Oneshot. Clace.

"I'm coming round and now my vision is so clear
If I could change my state of mind, then I would disappear
The love I get from you is something I can't chance
And I could let you slip away, without a second glance"

Flashback - Calvin Harris

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This wasn't what she usually did. This wasn't like her at all. But events recently had driven her to no longer care about what was right or wrong any more. Only about what she needed. And right now this was exactly what she needed. It felt so good to be bad.

She hadn't really been sure how it worked. It had been a much too easy she thought to herself. But maybe that's exactly how it was meant to be. When she had whispered into the ear of the gorgeous blonde who she had been uncharacteristically grinding up against at the club and asked him simply, 'Do you want to get out of here?'.

She had expected him to laugh at her. Or at least some expression of amusement. But he had simply pulled her back to his chest and placed his hands to her hips moving her so her ass was up against him. And whispered back to her in a seductive tone that had made her stomach drop with desire. 'Yours or mine, Princess?'

The cab ride home had been a blur. Maybe it was the alcohol or the fact that his constant attention to her body had caused her to lose her mind. The heavy petting session in the back of the cab had come to a halt when the cab driver had stopped and eventually the world around her had stopped spinning. He had thrown him a handful of notes and told him to keep the change.

She had taken him up to her place then. The elevator journey up had been difficult. He had pressed her up against the wall of the small metal box and her legs had instinctively wrapped themselves around his waist as he kissed her, his hands exploring her body relentlessly. She was afraid they wouldn't even make it into her bed at this rate and would end up screwing each other right there and then but when the lift doors dinged open he released her. She took a second to suck some air back into her lungs before grabbing his hand and dragging him towards her apartment.

As soon as she opened the door he was back on her pushing her through the entrance and kicking it shut behind him. She wrapped her hands around his neck and pulled him down roughly. He shrugged off his jacket and she grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it upwards and he broke contact for a moment to yank it off. So then she dropped her jacket off. She barely had time to register his body and he was already back on her. She saw a glimpse of a black tattoo over his chest just above his heart but couldn't make it out. Instead she ran her hands over his torso mapping every inch of his skin.

He made light work of her dress unzipping it and letting the short strapless number she had been wearing fall away from her body as he kissed her roughly. He pulled her up against his body she felt her stomach tighten with want as his hands clutched her thighs holding her against him. He was hard. And she was right up against him. She wrapped her legs around him tightly as he carried her towards the hallway.

"Which one?" He asked nuzzling on her neck.

"Second on the right..." She managed to get out between breathy moans.

He effortlessly carried her into her room and then gently lay her down on her bed. She sat up and looked at him finally as he stood before her. She reached up to undo his jeans and tugged them down roughly. He stepped out of them she looked up at him. He paused studying her for a moment and she suddenly felt self- conscious. Sitting there with a complete stranger in her underwear.

"I haven't done this before you know..." She says before she can stop herself. She wanted to kick herself for saying it. But somehow at the same time she felt it needed to be said.

"That's what they all say, Red." He says smirking down at her. He definitely didn't believe her if the look he was giving her was anything to go by.

He pulls her up so she is flush against his body.

"What should I call you?" She asks as he unhooks her bra expertly. She can feel his hardness against her and it doesn't intimidate her like she thought it would instead she feels pleased that it is her doing.

"Whatever you like, Princess." He says chuckling lightly.

"Alright, goldilocks ..." She says grinning up at him. Two can play at that game and she pulls his mouth against her own cutting off his response.

He has already yanked her panties down and they fall around her ankles so she steps out of them. She slips her thumb into the waistband of his pants and tugs them down. She wraps one hand around his neck and the other she uses to stimulate him. She hears him groan and turns them around releasing him and pushing him lightly onto the bed.

She gets down on her knees as he sits up and he puts his hands on either side of him opening his legs wide expectantly.

She grasps him between her hand and runs an experimental pump down him her other hand teasing his inner thigh. She releases him and he groans looking at her in bemusement but he doesn't say a word.

