Heavy electric dance music pumped through huge speakers sending off a vibrating echo. The club was hot and sticky as sweaty bodies were crammed in the tight room. It was hard to breath, making the humid air feel like it was slowly suffocating the life out of you. It smelled of perfume mixed with sweat and alcohol. Raven took in another muggy breath and cursed herself. She glared at the flashing lights that were blinding and also causing her massive headache. It was all Starfire's fault and she could have killed her for doing this to her. She out of all the Titans should know Raven the best. This wasn't her scene at all, she was starting to feel like the only reason Star even had planned it was so that the alien girl could have good time.

She spotted Starfire in her short dress that gripped her body like rubber, one could really even wonder if it could be called a dress. It certainly didn't cover like a normal dress, a tight shirt would have been a better name for the article of cloth. The type of clothing girls wore for attention, the kind that was constantly being pulled down so the ass could still be covered. Then of course it would have to be pulled up so boobs wouldn't spill out. A very idiotic way to dress. She rolled her eyes at the alien girl as she rubbed up against the leader of the Titans. With the provocative dancing, endless amounts of alcohol, and lack of clothes Raven could only guess on how the night was going to end for most of the people here. She bit her tongue trying to keep all her evil thoughts at bay, although Star had put her up to this she did have good intentions, well at the time at least.

It had been three weeks ago. Star pulled her side one cool morning. Raven followed her to the roof where she found out what was the reason for the secret meeting. Robin had mentioned that Raven's birthday was just a few weeks away and he wanted to get her something nice. Starfire took the liberty of suggesting a party. Raven of course was hesitant at the idea of a party and even more unsure of letting the naive girl plan one for her. Over the course of three weeks she had some been convinced and coaxed into a huge "Birthday Bash."

So there she was, the birthday girl sitting on a bar stool trying remember why she hadn't refused the invite. Hell why hadn't she pulled out a sick card? Faking a stomach bug would have been so much better then this. Part of her knew why although she wasn't going tell a living soul. Starfire had a wormed her way in to her cold heart and the goth had developed a soft spot for her sweet, innocent, caring nature. She took in another deep breath of the sicking air and picked up her Long Island Iced Tea. She sipped it cautiously, the bitter taste making her shutter.

Raven was the ripe old age of twenty four. Not a huge deal right? It certainly wasn't any mile stone. She shook her head thinking about just a mere decade ago she would have never even guess she be alive let alone here in some crowded club. Funny how much time changes in just the course of a few years. She had definitely come out of her shell, letting in her friends. Becoming close with them and always spending time with them. She felt slightly proud of how far she had come, showing some emotions here and there. This was probably her punishment for it now. The music reverberated against her chest making her cringed.

"For the birthday girl." Raven turned slightly to see Kid Flash handing her small glass. He had offered to be the bartender for the night and was proving to all that he did know a thing or two about mixing cocktails.

"What is it?" Raven shouted over the music. She eyed the drink that he held out for her suspiciously. Not that she didn't trust him, she just wasn't one to go and get drunk especially on a night like this. She had never even wanted to celebrate such a pointless occasion and yet every year her friends would go above and beyond to prove their love for her.

"It's a birthday cake shot." Wally answered he sat the shot glass down in front of her egging her on. He nodded and smiled at her then turned towards someone else. Raven looked down at the glass and noted the sprinkles on top. Her stomach turned slightly as peered into it. Her hand rose to her forehead and she began rubbing her temple. One fucking night was all she wanted, a quiet night in her room reading her favorite book and drinking a cup tea. Hell she would even preferred a small party, with her favorite people all huddled around the common room eating cake and snickering about all the memories they shared. Was that really too much to ask for? With her eyes closed she swallowed slightly and shook her head.

"What the hell." She remarked to herself if she was going to be forced to celebrate at least she could have some sort of vice. She picked up the glass and threw it back. She sat the glass down. As the vodka burned her throat causing her twist her face. She smacked her lips a few times as the terrible taste lingered in her mouth. Burn and overwhelming sweetness. She wished she had chosen to go with her gut on that one. "Can I get a cranberry vodka?" She ordered the terrible taste lingering. Wally held up his finger telling her it would be just a second. She had to fight every urge to not just make it herself.

