Doctor Patient confidentiality

(Warning)(Rape, drugs, alcohol) (Very dark Fic, I got the idea watching an SVU law an order episode. I hope ya'll like it, I apologize for the spelling errors)

Three years has passed since Korra's brush with death, she lost the power to walk for two of those years and spent every night screaming her head off in fear that he would come back. The men who took everything from her; her childhood, her happiness, and her innocence, Zaheer took everything from her.

Rock music echoed through a small town home in republic city's mid-class citizens. Korra had be gifted the house when her uncle Tenzin had built his home on the island in the bay, being a high council member has its perks, like lots of money. Korra had also inherited a large amount of money from her other uncle that she never talked about.

Korra was leaning over a table sniffing a white powder up her nose with a pen shaft. After getting all five of the lines up her nose she leaned back to let the pain pills take effect. She looked at the clock on her wall reading three twenty. "Oh fuck!" she threw on some pants and grabbed her keys and a few bills and ran out the door. "Fuck if I'm late again he'll send the whole fucking police force after me." Korra was sprinting through the city trying to get to her appointment.

(Asami)(yesterday morning)

Being the daughter of a rich inventor and engineer was enough pressure as it was; having a master's degree in engineering wasn't enough, she wanted a full degree in phycology. Asami sat at home running through some job options when her cell rang.

"hello?" Asami asked filling a paper out with information.

"ah Miss. Sato I have some good news for you." Dr. Iroh said smiling.

"oh how so?" Asami asked hoping this was the call she had been waiting for.

"well it would seem one of our doctors has resigned, I have taken many of his patients but there is one that no one is willing to take, she is a very interesting case." Iroh said seriously. "I would also like to offer you full employment." He said smiling.

"oh my! thank you! Yes I would love to take the job, when do you want me in?" Asami asked excited. "well your patient has appointments every other day, so I would like you in early tomorrow so I can brief you on her case." Iroh said. "is ten alright for you?" he asked.

"oh yes that's fine I will be there." Asami smiled and hung up the phone.

(next day)

Asami got there right on time, "iroh's psychiatric healing" she stepped inside to see a secretary with light black hair framed her face, and light green eyes and semi tanned skin. "Umm hi I'm the new employee to see Dr. Iroh." Asami said sweetly.

"Oh yes, your office is through there, my name is Opal beifong by the way, and Dr. Iroh is back there. Want me to take you stuff to your desk for you?" Opal asked nicely. She saw Asami holding box filled with different things from pens, to pictures for her desk.

"Yes please… I'll just go meet him then." She said walking into the large office. There was a heavy set man sitting at a large desk, he had a white beard and a very kind smile. He had a white lotus figure carved into his desk. "Ah Miss. Sato I presume, oh and right on time. Sit down best to get this out of the way do you can get your office in order… okay salary; thirteen yuan an hour since you only have one patient so far. Also work is everyday other than the weekend, not counting emergency visits. Any questions so far?" Iroh asked smiling.

"Umm I'd like to get a better grasp on my patient." She said honest. "oh of course." He grabbed a blue file with a black spacer hanging from it. He handed her the file to read as he spoke. "Her name is Korra Snow, born and raised in Alaska." He cleared his throat and took a sip of tea.

"Twenty one years old and comes from a pretty black past, she was sexually abused by her uncle, he sold her body to another man by the name of Zaheer. For an unknown reason she refuses to give her parents the time of day. After Zaheer and his gang were captured she was with them, she was fifteen when she was taken away from them. at seventeen Zaheer escaped prison, and repeated the assault on her, this time going as far as after he raped her, he threw her in front of a moving car to get killed. The car ran over her spine, causing her paralysis." Iroh saw Asami let a tear slip down her cheek.

He pretended not to notice and continued, "after two years of heavy physical therapy she regained her ability to walk, but has since had violent outbursts, suicide attempts, and drug abuse." Iroh said a little sadly. "She will be here at about three thirty, she is sometimes late so don't be alarmed if she comes bursting through the door." Asami nodded and left him to his work. She went about reading the patients file and set up her office.

(three forty)

Korra skidded to the door, and ran inside panting "Jesus Korra, pace yourself next time." Opal said handing Korra a little bottle of water. "Hey. You know how Zuko can be; he'd send the whole swat team after me if I was late." Korra panted. "Well lucky for you Zuko retired, you have a new doctor today." Opal said signing some paper work. "Wait; I wasn't told about a new doctor, what the hell!" Korra was getting pissed, she didn't like having new doctors, it made it to where she would have to go over her story so they can get it fresh to analyze. "Korra don't be like that, your late already now get in there." Opal said sternly. Korra huffed and went inside not even caring about shutting the door behind her. She sat on the sofa not even noticing the beautiful woman behind the desk.

