Hi everyone. This is just something quick I wrote that came to my mind while listening to 'Mama' by My Chemical Romance. Just thought the song kind of fits Piper in general. :P I am pretty bad at writing serious stuff tho, so its not too angsty, but also not too light..

Mama, we all go to hell

Mama, we all go to hell...

Piper felt like she was burning in her own personal hell.

Alex got attacked. Alex was right all along. Kubra really was after her. If only she listened to her.

It all happened three days ago.

Piper just finished her tattoo and then went to the cafeteria. It was all empty, which was very unusal – to say at least. She wondered where all the inmates could be. She went on to her bunk and that's when she knew what's up. They were installing bunk beds.

"Inmate, why aren't you outside?" a CO asked Piper. "The instructions were clear. Everybody outside until this shit is finished."

"Okay." Piper said. She remembered some inmates talking about expanding the population of Litchfield.

She did what she was told and when she got to the yard her jaw dropped. There was a giant fucking hole in the fence. What the fuck? - she thought.

There were no officers around whatsoever. Oh, well – might as well check it out, not that she cared much about being free at this point. She stopped halfway when she saw Lolly running towards her.

"Chapman!" she hollered. "Chapman…" she finally reached her and caught her breath.

"Hey, you. What the hell is going on?" Piper pointed at the fence.

"What-" Lolly looked over there, confused. "I don't know about that, man, but that shit is not important." she pulled Piper closer and half whispered "The fucking FBI, they're here."

"What?" Piper asked flatly.

"Come on. You need to come with me." Lolly dragged the blonde with her towards the greenhouse.

"Where?" God, this bitch must me trippin' or something.

"I told her this was gonna happen." Lolly mumbled as they got closer.

"Told who?"

"Vause." She said and Piper felt a small wave of anxiety hit her.

"What about Vause?... Stop, damn it." She pulled her hand out of Lolly's grasp just in front of the greenhouse.

"I told her the toothpick guy was after her. She didn't listen and now it all went to shit."

"What toothpick guy? What happened to Alex?" Piper demanded.

Lolly took a deep breath. "See for yourself." She said and opened the door to the greenhouse.

For a moment there, Piper was sure Alex was dead. For some reason her mind just jumped into the most horrible conclusion.

She went inside and she almost forgot to breathe when she saw Alex lying on the floor, unconsious.

She quickly ran to her and impulsively checked her pulse.

…

A sigh of relief. She was alive. "Oh, thank god."

Piper couldn't process what was happening. She was completely puzzled.

"That's him." Lolly said all of sudden. "That's the FBI guy." She pointed at the also unconsious man at the corner of the greenhouse. Piper didn't even notice him at first. She got up and walked over to him.

She recognized him right away. "That's not the FBI. That's fucking Aydin." She stepped back and looked at Alex. She was right. Kubra really sent someone after her.

Piper felt a cocktail of emotions rising inside her. Mostly anxiety though. "Why are you just standing there?" she snapped at Lolly. "Get a fucking CO here, for fuck's sake!" her voice broke.

"Oh, no, no, no..." Lolly said. "They might be working for them too. We have to handle this alone."

"What the fuck are you talking about, you crazy bitch?" Piper didn't even bother with her response. She dropped on her knees next to Alex and forgot about the rest of the world.

The first thing she remembers after that is officer Bailey dragging her away from Alex, who was then carried away by an ambulance.

There was a shit load of CO's in the greenhouse too. Lolly probably came to her good senses and called someone. Whatever, it didn't matter. Alex was gonna be okay.

Aydin woke up and the officers put him in cuffs. He got arrested and locked up.

…

Piper and Lolly were questioned. Everything got cleared up.

Aydin was going to kill Alex for Kubra.

Being the sadistic fuck he is, he didn't just quickly shoot her. He came at her with a rubber nightstick. He punched her a couple of times too. But Lolly walked in on them, grabbed a pot and knocked him out.

Piper couldn't believe that it actually happened.

She thanked Lolly for saving Alex's life. She might be batshit crazy, but that is the reason Alex is now alive.

Alex came back this morning.

She was okay, except for a really bruised face and a cracked radius that was put in a cast. She also had a concussion. In retrospect she was probably not that okay, but it could have been so much worse.

Taystee told Piper she was back when Piper was dilly dallying in the library.

She wanted to talk to her so badly, but for some reason she was really scared.

What would she even say? - Hey, Alex. Are you okay? – Hell yeah, can't you see how okay I am? Yeah, no.

She needed time to think about it. They definitely had to talk.

Piper sat down, leaning against a bookshelf.

The guilt was eating her alive. She should have listened to Alex. But instead she started this bullshit panty business and fucked someone else. She didn't fuck Stella while she was still with Alex though. Right, because that makes it okay... Piper thought. She probably would have fucked her sooner or later, even if Alex hadn't broken up with her...

But at least she didn't feel guilty for what she did to Stella.

She had it coming.

Stealing from a criminal, for god's sake? Did she really think Piper was just gonna let her off without punishment?

"I'll pay you back, I promise." Stella would say, but Piper knew better. She would've never heard from her again.

Plus, she was done being everyone's punching bag. Nobody would ever respect her if she did nothing about it. And Stella stole from all of the girls involved. Big Boo, Yoga Jones and Flaca, who needs the money for her sick mom.

She did the right thing.

Still, the lack of any guilt about it scared the shit out of her. She didn't love Stella, but still, she was getting out in 2 days and Piper added 5 years in max to her sentence.

Why didn't she feel anything?

She was torn between feeling extremely guilty about Alex and feeling scared for not feeling guilty about Stella.

Piper felt dizzy from the conflict inside her head.

She is going to talk to Alex. Today. After dinner. They are going to sort this all out once and for all.

Probably not what will happen is s4, but nevermind :P

Im not even sure that COs carry pistols and nightsticks

Please review:)