She shifted slightly on the stool with made her skirt ride up. She let out a groan and pulled down on the clothing. Another failed attempt by Star. This one she had put her foot down and told her there was no way in hell she'd be caught in dress, especially some skanky, distasteful one. After hours and hours of shopping, Raven finally settled on a black skirt that when to her mid thigh. She had picked out a dark blue tank top to match her outfit. She was glad that she had chosen this sort of outfit now, since the tiny club had to be over 100 degrees inside. Finally Wally sat down her drink and she began drinking greedily. It was much better than terrible concoction that she willingly had drank moments ago. She nodded a thank you to Wally and nursed her new drink.

A deep husky voice rang in her ear making her jump slightly. "How's my birthday girl?" Raven bit her lip and turned her head to see the dark emeralds peering at her. She clicked her tongue glad that the music was so loud so that no one could hear his comment about her belonging to him. Raven picked up her drink and downed it. She pushed it back eyeing Wally. She nodded answering the unsaid question of another. She turned slightly her cheeks heating instantly feeling Gar's hand on crook of her back.

That was other thing that over years had changed. Their relationship was so different now then when they had first met. Comical to her even to think about. The green once obnoxious boy had grown up. She had to admit he had done a great job at it as well. Nearing 6 feet tall he towered over her. Thanks to years of training and body building, he was just pure muscle. For some reason Raven found herself staring at him all time. She had weakness for his body and his handsome features. Even thought her body was attracted to him what always got her was that feeling she got every time those green pools of emeralds peered into her. Some how those eyes had a magic pull that always made her weak in the knees.

Beast Boy knew all too well how puberty had blessed him. This only helped with his over whelming amount of confidence. He was quick witted and was constantly flirting with anything that had legs and boobs. This had annoyed her at one time of her life. There were times when she was positive that he'd over step some boundary with a girl and he would eventually be killed, but he always managed to get exactly what he wanted. His consistent torment drove her to the edge of insanity on many occasions. Now that they were both matured she came to realize that the way he behaved was just his personality. He honestly didn't know how to be anything but, Beast Boy. She could refute the fact that he still drove her crazy at times, but she surprised herself and him by finally admitting she had grown fond of him. She liked that he gave her special attention, despite the fact that she was sure that she of all people didn't deserve it.

It had started almost two months ago. Beast Boy had been walking down the hall to her room. He had a purpose at the time but it soon was lost the second he reached her door. She had just come home from shopping with Star and when she opened the door all he could do was stare at the goth girl. It had been usually warm that day and she had gone for comfort wearing her favorite dark blue sun dress. It was tight in the top and flowed down her body. Only extenuating her perfect anatomy more. It was the only dress she vowed to wear. Beast Boy his body tighten instantly at the sight of her. He just couldn't help but pull her into his embrace. He kissed her for the first time that night. This in turn sparked the flame between them. One kiss was all it took for them, just a day later he was confessing his feelings for her.

Just his touch would send her into a parallel universe where only he existed. She had tried to prove to herself that it was just a lustful feeling she had for the green changeling, but as the months continued on she discovered that she enjoyed being with him. She liked how affectionate he was with her. He was thoughtful, always doing what interested her, and he never complained either. This proved that he had matured in a way she never thought possible.

The birthday girl picked up her fourth drink of the night and drank it back. She could feel his eyes on her but she didn't care. She was not in the mood for any shenanigans tonight. Her head was ready to explode with each tone of the blaring music. His whispers in her ear was just making her feel more peeved at the whole situation she was in.

"Are you enjoying yourself?" Beast Boy pressed his body against her back, sending shivers up her spine. She sat down the empty glass and pointed at it. Wally gave her a look but didn't protest against her, and he began making her another drink. Beast Boy stomach turned slightly noting that with in the few minutes of standing next to her, she had knocked back three Cape Cod's like they were shots. He bit his lip waiting for her answer. Wally sat down the glass and gave Beast Boy a look, saying please don't let her order another one. Raven picked up the drink and took a gulp.

"Abs-a-fucking-olutely." She bit picking up the lime on the side of her glass. She stuck it in her mouth and let the sour taste bite on her tongue. Beast Boy shifted slightly knowing that something was wrong with her. Her answer only confirmed it. She never drank this much, especially on purpose.

"What's wrong?" He asked already knowing the answer. She didn't want to be here, and it didn't take a genius to know it. He sighed softly and reached around her hugging her softly. He kissed just below her ear making her almost spit out her drink.