She gets up and walks over to her nightstand and rummages in the drawer until she finds what she's looking for. She is back in front of him and drops some lube onto his already semi-erect member. He hisses through his teeth as the cold liquid hits him. She squirts some on her hand and warms it up before sliding her hands over his cock coating him. Her hand glides over him effortlessly and she grips him tighter as she pumps her hand back and forth.

She grips the base of his penis firmly as she carries on pumping away at him almost roughly. He is groaning and she can feel him hardening further under her touch.

"Fuck, that's it baby..." He moans out and she feels some of the uncertainty leave her mind.

She lets go of him and runs her nail along his underside from the base of his member to the shaft and he cries out. She grabs him again and this time peppers kisses along his length moaning as she does knowing the vibrations will drive him wild.

She pumps away at him some more this time drawing her mouth open to suck on the tip of his cock humming as she does.

"You're amazing you know that ..." He says unevenly but trails off moaning as she takes more of him into her mouth sucking and licking at him.

She bobs her head back and forth taking him into her mouth and out again at a rhythmic pace. She wants all of him inside her mouth if only she could relax.

She pulls him out of her mouth and takes a deep breath and takes him inside her mouth again relaxing her mouth as she pushes him all the way to the back of throat.

His cries become even louder as she uses both her hands and mouth to stimulate his entire length. She cups his balls when she is close to gagging she releases him and sucks on them instead.

"I'm close ... So close ..." He groans and she licks the pre cum off him circling her tongue around his shaft like she eating her favourite ice creams.

She stops for a moment and blows gently on his length and he cries out falling back into the bed.

"Do you want me to continue, goldilocks?" She asks the smirk evident in her voice.

"Fuck ... Don't call me that ... Don't stop ... Don't stop I'm begging you, Princess." He groans he is almost writhing in discomfort.

"What should I call you then?" She asks softly.

"Jace ... Call me Jace, please." He groans sitting back up. He is looking down at her his eyes dark with want.

"Jace ... " she says testing his name out on her tongue. It just slides off as if she has been saying it her whole life "Will you make it worth my while?"

"Anything you want, baby." He groans, "just ... Please."

"Call me Clary." She says as she grips him again causing him to cry out.

"Clary, oh clary, if you don't... I'm going to fuck that sweet pink little mouth of yours." He groans. But she has already taken him back inside her mouth. She sucks at him and pushes him back deep inside her throat. She can see he is gripping the sheets beside him holding his hands back.

To his credit he doesn't grab her head and fuck her mouth like he threatens. He leaves her in control as she moans moving her head back and forth gripping his thighs. Intermittently stroking at his inner thighs, stroking and cupping his balls and pumping his length. She loves the range of sounds that are coming out of his mouth, the fact that she is eliciting those noises.

"Clary!" He cries out as he finally spills his load inside her mouth. She swallows every last drop and licks him clean.

She falls onto her thighs and gasps for air as he lays back down on the bed.

He sits up and offers her a helping hand up pulling her into his lap.

"You're a goddess, has anyone ever told you that." He groans leaning down to kiss her.

"I bet you say that to all the girls." She say rolling her eyes as he captures her lips against his own. She wonders how he finds the taste of himself in her mouth as their tongues move in synchrony.

His hands touch her body expertly. Fondling her breasts running over her hips and squeezing her ass. He spreads her legs and is fingering her until she is bucking against his hand with need.

He picks her up and throws her down against the bed. He crawls in between her legs and looks at her. Her hand instinctively goes to touch herself but he holds it away.

"Fuck ... Don't stop." She begs as he leans down to lick at her.

He pauses again and she knows he is teasing her just like she teased him.

"Hmmm.." He says gently licking at her once and stops again.

"What do you want?" She cries out trying to touch herself again. He holds both her hands firmly away from her.

"Beg, Princess …" he says wickedly.

"No .. NO .." she cries out softly, "Fine … Please, please I'm begging you!"

"That was payback, Clary…" he says as he presses his lips to her wetness.

"I know …" she groans trailing off as his tongue moves over her.

He flattens his tongue against her and licks at the sensitive bundle of nerves between her legs until she is soaking wet. She is moaning with need and he slips his fingers back inside her. They move expertly in and out of her hard and fast eliciting loud moans out of her mouth. She clamps her hand over her mouth and he chuckles as his other hand stimulates her nub.