Asami watched the tan woman come into her office and sit on the sofa, leaving the door open. Opal got up and closed the door. "Thank you opal." Asami said signing a few more papers. That's when Korra noticed her, sweet voice, beautiful hair and even more beautiful green eyes.

"Oh wow talk about an upgrade from old man Zuko." Korra sighed trying to settle her stomach, snorting pain pills then running on an empty stomach doesn't usually go that well. "Umm don't suppose you have a bucket by that desk do you?' Asami saw Korra gag slightly and rushed over with a bucket so she could empty her stomach. Asami saw a white pill come out with the bile and sighed. After she threw her guts up Asami tipped her head back and whipped her face with a wet towel she got from the bathroom.

"Oxycodone or hydrocodone?" Asami asked sternly. "Hehe that shit is for babies, naw this is OxyContin, threw up my back up though, oh well I'm good for now." Korra leaned back into the chair and sighed in content. Asami sat back in her chair, "Korra why take the pills?" Asami asked grabbing a clip board and pen.

"Numbs the pain, makes it easier to sleep." Korra said smiling. "Having issues with sleep?" Asami asked writing down on the paper. "Always have issues with sleeping." Korra looked the woman and her smile faded when she eyed a wrist watch on her arm. "P-please t-take that off." Korra stuttered. Images of a large gold watch being set on her night table echoed through the room and Korra began to cry. Asami looked up to see Korra about to fall into hysterics, "take what off Korra?" Asami asked.

"T-the watch. Please." Korra begged, she fell out of the sofa and crawled to the corner and did her best to hide under the table in the corner. Asami looked down at her watch, she turned and took it off and hid it in her desk, and she pulled her sleeves back to show the tanned woman. "Okay okay watch is gone, see, nothing there." She said calmly. Korra was pounding her head into the wall, "please don't, please don't, I did what you asked, I made them feel good just like you said." Korra said softly still banging her head on the wall.

Asami did the only thing she could think of, she knew initiating physical is not done in the doctor patient realm, because it could maybe cause the patient to grow attachments or cause harm, but she didn't care. She took the damaged woman into her arms and held her close. Korra's head stopped pounding when the smell of vanilla, and coconuts invaded her nose and everything stopped. Her uncle was frozen with his hand raised, with a shirt wrapped around his fist. All of a sudden the image fell away and she was in her doctor's office, with her therapist wrapped tightly around her, as if protecting her.

She cleared her throat, "you can let go now… I'm okay." She said tired. Asami pulled back and helped Korra to sit down. "Sorry you had to see that, I don't do well with wrist watches." Korra said embarrassed. "it's alright, would you like to continue the session or would you like to go home? I know that wasn't very fun for you just now." Asami asked worried. "I'll stay, they happen every now and then, sometimes they are triggered some are just random." Korra said laying back into the sofa and Asami went for the chair again. "so why are you having problems sleeping?" Asami asked. "Nightmares, about what happened to me… I never got your name by the way." Korra said trying to change the subject as soon as possible. "my name is Asami, do you have any friends Korra?" Asami asked trying to get a better understanding of the woman's support system. "Uhh well I have my best friends Bolin and Mako. I met them when I first came to the city, they were in alcohol remission when I met them." Korra said smiling slightly.

"Any family?" Asami asked. Korra tensed and sighed, "umm I have parents but I don't talk with them." Korra said shifting uncomfortably. "May I ask why?" Asami asked taking off her glasses. "No you may not. Let me ask you something have you ever done this before? Council a patient I mean?" Korra asked curious. "This is my first real case since I graduated." Asami said and Korra laughed "wow they stick the rookie with the most fucked up individual in republic city. Congratulations if you can fix me I guess your wonder woman." Korra laughed sarcastically.

"Korra you don't need fixed there is nothing wrong with you." Asami said writing something down on the paper. "WH-what did you just say?' Korra asked shocked. "There is nothing wrong with you; you've just had bad things happen to you, things that should not have happened. You are hurt and I am here to try and help you heal those wounds. If you will let me." Asami said honest.

"Wow, every doctor I have had has either tried to fuck me or fix me, healing me is a new one I'll give you that." Korra said getting up to get a glass of water. "What do you mean?" Asami asked. "well; had this one doctor fresh after Zaheer got fried for what he did to me this last time, had a therapist that really wanted to fuck, I needed a doctors okay to get back to work and well he got what he wanted… till I switched doctors to Iroh, but his case load got to heavy and left me to Zuko, and now you. Zuko wanted to fix me, so did Iroh." Korra sighed.