"I'm fine." She pushed against him. People always had a way of catching things even in dark crowded places. The last thing she wanted was rumors that she was actually dating the green one. After everything they had been through it was bound to be source of mockery. Somewhere deep down in Raven's human soul was the one true reason why she was so hesitant about the whole dating thing. Although they had been dating for just a few months they had know each other for years. Just a mere thought that she may be actually falling for him petrified her.

"I don't believe you." He replied. She could smell beer on his breath. She shot him a glare and finished off the rest of her drink. He watched almost in slow motion as she sat the glass down and raised her finger for another. Finally she was starting to feel the vodka working in her system. She wasn't going stop now. Wally reached out to grab the glass but was stopped by the green man. "I think she's had enough."

"Fuck you!" She yelled "It's my birthday I can do what I want. So Wally if you please!" Irritation flowed through her as she glared up at him. Garfield was aloud to get wasted but she wasn't? Beast Boy growled slightly and glared a don't you dare look towards Wally. Beast Boy grabbed her arm and swiftly pull her off the stool.

"What the fuc-" She started but was cut off by another growl.

"I think you need a break let's get some fresh air." He suggested with his hand locked on to her he quickly escorted her out of the club.

Raven sighed as the cold air licked at her bare skin. She took in deep breath drinking in the crisp air. She looked towards Beast Boy and shook her head. He was staring her down ready to see if she still put up a fight. It was clear now outside away from the noise and people she was already feeling better. She looked up towards the sky and wish she was at the tower. The city lights made it impossible to see the stars, where as the tower it was the best place to just sit and watch.

The feeling that she was giving off was relief, which Beast Boy took account of. He took a quick glance around and noticed that no one was around. He quickly wrapped his arms around her and purred in her ear. "Feeling better?" he inquired. She smiled softly and leaned back on him.

"Yes." She answered. She took in another breath and blinked a few times. She started to walk towards the city.

"Where are you going?" Beast Boy asked suddenly watching her sway back in forth.

"I'm mm I'm am going home." She slurred. It sounded right in her head but came out so very wrong. She looked towards her left then her right. "Where am I?" she asked. Beast Boy followed after her and caught her by the hand.

"I think you should stay here with me, you've had way too much to drink." He told her. Concern fell on his face as he watched her her eyes darted all round as her brain tried to process what was going on.

"Let me goooo. Beast-" She tried to pull her hand away which even sober would have been unyielding task. "Gar.." She growled. Just then a street lamp shattered raining down little pieces of glass. Breathing through his nose he grabbed her face forcing her to look right at him.

"Raven." He stated her eyes closed feeling of his touch warmed her chilled face. He needed to get her away from the city it was too dangerous for her emotions here. "I'll take you home okay? I have something for you anyways." He stated. Her eyes opened and confusion washed over her.

"You gave me a gift already today." He gave her his toothy grin and shook his head.

"That my dear, was from the whole team. I had to get something extra for my girlfriend." he explained emphasizing on the word my. She bit her lip feeling guilty for being so mean to him at the club.

"You're too nice to me." she whispered. She began walking stumbling as she went. She paused feeling her arm being pulled. "Maybe I drank too much?" She stated more as question. Beast Boy nodded grabbing her arm, he was feeling the affect of his drinking as well. They both weren't in the best state of mind right then.

...

Raven eyes snapped open then slammed back shut. She let out a soft groan as she grabbed her head. Mentally she wasn't fully awake. She open her eyes into slits peering at her alarm clock. It read 8:26 am. She closed her eyes again focusing on the previous night. She remembered being dragged to the club of Hell, and she remembered drinking her body weight in liquor. All memories after were fuzzy and hard to process. Nausea gathered in her chest as the effects of consuming too much vodka lingered in her body. She licked her lips and reached for her water bottle she kept on the nightstand. Her hands grasped the bottle which she slowly brought to her lips. She took small sips using the least amount of energy. 'Please Azar never let me drink again.' She sat down her bottle and carefully rolled on to her back.

She had hoped her friends had drank just as much as she had. Although she knew Star would have to drank the entire bar to even come close to the hangover she had, Tamaranean's were special that way. Something that Raven never quite understood, it had to do something with the fact that the girl had nine stomachs. Starfire could always out drink everyone. Raven could at least hope that Robin was hung over, she needed a lazy day. It was a good sign that she couldn't hear anything coming from outside her room. She closed her eyes and rubbed her eyes. She wanted desperately to recall anything from last night. She hope she hadn't made a complete fool of herself. Her body was telling her that she most likely had done something very foolish. Squeezing her eyes shut she went back to the last thing she remembered.

