wow I'm still alive. Yes I know it's been forever since I've updated anything. I'm awful like that. Anyway despite my trashy existence I have brought you chapter two. It's been sitting in my brain a looooong time. Anyway sorry ahead of time for bad grammer and spelling I know it's bad but this isn't edited. Anyway dont own Bleach if I did it would be awful and never update. Hope you enjoy.

Urahara knew he wasn't a good man. He knew it in the way that even after creating the hokage and realizing it's danger he didn't destroy it.(they called him brilliant he was such a fool)

He knew he was what started the war, refusing to destroy something so dangerous when he knew , knew Aizen was after it.

So yes Urahara Kisuke wasn't a good man.

He knew regret though. Regret for Aizen, for not stopping him, not seeing it. He regrets taking away the vizards futures , while he didn't do it himself his invention did. (His blade is perhaps fitting considering all the bloodshed he caused invertedly or not.)

Ruined futures because he was selfish. He regretted getting Yoruichi his dearest friend and Tessai lauded as criminals yet he still kept them close.(He was so selfish) .

So he creates Uryuu and Jinta to make them the kids they'll never have(his atonement)

He buys the vizards an abandoned warehouse and tries,tries,tries (not good enough) to help them.

He dedicates hours, years trying to fix their problem(his mistake)

Module regrets a lot of things but most of all Urahara regrets Ichigo.

He knows ruined that boy.

He regrets not being there for Ichigo .

He regrets not saving Masaki. Letting her die all for his plans his manipulations. Because with her Ichigo his hybrid will never grow strong.

He regrets not explaining to Ichigo the shinigami the Quincy his hollow his heritage. When it becomes obvious Isshen won't.

He regrets sending Ichigo to soul society , to fight a war he had no part of .

He regrets killing him because how did Ichigo think he got his powers back . Kisuke killled him becaause he was to much of a coward to face the monster he made and Ichigo thanks him.

When Ichigo returns bruised and beaten he wants to bow his head and offer his neck but he can't. Can't lose the mask he wears. Can't answer they question .(won't his mind whispers when he sleeps, to much of a coward is what he sees in Ichigos slumping shoulders)

Module is not a good man he knows this and sometimes he wishes others would see it to.

He wishes when Ichigo thanks him for training. When he takes the place as mentor, sensei, teacher that he doesn't deserve .

Sometimes he wants to scream the guilt crushes him.

But while Ichigo is his biggest regret.(sending a child half trained,half dead to fight a war he has no part in) he's also his biggest point of pride.

His pupil

His student

Sometimes when it's dark and he's all alone he thinks (his son)

Ichigo who toke three days to master bankai which usually takes people centuries

Ichigo who beat his inner hollow

Ichigo who squares his shoulders and keeps moving forward.

Knowing he had a part in that, in shaping him that is Kisukes pride

And while he knows,knows,knows that he's a selfish,cowardly man full of regrets the one this he won't regret when he dies is that despite all the wrongs hes done to Ichigo he had a part in making him who he is today.

That is Kisukes pride.

His will.

He swings his blade so he can destroy his regrets.

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