"Hmm well I am here to listen to you, and help you not fix you; after all I can't fix what isn't broken." Asami said smiling. Korra was feeling more at ease with this new doctor, and she wanted to play with her a little bit. She walked over to the doctor's desk and spun her around, to sit on her lap and grind her hips into the woman with the clip board still in her hand. "Mmm you smell good." Korra moaned into her ear.

Asami was stunned one second she is writing down some notes the next Korra is dry humping her in her chair. Her hand was forced to grip the womas large breast. "you know you want it, I'll give it to you for free if you want." Korra's mind was blank, going on auto pilot as it always did in these situations. Asami shook out of her haze, and gently picked up the woman and set her on the sofa and stepped away, "I'm sorry Korra, but that can never happen." Asami said sitting back in her chair. Korra was angered by this and stormed out of the office.

Opal stuck her head in and looked at Asami with her head in her hands. "Handful aint she?" she said sadly. "How the hell does someone go through that and live? What she has gone through, I thought I knew evil but Jesus-"she was shocked at her only patients' story. "There is a lot about her that you don't know, a lot of that file leaves a lot of stuff out, like why she was made to take these appointments, why the government pays for every visit. Also from the looks of it she tried to seduce you." Opal said sadly.

"How did you know?' Asami asked blushing. "she does that to anyone she thinks is interesting, she did it to me the first day in meeting me, Iroh stopped her from doing anything she would overly regret, when she gets like that "Korra" actually takes a back seat and her body does all the dirty work. She never remembers sleeping with people when she does that." Opal said setting the table back up. "How do you know all this stuff?" Asami asked. "Well one day she had a session and it was her birthday. She said her two friends were in remission for alcohol so she asked me to accompany her for a drink, I did and she told me a lot about herself. I like to think we are friends, she tells me a lot of things when we get together." opal said sitting in the sofa across from the desk.

"What else can you tell me?' Asami asked intrigued. "Well you can't say I told you, but she doesn't like men, she tried dating her friend Mako and it didn't work out, she had a flash back and he nearly died because of a collapsed lung. She also tried dating a really nice guy from her recovery group but same thing happened except he pressed charges and she was given three years' probation and community service, she just got off about a month ago." Opal said softly.

Opal looked around and closed the door and locked it, "This is not in the file and I did not tell you this… it says in the report that her uncle sold her off to Zaheer and that's true, what's not in there is that Korra killed him." Opal said and Asami's eyes bugged out of her head.

"Pleaded temporary insanity and she got away with it, it wasn't till Zaheer broke out of prison and rapped her for three days straight did the government agree to pay for her counseling." Opal saw a small blood smear on the wall were Korra was banging her head.

"Did she have an episode?" opal asked. "Yeah, she pulled out of it though." Asami said putting Korra's file away. "Wait she pulled out of it? How?' opal asked sitting on the chair in front of the large desk. "I know its against protocol but I didn't know what else to do, I hugged her and she pulled out of it, then she tried to jump my bones." Asami said blushing at the memory.

"Whoa wait a second! You're telling me that she pulled out of an episode because of you? "Opal was shocked and awed. "Yes why is that such a surprise?" Asami asked throwing her pen on the desk a little frustrated. "Miss. Sato-"Asami cut her off. "Call me Asami please, Miss. Sato makes me sound so old." Asami said leaning back in her chair.

"Asami, Korra has never been able to pull out of an episode, she is needed to be sedated and more often than not sleeps on this very sofa… what triggered her if I might ask?" opal asked shifting in her seat a little. Asami opened up her desk and pulled out her wrist watch. Opal sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"I'm surprised Iroh didn't catch that, his age really must be getting to him, wrist watches and I believe tourniquets set her off. I don't know why the tourniquets do but I know why the watch does." Asami leaned forward intent on listening. "When he uncle would come do things to her, he would always-"Iroh pushed open the door "Asami how did it go? I saw her run out and wanted to know everything is alright." Iroh said concerned.

"Yes was just a little rocky for our first meeting, to be expected right." Asami said sweetly. "Mm yes she is a very special case Asami, are you sure you can handle it?" he asked. "Yes sir, I think next visit will go way better."

(next appointment)

Korra was feeling worse than usual, her dealer wouldn't pick up the phone and she was having withdrawn symptoms. She was having cold sweats and her skin itched and burned, yet she managed to pull herself from her bed and make her way to her appointment, early even. She sat in the cool lobby listening to opal talk on the phone. She couldn't take it anymore though; she walked over to opal's desk and started looking through it for the thousandth time since she started therapy. "Korra you know there is nothing in there." Opal said sadly.