Garfield had cornered her at the bar. She remembered the irritation she felt for the green one at the time. Then only little snippets of memory played in her head. A fight, cold night air, walking forever, falling down. Lowering her hand she could feel the scrape on her knee. At least she knew she was getting somethings true. Laughing, exploding lights, a necklace. She opened her eyes recalling a necklace. Her hand flew to her neck. Her fingers gently brushed against a small chain. She pulled the pendant away from her to look at it. A small black raven with black diamonds studded wings hung off the silver chain. She studied it admiring it's beauty. Garfield had gone to great measure to pick out something that matched her perfectly. Toying with the pedant she looked down at her body and realize something else, she was just in purple large t-shirt, and nothing else.

The word NO sounded off in her head, as if right on cue someone stirred next to her.

"Baby, turn off the lights would cha ya?" Beast Boy mumbled he rolled to his side his arms reaching across the bed. Still asleep they found their mark and began pulling the small petite woman. Raven could only let him cling to her as shock raced through her brain. Once his arms were wrapped around her waist and his head was pressed right against her chest did his limbs finally stop moving. Taking in a breath she was filled with dread as she realized what had transpired last night.

Now the thing about Raven and Beast Boy relationship was that over the course of two months they had been intimate, well as intimate as two can get without actually going all the way. This of course was due to the fact that Raven had always stopped him right before the actual deed. Her way of thinking was if she was going to loose herself to someone it was going to be someone she loved. Foolish of her maybe but she was trying to save her heart from being crushed into a billion pieces. She covered her eyes as she sighed. Wearing Beast Boy shirt, him being her in bed, her overwhelming feeling of knowing she had finally lost something she could never get back. Her heart sank as the realization came into full view. She had fucked her best friend and teammate. Her body was truly sick as she laid there in the arms of her new lover. The worst part of it all is she couldn't remember any of it. 'Fuck birthdays, and Vodka.' she cursed.

After a while of letting her headache hammer itself into a oblivion, she finally pulled herself away from Garfield. He protested slightly begging for her stay with him. She ignored his pleads and moved her way around her bed. She found clothes and rushed to the shower. She wanted to make peace with her body and she decided a hot shower was a great place to start.

...

Raven walked back to her room her head finally lifting its pulsating spell from her. She took in a breath almost dreading what would be on the other side of the door. She raised her shoulders a few times stiffness forming in her back. She open the door, walked in, then shut in quietly behind her. She surveyed her room wondering how it was possible she managed to not blow up the entire tower. Even when she was in control of her powers, she had to be always careful. Just kissing Beast Boy, could knock out a few lights out. Moving her head left and right searching the walls she was shocked to see nothing was damaged. Maybe she had second guessed herself, nothing had happened between them? Taking short steps toward the bed, and heard a slight crunch.

Her eyes moved down and she moved her right foot. Underneath was perfect evidence of the truth she tried to discount. The condom wrapper was torn open and thrown to side in haste. Her stomach dropped to the floor as she felt a sudden urge to cry. At least one of them was smart enough to consider protection. With her heart heavy she stepped over the hideous item and carried on with her mission.

"It's time to get up." She spoke softly. Raven could guess that his head too would be pounding like hers was, not to mention he was a child when it came to mornings. He groaned softly and shook his head.

"Five more minutes mom." He muttered throwing a pillow over his head. She inhaled forcing her annoyance down. 'I'm not your mother Mr. Logan.' She sat down on the bed. Her hands were full with hangover cures for them to share. Setting down the cup of coffee on the bedside table, she reach across the bed and took his hand. She rubbed her fingers gently against his green skin. He purred softly at her touch. The pillow moved off his head and slowly he opened those emeralds for her.

Smiling his perfect grin for her, he whispered,"Good Morning beautiful." It was unlike her to come wake him up, but he wasn't about to complain. With his hand stretched out to stroke her cheek. Gazing down she pulled her face away from his touch. His heart leaped into his throat as worry bore on his face. "What's wrong Rave?"

"Do you remember last night?" She asked her eyes staring in curiosity. Looking up to the left he tried to recall last night.

