire fic. As of now, I hope you enjoyed the ride, and please review.