She threw a stack of papers through the room and sat back down gripping her hair in her hands. "Come on opal, I can't do this, you got to have something I can use." Korra begged her muscles were starting to sting and her stomach began churning. Before opal could say anything Asami's door opened. "Korra come on back." Asami said smiling. Korra got up and walked back into the room with some effort and sat on the sofa, her head resting in her hands. "can I get you some water?' Asami asked filling a cup from the fountain. "no, you can get me pills, that's what I want." Korra said lifting her head and popping it in the process.

"oh you know I cant do that, seems your having a pretty bad day, do you want to talk about it?" Asami asked sitting in her chair. Korra looked her over and Asami rose her wrists, "no watches, never liked that one anyway, glad you hated it, gave me a reason to throw it out." Asami laughed slightly and it caused Korra's heart to flutter. "y-you…" Korra began to say something but quickly shut up.

"I what Korra?" she asked still smiling. Korra swallowed the lump in her throat, "y-your laugh, i-its really pretty." Korra was not one for outright complementing people; she always kept her mouth shut and her thoughts to herself. "Oh well thank you, I'm sure yours is pretty as well if I can ever get the privilege of hearing it." Korra smiled slightly and Asami's heart sunk, her eyes held a little humor, but behind it was mountains of obstacles and pain.

"So I wanted to ask you… why wrist watches Korra." Asami asked, she needed Korra to start opening up about what happened to her, or they were going to get nowhere fast. Korra went ridged. "Would you like me to just go over what happened to me, I'm sure Opal gave you a small preview?" Korra knew opal only looked out for her, but that didn't mean Korra liked it all that much. "If that's what's easier for you then whenever you're ready." Asami said sweetly.

"I can't just start talking about it, asking a question helps me stay in the now and not go back to then." Korra said folding her fingers together. "Okay then, how old where you when the abuse started?" Asami asked.

"umm I guess it started at about seven, I would visit my cousins during the summer months, but when I hit about seven or eight things started getting weird." Korra's said. "What would he do that was weird?" Asami asked

"My uncle would rub my shoulders; wash me when I was in the bath. I thought it was normal, but he always did it when everyone was gone or asleep. When I hit ten it got really bad, he would make me touch him, an he would do the same." Korra adjusted uncomfortably. "Around what age did the assaults worsen?" Asami asked her heart aching for the woman in front of her.

"When I hit thirteen was when- anyway little while went by and he forced me to live with him, he eventually sold me to a friend of his named Zaheer…" Korra swallowed the lump in her throat trying not to cry. "Do you know why he did this?" Asami asked. "I don't know, it was when I hit puberty that he stopped touching me for a while, I thought he was letting me go home finally but he gave to zaheer instead." Korra whipped a single fallen tear from her cheek.

"Anyway, that's where the watch comes in, every time he was about to rape or beat me he would take his watch off and set it on the night table." Korra took a shaky breath and sighed and leaned back. "Think I could have a smoke, I'm dying here." Korra begged pulling out a pack of cigarettes. "Hmm how about we take a walk, its beautiful out today?" Asami suggested, she had a thought a warmer more public environment might get her to open up.

"Uhh sure, field trip lets go." Korra smiled without realizing and set off for the door. Opal was shocked when she saw the toothy smile on her friends face. Asami followed with her wallet in her back pocket. "What did you do?" opal asked. "Field trip." Was all Asami said and followed the Alaskan outside.

"Any other questions Doc?" Korra asked lighting her smoke. "So why the dependency on drugs; and alcohol?" Asami asked she was honestly just curious now. "helps me forget for a little while, makes the memories fade, nothing else ever seems to help so I just go with that." Korra said honest.

"Also I always have pain in my legs and back, some days I can't walk, some days I limp around. I'm sure you saw on the news three years ago about the escaped convict that tracked his victim back down and tried to kill em." Korra bought herself and Asami a hot dog. "Yes actually I did what about it?" Asami knew where this was going but she had the woman fully opening up to her. "Well said convict was my dear friend Zaheer and said victim is standing right in front of you. He broke out of jail and tried to kill me for testifying against him, well he could have killed me but zaheer always loved taking his time with me." Korra threw the wrappings of her hotdog in the trash can as they walked around Avatar Park, which was close to the office. "For three days I re-lived every moment of hell and worse than I ever experienced in my entire life" Korra sat on a bench and sighed. "he killed himself, death by cop, I always wanted to thank Lin Beifong for doing me the favor, but I never got the chance." Korra gave a sad laugh.

"You want to know what's interesting." Korra said looking Asami in the eye. "What?' she replied. "I have never felt so at ease than when you are around, I've never known anyone who could pull me out of an episode like you did the other day." Korra said serious. "Since I've been out here on this walk I haven't wanted to call my dealer and ask if he has re-up… so I have a question for you." Kora said trying her best to get a grip on herself. "w-would you do me the pleasure in going out to dinner tomorrow night?' Korra asked scared as hell of the imminent rejection.