"I remember the club and dragging you out." he stated. With his forehead creased he shook his head once. "After that it's foggy." He answered honestly. He could see the disappointment in her eyes which made him feel guilty for not remembering more for her. Exhaling loudly she handed him the toast she had made. He eye the food and then turned his attention back to her. She pulled the coffee cup to her lips taking a large gulp. His brain finally waking up fully he realized his bed was actually her bed. He sat up and noticed that he was sporting his birthday suit underneath her sheets. Shame burned deep at him his brain coming to the conclusion of why she was being indifferent towards him. 'Shit.'

Beast Boy had some terrible characteristics. He was boisterous, cocky, a tease, and at times completely arrogant, but one the thing he took pride in was he knew how to treat girls, well most of the times. Never, not once did he press the sex topic with Raven. It was called being a gentleman, and he knew better to not over step his boundaries especially with her. He only when as far as he was allowed, which actually didn't really bother him. The silly, big-headed, changeling, had fallen quiet hard for the mysterious beauty. Spending time with her was rewarding in it's own way. Not wanting to screw up any chance of future with her, he had let her take the wheel and steer.

With his heart full of sorrow he hoped that a drunken hook up wouldn't be the end of their relationship. His hand moved towards her arm gently brushing against it. "I'm so sorry Raven." He whispered. She had mentioned that she just wasn't ready for it, not to mention what her powers may do. She shook her head and looked towards him.

"It's not your fault. It takes two to tango." He looked down and moved his thumb in circles on her arm.

"I know, but I also know that you wanted it to be special." He mumbled. With somber eyes she pursed her lips. Speaking softly she replied,

"Well there isn't anything we can do about it now." She stood and picked up the cup with her. Taking note of her sudden movements off the bed he looked at her worried again.

"Are we okay?" He asked, "This isn't going to break us up right?" A the wave of fear hit her head on as she could hear it in his voice and feel it emitting off of him. She bit the inside of her cheek pondering on what she wanted to do now. It hadn't been in entirely his fault, and it wasn't like he forced anything on her. It was clear that she was willing participant in the whole thing. She also knew what it would do to him if she were to call it quits. What it would do to her. They would never be the same. She turned back around walked back over to the bed. Sitting slightly on the edge she peered into his green orbs. She gave him a small smile and kissed his lip gently.

"It will have to be something much bigger to break us." She answered pulling away from his lips. His hand cupped her face as he stared into her eyes.

"I promise, when you're ready, it will be special." She rolled her eyes at his comment, sex wasn't something that you really planned. She pecked him, arose off the bed.

"Eat, then to the shower, Mister." She commanded. He moaned in responds and began stretching.

"You know I hate coffee, Rae." he whined to her.

"That's why I brought you got a Gatorade." He looked over and noticed the mug was gone and a bottle was all that was in it's place.

"You're the best secret girlfriend a guy could ever ask for." Garfield commented picking up the drink.

"I know." and with that she phased through the door.

...Three Weeks Later...

The two walked hand in hand down the hall way. They knew they were pushing their luck with Cyborg being just down the hall, but there was something thrilling in the chance of being caught. Both remain quiet letting the ambiance of the night linger between them. Beast Boy gently squeezed her hand as they approached her door. Lifting their hands to his lips, he kiss the top of her hand. Looking slightly past her and then behind him, he smiled at the lack of anyone around them.

"I enjoyed being with you tonight." He remarked a blush crept on her face as she looked down at his green tennis shoes.

"Thank you. I never quite know what to expect from you," She paused slightly smiling at him. "but I'm always happily surprised." Her heart sped up in her chest, as a thought came to her.

Grinning at her he took a step towards her. He was planning on closing the gap between them eventually. "You make me really happy, Rae." his gaze at her lips. His smile fell as she responded to his comment.

"I don't see how." Shaking his head he gave her an annoyed look. This was one of the things that Raven just couldn't understand no matter how many times it was explained to her. Beast Boy didn't know why it was such a perplexity that Raven could actually make him happy. He was a simple person so it shouldn't be so strange that the goth girl had the power to make him feel like he was floating on cloud nine when ever he was with her. There wasn't a real explanation as to why either, it simply just was. He rolled his eyes and leaned into her face. Brushing her lips softly with his, he could hear her sigh. His smile reappeared as he pulled away.

