SpookyNoodles: I feel like you want to know… Well... Why I've been gone for so long with promises of return. I'm going to explain, briefly, so you readers can understand why I've not updated these stories in forever. You see, there are a few stories I've been working on them here and there… but it's hard. It's like I can't recognize the person who poured her heart and soul into those stories, just seeing my old writing brings back bad memories. When I started the stories like The Scared Triology: Mind, or La Notte e Cielo, I was young and in a horrible place. Besides being between the ages of 15-16 when I wrote them, I was in an abusive relationship back then, along with my home-life being seriously unstable. At 15 I was helping my sick mother raise my sisters, clean our hotel room, cook and tech the girls schooling while my brother worked at 16 to keep our bills just little bit afloat. I had to comfort my siblings when our mother was rushed to the hospital, telling them "It's going to be alright" even when I knew my mom could die. I stopped enjoying life, and fell into a deep depression, which originally fueled my writing.

Then, I met somebody who I would eventually say "I love you" too, even though I was being abused. To to them, I stopped hanging out with friends, shoved away family... I even stopped writing because I was forced to give that person more attention than myself, my psyche plummeting even more than it was before. I eventually just.. Gave up doing the thing I loved most for the person I thought loved me the most. It's pathetic, really, but I'm not gonna hide it happened. Added to that, My brother got hit by a car, meaning my mom (who is now doing better) had to take care of him leaving me to take care of the house. I stopped even caring about my life at this point in time, and over worked myself into a bad state of mind I'm just finding the ill to recover from,

I'm sorry, honestly, to any of my old readers who are checking out this story, just to see me saying it's going to take me a long time, if I choose to take them off hiatus, too finish these stories. I want to rewrite them, make them better, but I cannot see myself being able to do that right now. I need to get my creative juices flowing again before I dive into the shit-hole that is my old work. I'm sorry, 'm so so sorry. I love these stories because they were my everything, but now.. now.. I have to focus on finding a job, taking care of my god-daughter, finishing school, and making sure I am in the right mindset to be reopening wounds from the past.

I do have good news though. I have been working on two stories lately, and just updated my profile (now known as TheFoxesWhoWantedLove) to talk about a secret project. I wanted to give you guys something to look forward to after I post my new one-shot in a few months (my hand is hurt to typing is horrible)

I hope you can forgive me, for this not being an update to the story you are reading this A.N on. Peace & Love to you all, and I hope you enjoy the works yet to come.