Asami was shocked she didn't expect the woman to open up as much as she did let alone ask her out on a date. "Eh never mind, forget I asked. We better get back or Iroh will have a cow." With that Korra got up and headed back to the office without another word. Before Korra could fully leave Asami grabbed her hand, "can you give me till tomorrow morning to make a decision, I could lose my license if we were to get caught dating." Asami said honest. She definitely had an attraction for the younger woman, and enjoyed the idea of having a relationship, but she was so wounded and hurt, Asami found herself wondering if she was enough to heal the woman.

"I'll make you a deal, I don't pop a pill and don't drink for the whole week, you let me take you out on a date." Korra smiled sweetly. Asami couldn't help but smile back, "deal." She would do anything to get the woman before her stronger, to be happy. Korra nodded and walked away with a smile on her face.

Asami walked back inside the office and Opal was waiting in her office, "spill it, what happened, I've never seen that girl actually smile, I didn't know the woman had teeth!" opal gasped. "Actually it was mostly her, she asked me out on a date." Asami said right to the point, she felt she could trust opal. "Whoa no fucking way! She did! Shy Korra asked you out?" opal was bouncing up and down. "She told you everything today didn't she?" opal asked. "Yeah."

Opal squealed with glee, "wow she must really like you, it would take weeks for her to open up normally but day two and she told you everything and asked for a date." Asami cut her off, "it was more of a deal really, she asked if she went sober off the pills and the bottle if she can take me out at the end of the week." Asami smiled

"holy shit Asami this is huge!, please tell me your going to." Opal said excited. "why are you pushing for this? how do you know I even like girls?" Asami asked blushing and smiling slightly.

"I see the way you look at her, I know you check out those arms and ass, and besides you guys would be adorable together, your good for her Asami I can see it, you might be the one to get her life the way its suppose to be, hell give you guys time and you might convince her to finally talk to her parents again, I just want her to be happy, god knows she deserves it." opal said serious.

Asami sighed and her smile faultere, "opal how the hell can I help her, as her doctor I can help her, but in a romantic aspect I wouldn't know where to start." Asami said sadly. "I don't date often, and when I do they are not as hurt as she is, most were doctors themselves." Asami was being honest, she didn't know how to help Korra that way. Opal sat on the desk and looked her in the eye, "my fiancée is a recovering alcoholic, as a matter of fact Korra was the one who set us up, I hates alcoholics, my brother became one and now we have no idea if he is alive or dead. But here is what I learned, that bottle is all the comfort they know, you need to show them that there is better comfort, better comfort with you. Ever since I found Bolin near dead on his bathroom floor after a big fight that when I finally understood." Opal whipped a tear away from her cheek.

"we had fought about his drinking problem, I told him it was easy, just put the bottle down, and he tried so hard to explain to me that it wasn't that easy. We had the fight and I hadn't herd form him in a few days so I called his brother, he said Bo was on a huge drinking binge, and couldn't get him to stop. I ran to his apartment and found him face down in his own vomit, I managed to get him awake and asked him why, he said that his opal had left him, he passed back out and I called emergency services, he nearly died of alcohol poisoning, I've stood by him ever since. He has yet to slip off the wagon since I've been there." Opal smiled and pulled a picture from her wallet.

In the photo was opal smiling in a green sundress, and a black haired green eyed boy with a nice smile was kissing her cheek. The photo couldn't help but make her laugh a little, "He seems really sweet." Asami said handing the picture back, "oh the sweetest thing on this earth, and s funny, he makes me laugh every day, but when he drank he would get so sad, and angry, he would never hit me or anything but he would punch walls and throw things. When he would get to bad Korra was always there to pull him out of it… one time him and Mako got on a drinking binge and were fighting one another destroying the house, Korra was still in a wheelchair but she pulled herself out of bed and rolled down the stairs, she managed to get Bolin in a grip but he had hurt her some, but she never let them hurt each other." Opal was crying a little now.

"hehe my little brother Huan, well he's very gay, has known since he was nine, he was made fun of and teased, one day it got so bad they beat him up and made him run home with no pants on, the only person he knew that even liked the same sex was Korra, so he ran half way across the city to talk to her, this was fresh after her run in with that car. She spent the whole day telling him it didn't matter what they said or did, whatever makes you happy don't let them ruin it for you, fight back and show them you are not inferior, my brother was never picked on again, as a matter of fact the boy that picked on him became his boyfriend a few months ago… my point is that Korra will do everything in her power to take care of others in need, she has no one to do that for her, and Asami, I think you the perfect person to try." With that opal left the office so she could leave the doctor with her thoughts.