"Good night." he breathed in her ear. With his sensitive ears he could make out her steady heart beat. He gave her a lingering look and as he turned to walk away she blurted out,

"Why don't you come inside?" He stopped cold in his tracks. He was never was invited in. Pulled in on many occasions, but his presence had never been requested inside her room. Cocking his head towards her he stared curiously. She fidgeted as her eyes moved from the floor to the ceiling. With his breath catching in his throat he muttered,

"Okay." With the door opened for him he strode in his mind racing. She closed the door behind her checking twice for snoops. Before he had a chance to ask, she grabbed on the back of his neck pulling him down to her. Her kiss was passionate and fierce, making his animal senses peak for her.

They moved in sync with each other removing clothes as they went. Raven for the first time wasn't thinking of anything. She was just letting her body do what it wanted, and it wanted him. She gently pushed him on to the bed. With a look of surprise he groaned as his body landed. She gave a smirk then she began straddling him. Their mouths connected again as her hands moved down to his purple boxers. She played with the waist band letting her fingers brush against his exposed skin. With his heart drumming nearly out of his chest he couldn't help but moan. Raven sometimes would make the first move but she never took the lead, or teased him like this.

"I don't know what's gotten into you but I like it." He whispered. She responded with silence and began to kiss his neck. Biting softly at the fleshy parts. He growled involuntary his body taking over all brain function. As her hands moved down further his breath caught in his chest. With his body on fire, passion boiling to the top, he moaned and shuttered. He couldn't take it anymore, grabbing on to her flipped her over so he was the one straddling her. Licking her lips she could feel how desperate he was becoming. With quick hands she pulled off her own undergarments kicking them to the side of the bed. Another first for her. Taking his hand she guided him down past her hips. Helping push fingers inside she gave him a sincere look. Taking the hint he began his magic. She wrapped her arms around his neck they both looked down to see what he was doing then their eyes locked.

"I'm ready." She said in hush tone. Biting his lip wanted to ask if she was sure but he didn't. He nodded understanding and kissed her again. Something deep down in his subconscious was telling him that he should stop, it felt like bad timing since the last time they had done this they didn't even remember the events. He couldn't pull away from her though she felt so good, and he had waited so long to be with her. He chose to ignore his thoughts as he prepped himself and then gave one final look to her. A smile to confirm it, he gently slid into her.

She opened her legs wider to give him more room, with a slight sigh she couldn't believe how perfect he was. He grabbed her face and kissed her. A sense of familiarity came over both of them, like a distant dream. He had been inside her before, yet it felt like the first time. Her lips broke away as he continued to rock, a soft sound came from her lips. Worried he had some how hurt her, he began searching her beautiful face. Her eyes were closed, eye brows furrowed. Her mouth was partly opened letting out another soft moan. He smiled at her loving each and every second of this. Raven's last coherent thought, as he took his time kissing, touching and moaning her name, was 'So... this is what everyone is talking about.' Soon the breaths of the lovers became staggered, while moans, and whimpers became more frequent. It wasn't long before the two knew that something miraculous between them. This only proved what they both had secretly hoped, they had been made for each other.

"Raven." he spoke into her ear.

"Hmm?" Came her response. Laying on her side she faced him. They hadn't spoken for a long while as they slowly came down from the lust filled high. Finally the sound of her heart beat was fading from her ears. While she fought to keep her eyes open exhaustion was taking over. She felt him stick his hands in her soft violet hair gently rubbing her head.

"Should I just stay in here?" He asked. Wishing that she wouldn't make him leave to his dark cold room, far away from her. With her eyes shut her face showed contentment. She was almost asleep. She nodded not wanting him to abandoned her. He was so warm and loving. She felt his arms around her waist pulling her close to him. With a new feeling she had never felt before, she slowly felt her body slip into sleeps arm.

...

Waking up at it's usual time, Raven internal alarm clock in formed her it was time to get up. Moving her legs out of the sheets that were in a tangled mess. Sitting up and saw the wreckage before her. This is what she had expected the first time. Softy sighing she turned towards the green figure. Beast Boy step on his stomach arms above his head. Small smirk formed on her lips as she noticed the sheet barley covered anything showing off the sculpted rigid muscles on his back. Her stomach filled with desire for him again and she bit her lip. Leaning down she kissed his shoulder blade. He muttered something in his sleep that she couldn't make out.

"I'm getting up, I'll come back in a little while." She whispered. She didn't know if he heard her but accepted that his lack of response was more reason to get up.

She walked down the hall with her towel and clothes in hand. Multiple thoughts raced through making her take short steps. Last night had been rushed she'd admit, but it wasn't a regretful decision. After an inebriated birthday night, sex had been on her brain. After almost a month of not pushing it or asking about the matter, she decided it was time. She wanted to share herself with him, again. After a night like that she was surprisingly pleased. Garfield had been a perfect gentleman the whole time.

