This is my first mondler fic. And this takes place in season 2 TOW Mr. Heckles dies. The girls are so sweet comforting Chandler but Monica was the first one to tell him "You're not gonna end up alone."

Disclaimer: I don't own FRIENDS.

Chapter 1

"You are ready for a commitment," Rachel said.

"Well I don't know about that, " Chandler said defensively.

"Okay, I had enough of your sulking Chandler. C'mon girls let's get some coffee." Rachel said going to her room to get her purse.

"Aren't you coming with us Mon?" Phoebe asked Monica when she noticed she's seating at the couch with Chandler.

"Uhm…I'll just follow you guys later. I think I should clean up here first," said Monica looking at her friends.

"Ohhhkay Mon have your handful," Raechel answered with a smirk.

"Mon, you don't have to stay here with me", Chandler said wiping his face.

"Chandler, I'm your friend and I can't stand you feeling like this. Plus I won't get tired telling you that you won't die up alone," Monica assured him.

Chandler turned to Monica and looked into her eyes, "How would you know? There are girls who want to be with me but I kept repelling them. And you know I am not the catch in whatever relationship I was in."

"Chan-"

"No Mon," he said cutting her off. "I just know it. And I bet even the three of you, Rachel, you and Pheebs won't even go out with me if you met me for the first time."

"You don't know everything you know. You want to know a little secret." Monica look at him slightly feeling embarrassed. After ten years of friendship, this will be the time he would tell him. Chandler stayed silent.

"Do you know I had a crush on you when we first met?"

"What?" Chandler asked in disbelief "Mon, you don't have to say that to make me feel better."

"It's true. I swear I don't make up stuff about things like this. If I had not felt anything back then then you telling me I am fat won't really bother me."

"I called you fat?"

"Well yeah, but it was a long time ago and we became good friends. And this is what I'm telling you, you are better than what you think you are Chandler," she said grabbing his hands. "Any girl would be lucky to have you."
"Really?" hundreds of emotions are trying to escape from Chandler just by looking at her. In that moment maybe just maybe he can tell her what she means to him. He had or still has a crush on her but he can't do anything about it because she was her bestfriend. But does his feelings worth to risk their friendship?

"What if I tell you that I like you?" he blurted out of nowhere.

Her heart may have stopped when she saw the sudden change on the way Chandler was looking at her,"Chandler…it's not. It's not that easy. Wait, are you serious?"

"Yeah."

"Chandler you know me, I want a guy to assure me that there's a future...a commitment and you just said…."

"If I'll commit to someone I want it to be with you," he said touching her cheeks.

This is just too much, she thought. Where are all of these all came from. Maybe Chandler was just really depressed. But she can't take her eyes away from him. He was sincere, she can feel it. Their face are inches apart then finally their lips met. And it felt right.
Maybe this is worth it. They are worth it.

A/N: Please tell me what you think. I have chapter 2 in mind for this. Reviews are much appreciated. And if you have Instagram follow me mondlerconfessions.