(end of the week)

Okay come on Korra it's the last day, and tomorrow you go out with her, come on hold out." she was giving herself a pep-talk, her body was on fire, and her eyed ached. "Fuck I want one so bad." Korra eyed her bottle of pills sitting on the counter just laughing at her; begging her to take a few to ease the ache. Her legs burned and her back ached, "no!." Korra limped out of her apartment late at night and began walking, she limped for a little while then noticed someone following her, she moved a little faster and they picked up the pace. Her heart was racing and her blood was burning with fear, she dove into an ally and the person who was following her passed by without another glance.

"Fuck I'm losing my mind." Korra cried a little and she saw a man across the street, and she knew him well, "zaheer?" the man diapered as a car passed by. She cried harder now, she pulled her phone from her pocket and shuffled through the contacts till she found the one she needed.

She pressed the call button and waited with shaking hands. "Please pick up, please pick up." Korra begged.

The phone rang one more time and a very tired Asami picked up the phone, "h-hello?" Asami asked groggy.

Korra felt horrible for waking her, "i-I'm sorry." She hung up the phone and shoved it back in her pocket; she curled her knees into her chest and started to cry as rain dropped on her head. She herd her phone buzzing in her pocket a few times then decided to turn it off not caring anymore. She sat in the cold rain tears falling freely down her cheeks, lightning began to travel the sky and Korra silently hopped a bolt would strike her and end her torment.

After the phone was hung up Asami looked at the contact number and it read Korra. "Oh no." she tried calling back a few times but then It suddenly was shut off, "fuck!" Asami dressed quickly and jumped in her car and sped off to Korra's apartment. She pounded on the door, and Mako answered, "whoa lady we didn't order a dancer got wrong place," he went to shut the door but she put her foot in the way, "I'm Korra's doctor, she called me, and I'm concerned, is she here?" Asami asked panicking slightly.

Mako woke up a bit more and ran over to Korra's room finding it a mess and the sheets messed up, and Naga still in her crate. He ran back to the door, "no she's not here." He was panicking a little as well; he knew she was off for the last week, "I hope she doesn't try to commit again, here come inside a moment." He pulled her in and went back to Korra's room. he pulled Naga from her crate and a shirt Korra had worn yesterday. "Here, I'm on house arrest so I can't help you look, but take Naga, she will find her that dog could find Korra in a snow storm. Here is her shirt, good luck, please call this number if you find her." Mako said handing her his cell number. She nodded and took the dog by the leash. She pulled her jacket tight and let the dog sniff the shirt. The white ball of fluff put her nose to the pavement and started walking. They walked a quarter of a mile when the dog turned into an ally and started rummaging through some old boxes and trash. "Come on Naga we need to find Korra." That's when she noticed the dog licking a hand and jumping on a body.

Asami quickly pushed Naga out of the way and saw Korra crying in the fetal position on the wet ground. "Korra it Asami can you get up?' Asami asked leaning over the crying woman, Korra turned and wrapped her arms around Asami. 'Luckily I work out." Asami rose from the ground picking Korra up and setting her up right against the wall, "I'm going to get my car okay. Naga stay." Asami commanded and ran down the street to get her car. She made it back to the ally in record time; she picked Korra up and put her in the backseat with Naga up front. Asami did the only thing she could think of at the moment. Bring them to her place.

When they got there Asami pulled Korra from the car and headed into the large house. She got the woman into her bathroom and started a hot shower. Asami went to remove the soaking wet blue shirt but was stopped by soft tanned hand's, they traveled up Asami's arms and cupped her pale cheeks. all of a sudden soft lips crashed softly with rosy red ones, and Asami couldn't help the little man that escaped her when a warm tongue sprang out and licked her bottom lip.

"Korra, we shouldn't." Asami said and Korra whimpered, "please Asami, please make me forget, even for just a minute; make me forget what they did, show me what's It's like to be loved for once." Korra cried out. She needed this; she needed Asami to show her there was more to life than pain and torture.

Asami removed Korra's shirt and pants, she as well removed her clothes and pulled Korra in for a deep kiss, "o-okay… just don't regret this tomorrow." Asami said nibbling Korra's ear. "never." Was all she replied. They stepped into the hot shower and Asami pulled Korra's back to her and she gasped at what she saw. The letters "ZW" was burned into her right shoulder blade, and marks off whip lash scars decorated the perfect skin. Asami could see on the back of her thighs were knife marks, all at different angels. Asami brought her hands up to grip Korra's hip and the woman hissed out in slight pain. Asami looked down to see her right hand was gripping what seemed like another burn scar but different.