Approaching the bathroom door she pressed the button. Instead of freely opening, a soft click sound responded. Her forehead puckered in confusion, tilting her head to the left she couldn't here the shower running. Unlike anyone would be up at this hour she quietly knocked.

"Robin?" She asked, suspecting he would be the only one up at this hour. After a few seconds the door opened a crack. The face that peered out, was pale and drenched in a light mist of sweat. Dark circles and blood shot eyes from lack of sleep. His voice cracked softly as he spoke.

"Raven."

"Robin? Are you okay?" stupid question for her to ask but it came out before she could recounted it. Besides the slickly features, the emotions he put out was exhaustion and somberness. He shook his head,

"I got some sort of nasty flu." She frowned and took a step back. Last thing she needed was to get sick. Her powers always were a mess when sickness was around.

"Get some rest, you look awful." replying to him she turned and continued to walk down the hall. She decided the gym shower would have to be the other alternative.

...

Unfortunately it seemed the flu was determined to run its course though the Titans. Each member took turns of sleeping in the bathroom for at least a couple days. Raven seemed to be lucky with the illness only taking her out for a day, grateful for the shortness of the terrible flu. She did her best to keep clear of the other titans. Which would have been easy except for the fact that her "secret" boyfriend turned into a giant child when he was sick. Never wanting to be away from her for more than a minute. He made many claims to her, but finally settled on one. She was the only one he trusted to care for him. Which they both knew was a total lie, Cyborg had the most medical training out of all the Titans. He had made a make shift bed for himself on the couch and asked her to stay next to him. She did the best she could without causing suspicion from the other Titans. Finally after two weeks of hell everyone seemed to be doing much better.

Raven awoke the following day feeling awful. A wave of nausea rushed over her and she bolted from her room to the bathroom. Making it with no time to spear, stomach acid and bile came up. As she hugged the toilet, hateful thoughts came back to her. Did she really think she could some how managed to slide by and not get the full brunt of the evil sickness. She picked up a clean wash cloth and pressed it to her mouth. Not feeling any better she stood slowly. Turning the sink on, she dipped her rag into the cool water. Letting the wet cloth cool her skin, she took in deep breaths. Sighing softly, 'Why me?' was all she could think about.

That's how the next few days went, mornings became a regular dashes to the bathroom. She'd feel better after eating breakfast but the waves of nausea would plague her through out the day. Skipping lunch was also becoming a bad habit. Most surprisingly the others never noticed. Four days later, she sat on the edge of the tub wondering if something was seriously wrong. Seriously considering her symptoms, new thought came. Maybe this wasn't same flu that had afflicted the team. It could be something totally different, something that last longer. With shaking hands and short breaths she decided if she didn't feel better by tomorrow it would be time to talk to Cyborg.

...Later that day...

The violet haired girl sat on the couch, clutching her hot mug in hand. Taking small sips was helping the nauseous feeling. With a book in her hand she kept to herself. She had no idea where Cyborg was but she assumed that he was with Beast Boy. After her vomiting party in the bathroom she decide to go back to bed for a little bit. Surprisingly she hadn't seen the two misfits. Robin and Star were in the kitchen whispering softly to each other. Doing her best to ignore the two love birds she couldn't help but get the feeling that the topic of conversation was actually her. With the feeling only getting stronger she tuned her thoughts towards them.

"Robin, I'm not usually wrong about these things." Star pressed Robin rolled his eyes at his girlfriend. He turned his attention on the newspaper in his hand.

"Star I told you, that it's not really any of our business, plus I think we would know if she was seeing someone." He commented his eyes finding an interesting article. Green eyes shifted as Star peered over at Raven. Taking a step forward she pressed her shoulder into his back.

"I'm not from this world, but I'm not stupid on the process ofconception." the Tamaranean whispered. Raven dropped her tea cup spilling all the contents on to the floor.

"Shit." Raven muttered under her breath. The two had stopped staring at her. Knowing she had been caught she stood up and grabbed the kitchen towel hanging on the stove handle. She gave Star a look before going back to her mess. The alien sat quietly wishing she hadn't opened her mouth. Robin just focused on his article, he didn't know how to help Star out this one. Her theory was crazy, he knew it, and now Raven was about to know it too.

