PLEASE DONT HATE ME!

I have been having a tough few months.

Between school, and my upcoming surgery, my life has been hectic.

NOT TO MENTION THE FACT MY COMPUTERS A PIECE OF S***!

LITERALLY, ONE DAY ITS UP AND RUNNING, THEN (SPALT!)

Sorry, needed to get that of my chest.

ENJOY!

Every time someone is hurt,

I am the one to blame

.

Every time I save a life,

my name is put to shame

.

Every time I'm told it's not so bad,

I want to show my scars

.

Every time I am called a name,

I want to walk in front of cars

.

Every time I see my parents,

I want to run away

.

Every time I go near the portal,

I get flashbacks of that day

.

Every time that I am scolded,

all I want to do is cry

.

But for every time I cry,

my hero-complex wants to die

This was bad, I know, but it's my make up for being gone for so long.

Not going to be back for a while, m'kay?

Not until I get another piece of s-

I mean a computer.

Chow.