"Zaheer stuck a hot knife into my hip, don't worry about it." Korra moaned when Asami's left hand started massaging her breasts. Asami watched as her right hand ventured to another scar, this one was nice and straight cut along her abdomen. "Umm had an obstruction removed." Korra lied for that one, out of all her scars that one she hated the most. Asami didn't seem to notice and moved to the next one just below her rub cage and reached around to the back of her hip. "This one?" Asami asked kissing the younger woman's shoulder.

"Mmm another hot knife, he liked the way my skin sizzled when he did it, that's why there is so many." Korra moaned into the older woman's touch. "Korra, I don't want this to be a one-time thing, I want to help heal you, if we do this, it isn't just sex or fucking, I would make love to you tonight." Asami whispered and Korra's heart sunk. "j-just please don't hurt me, I don't think I could take it." Korra begged whining at the thought of losing the woman behind her.

"I will never leave you as long as you want me there." Asami said sucking on Korra's neck softly. "Tell me what you want. I don't want to scar you." Asami said pulling her into a tight embrace as the water cascaded down their hot bodies. Korra took Asami's hand and sucked on her index finger, wetting it. She guided the hand between her legs and had the pale woman touch her. Asami got the hint and started off slow; she found Korra's clit and started rubbing it softly.

Korra let out a moan, 'god this is nothing like them, it doesn't hurt… it feels… good.' Korra thought as the finger rubbed her clit. She remembered her uncle would be so ruff with it, pinch it hard, lick it till it was raw, all the things Korra hated. Korra's hips started moving with the fingers, "more. Inside." Korra managed to say those three words and Asami brought two fingers to her mouth and suckled them, one of them already having Korra's juices on it. The taste was amazing, Korra was sweet tasting, and so delicious. "Korra, I want to taste you." Asami said hotly.

Korra thought for a moment, "okay just slow, last time wasn't very fun." Korra said slightly afraid. Asami nodded and kissed down her back till she was on her knees. She kissed and licked every scar on her thighs and turned her to face her. Asami stroked her tongue over the slit and made Korra jump in surprise and moan images seeped into her mind but she fought them. "Korra look at me, keep your eyes on me." Asami said pulling away. Korra opened her eyes and locked eyes with forest greens.

Asami never looked away from those ocean blues as she leaned back down and slipped Korra's clit in her mouth softly, she used her tongue to slide over it gently and sucked on it. Korra couldn't help but rock her hips into that beautiful mouth. As she looked into those eyes a smile started to appear on her lips, nothing was coming to her mind, not the pain, not the torture. That was until Korra rocked her hips forward a little too hard and a loud pop echoed through the shower.

The pain was so intense Korra couldn't even scream, what did happen however was her legs went limp and Asami caught her just in time. Korra began crying silently in agony, "Korra, baby, what happened did I hurt you?" Asami asked worried. "b-back, p-pain." Korra could barely get the words out between the heavy breathing and tears. Asami understood instantly, 'how could I have been so dumb' Asami kept her hoisted up with one arm and turned the shower off. She wrapped a towel around the younger girl and picked her up and moved her to the bedroom, her hair still sopping wet. "i-I'm sorry." Korra said.

"Don't be I should have remembered shower sex is tough on the back; is there anything I can do?" Asami asked sad that her lover was in pain. "I need y-you to rub my legs, I n-need to know what I can and can't feel." Korra struggled out but the pain was dulling slightly now that she was on a soft bed. Asami went to her feet a hand on each and started with the toes, "feel that?" Asami asked.

"a little, it's a good sign, go higher." Korra said moaning slightly at the contact. Asami got a bright idea that could continue their earlier activity. Asami began kissing Korra's ankle and began rubbing her calves. Korra couldn't help but moan a little, the contact was dulled due to damaged nerve endings, but not fully gone; and massages are the best feeling in the world for Korra.

Asami had worked her mouth to Korra's thighs and kissed every scar, "Korra were these-"she was cut off. "From me?... no zaheer would cut my thighs if I ever resisted. These were me." Korra rubbed her fingers over the light scar on her throat, and wrists. "doc did a real good job on my throat, I was to chicken shit to get deep enough, my wrists on the other hand, well I didn't hesitate as much." Korra looked away in shame, she didn't know why she was telling Asami every skeleton in her closet, but she trusted her, might even love her.

Asami had tears in her eyes, she didn't want to pity the woman but she couldn't help the ache she felt for the woman. She said nothing but just kissed the scars on her legs over and over. She made her way up to Korra's womanhood and looked up to lock eyes.