Raven strode back into the kitchen with her tea cup. She gently sat it in the sink and turned back towards Starfire. Guilt radiated off her, which only confirmed what she thought she had heard. "Starfire, may I please talk to you privately?"

Starfire gave a longing look towards the man near her. Not getting anything from him she knew that he was going to be no help to her. She sighed and looked up. "What ever for friend Raven?" She asked giving her a soft look.

"Cut the shit Starfire." Raven bit. Star let out a small eekp noise and bit her lip. Raven was not in the mood for her dumb naive alien garbage that she'd pull with Robin. Finally complying the two girls walked down the hall towards Starfire's room. Once inside Raven turn around arms folded against her chest.

"Explain now." she stated Star gave her a sheepish smile and began to tapping her fingers together. Raven glared at her slightly causing the alien to sigh loudly.

"Okay friend Raven please forgive me for the assumptions. As a Tamaranean, we have unique abilities."

"AND? I know that already. What is this about conception?" Raven inquired.

"Well, one of the special powers we have is, we can see when a woman is with child." She paused slightly then added. "As in before they actually start showing."

"What?" Raven asked confused what did this have do with her.

"I can see pregnancy before others can." Star repeated.

"And what does this have to do with me?" Star shifted uncomfortably, and peered at the goth.

"Raven are you with child?" she questioned.

Shock hit Raven hit her head on as her eyebrows raise nearly off her forehead. She scoffed slightly shaking her head. Not possible. "No." She stated then looked off to the side thinking. Starfire's confused look was disheartening. Starfire nodded then stated,

"This is what Robin said as well, I must be mistaken. It's just you show all the signs of it." Raven continued to shake her head.

"Signs?" she stated breathless. Her heart was pounding in her chest.

"Yes, change in appetite, mood swings, fuller breasts," She paused looked down. Raven followed and stared down at her chest. 'They aren't "fuller," Right?' Raven thought. "And Both Robin and I have heard you in the bathroom in the morning. You must be having the nausea?"

"No," She rejected again. "I mean yes, but..." She was wrong right? She had to be. Gar and her had been careful. Used protection.

"Like I said my apologies Raven, after all the signs then when I look at you I see the blue aura around you, I just assumed-" She was cut off by Raven

"Starfire you have to have unprotected sex to get-" Stopping mid sentence her voice dropped off. Horror struck her face as she dashed from Starfires to her own.

The door couldn't opened fast enough as her feet didn't even touch the floor. Once inside her eyes began searching, the ground was bare as she had cleaned up long since the incident. Her body moved towards her waste basket. Falling to her knees she began digging through her own trash. Huffing in frustration she dumped out the contents and right on top was the item she had been looking for. Like a sparkling diamond her hand shook, picking it up. Feeling like she was having a heart attack she fingers toyed with small package. It had been opened partly sticking her finger inside, she pulled out the perfect ring shape. With air being completely sucked out of her body. She dropped the unused condom, letting it fall. Panic stricken she turned around her chest burning. She gulped in air the floor spun from under her. Her door opened letting Starfire come in to view.

"Friend I was worr-" She stopped seeing the look on Raven's face.

"I need to go to the store." She blurted out.

...

Clenching the brown sack in her hand she bee lined for the bathroom. Starfire followed close behind her. "Raven shall I wait out here for you?" Raven swallowed slightly always a very private person she had been, but today right then, she was not emotionally stable.

"No, you need to come in too." She answered grabbing her wrist dragging her into the bathroom with her.

After reading the box three times Raven sat on the toilet. Her leg nervously bounced up and down. "Well?" she croaked Starfire held the white stick in her hands, after Raven begged her to take it because she couldn't handle holding it. The girl shook her head indicating that it was still processing. "It shouldn't be taking this long." Raven cried she buried her head in her hands.

"The box says it will take-"

"I read the damn box, I know how long it will take." Raven bit. Starfire became silent ignoring Raven's rudeness. She focused on the test. Raven couldn't handle the anxiety she was having. Her palms were clammy and she felt very cold. Her body began to tremor as she fought to keep her stomach from coming up.

Starfire eyes grew as she stared at the test. She took in a big breath and looked towards Raven. Raven felt her stomach drop and her heart stop beating. Starfire bit her lip and then produced a small smile. Turned the stick around, so Raven could see it as well. Her eyes stared at the symbol. With her mouth agape she heard Starfire mutter out the two worst words she's ever heard,

"It's positive."