Korra nodded never leaving the green eyes that had enchanted her, she felt a warm tongue run over her entrance and up to her clit a few times, and she couldn't help but moan loudly. Asami pulled Korra's limp legs over her shoulders and started feasting, not hard but loving. She licked, suckled, and grazed over Korra's aching clit. Korra was becoming very vocal, which was odd, every sexual encounter she ever had she seemed to black out, leave her body, sometimes even lash out. yet leaving her body was the last thing she wanted to do right now, she wanted the woman between her legs to drive her over the edge and pull her back up after.

"Oh god Asami, oh! feels so g-good." Korra was smiling brightly, the feeling in her gut was amazing, and she wanted the paler to make her cum, over and over again. Asami puffed her chest out proudly she was making her forget, she was making her really smile. She pushed a little harder on the girl's clit earning a louder moan. Asami pulled her head away and sucked on two fingers hotly, she even slicked them up in Korra's juices. Asami smiled as she watched Korra's reaction to her slipping two long fingers inside of her softly. 'After all that's happened to her she is still so tight.' Asami thought and moaned as Korra's cunt clenched tighter onto her fingers.

She started pumping her fingers very slowly and began licking her clit again. Asami felt a pair of hands tangled in her hair and pull her deeper into the pussy she was feasting on. Hip rocked slightly and a string of curses echoed through the room. "Oh god Asami yes!, please, please make me feel good! Make me cum." Korra moaned out, she as just about to reach that point of no return she just needed that final push. Asami curled her fingers and finger tapped Korra's upper wall, she used her free hand to grip one of Korra's tits softly. Korra gripped the raven hair tightly and came hard on those finger and tongue. Korra cried out Asami's name and settled down finally. She pulled Asami up for a hot kiss and started sobbing.

Korra curled into Asami, like she was the safest thing in the world; she sobbed into Asami's shoulder till she caught her breath and kissed Asami's neck softly. "t-thank you." She left out a sob and kissed Asami hard on the lips. After cumming like that Korra was able to get a little control back in her legs. She pulled Asami beneath her and kissed her neck softly, "Nu-Hu tonight was all about you. Are you okay with what we did?" Asami asked moving a stray hair out of Korra's face.

"But what if I want you. What if making you feel good will be good for me. I've been out of control with these things all my life, please let me." Korra begged. Asami swallowed the lump in her throat. "Korra… I'm- I'm-" Asami couldn't finish her sentence embarrassed. Korra recognized that look it was the same look she got when her uncle was going to take her flower. "You're a virgin." Korra didn't even say it as a question she knew just by looking at Asami.

"y-yes." Asami didn't know what to do, she wanted to help Korra but she didn't know if she was ready, she wanted to lose it to someone she loved, while Korra was special to her, she didn't know if she could call it love yet. "b-but you- seemed so experienced." Korra pulled away slightly, hissing how it irritated her spine and laid down next to the pale goddess.

"I just followed what I read or saw on Tv, I've never actually done anything like this." Asami said honest. In that moment Korra felt horrible, "I am so sorry, I- I pressured you into it, i-I should g-go." Korra moved to get up but her legs wouldn't support her. "Damn it!" Korra punched the floor since she was stuck on her knees. She army crawled to the bathroom to get her clothes but Asami picked her up and put her back on the bed.

"Will you stop, you didn't force me to do shit, I wanted to do that with you, I'm just afraid oaky, I've never done anything of the sexual nature save what we just did. I'm inexperienced and have no idea how I am going to help you." Asami said panicking slightly, she was so afraid of saying the wring thing it was making her head hurt. Till a pair of arms wrapped around her and lips kissed her forehead to calm her. "It's okay; I can wait for you… I hope you know what you're getting into Asami, I'm so damaged there is a high chance I'm always going to be fucked up. So I will never hold it against you if you leave me." Korra said flatly

Asami gave her a look of 'are you fucking serious' "oh don't give me that fucking look, Asami Sato, daughter of the great Hiroshi Sato, I am completely fucked in the head Asami, your degree says you can fix people like me by talking, but 'us' can't be fixed by that, and it wouldn't be the first time that someone left me because they couldn't handle me. I am warning you head of time that I am not a stable person, I do drugs to try and feel better, I drink so I can get into fights, I OD and puke because I'm to chicken shit to go through with it, i-" she was cut off by a pair of red lips, "shut up, I know exactly how you are Korra and I will meet those things head on and help you get through them, you will never be alone again, and no one will ever hurt you as long as I'm here." Asami said kissing the woman silent. They cuddled into the bed and fell into a sweet sleep, the first night in years Korra didn't dream.

(okay I know really dark Fic, but it got stuck in my head last night and I just had to write it. hope you like it. it meant to be a one shot but reviews will determine if another chapter will be posted. Anyway I'm off to bed. Night)