"Don't…" he orders, "I want to hear every sound you make, Clary ... Every single sound."

She brings her hands down and fists the sheets next to her. Crying out as his ministrations bring her so close to losing her mind. He stops momentarily and she groans.

"Please ..." she begs whimpering, "don't stop it feels so good..."

And then he is on her again his hands and mouth both working together simultaneously and she almost screams. As she feels the sweet sensation build between her legs she knows she is close.

"Say my name…." he growls at her panting.

"Jace ... Jace ... I'm so ..." she cries out as she comes undone beneath him.

She closes her eyes and tips her head back as every inch of her sings with pleasure. She is shaking as every bit of self-control inside her shatters and her body plunges into a state of euphoria. As the feeling slips away she lies back gasping.

He is lying beside her now. And she turns her head to face him but quickly looks away her face burning. He pulls her onto her side so she is facing him and pulls her against his side.

He looks over at her smirking as their bodies touch lightly causing her to gasp. She is still so sensitive she breathes deeply until the hammering in her chest slows down. He runs a hand absently down her side and she traces patterns against his torso.

"Ready for round two, Red?" He asks turning his head fixing her under his hot gaze.

"Only if you are, Goldilocks." She says back in a tone that is uncharacteristic for her. It is almost seductive.

She does want him. She wants him inside her. She wants him more than anything right now.

He rolls over suddenly trapping her beneath him. He props himself up on his elbows so his body isn't touching hers except at one single point. His length is pressing against her.

She instinctively pushed her hips up to meet him and he drops himself down so he is rubbing against her core. His firm muscular chest against her soft one.

His hands work over her body light quick touches making her want him more and more. She runs her hands over him until they are both groaning with want.

He kisses her and she wraps her arms and legs around him. Pressing him to her core. He lets out an amused chuckle and pushes her back down onto the bed.

He slips his fingers inside her. She is soaking wet and he grins down at her. Her hands goes up to touch him and he hardens against her touch.

He removes his hand and shifts up her so they are aligned. He presses his hardness against her and she feels him slip into her.

She gasps as he fills her all the way to the brim and moans as he moves in and out of her slowly. Reaching down to touch her body with feather light touches kissing her gently.

It feels so good but this isn't what she wants. She moves her hips against his own but she needs more. She can't even comprehend saying the words she needs to say so instead she hooks her legs behind him and shifts her body weight hoping he will get the message.

He is worshipping her body. But right now she wants him to take her hard and fast. She wants him to fuck her until she is sore. To make her forget every man before him.

She groans and she can't take it anymore. She pushes him up and flips them over with him still inside her. His eyes widen perceptibly as she sits up on top of him. Moving slowly at first to pick up a rhythm one hand shoots out to clutch onto the headboard for support.

She brings herself down on him hard and fast and she is crying out. His hands grab her waist roughly as he finally understands what she needs. He helps her move against him as she uses her body to its potential. He is deep inside her and she groans looking down at him now.

His eyes are dark and dilated and his mouth is open moaning her name. It spurs her on and she moves against him harder and faster. The sounds that escape her mouth are foreign to her. She doesn't even care how she sounds anymore.

She feels her rhythm start to slow as her body tires. Even his hands supporting her pushing her hips up and down aren't helping. She knows she is a few thrusts away from collapsing against him but she doesn't want that. She needs more of him.

And before she can even think about expressing her need he has flipped them back over like he understands and he is on top of her. He rams into her hard and fast taking control of their pleasure. She cries out.

"Is this how you want it, Red?" He asks hoarsely. She knows he wants her to say it.

"Fuck... Fuck me as hard as you can." She moans egging him on. She doesn't care anymore she needs him to understand.

He is unrelenting now and the world is spinning around her. The pleasure coursing through her body is immense and she doesn't want him to stop.

"Clary ..." He groans and she knows he is close.

"Hold on I'm almost there... Jace... Hold on." She begs as she brings her hand down to stimulate herself but he pushes it back.

Instead he pulls her legs up around him shifting their angle so he is hitting her sweet spot over and over again.

"I'm going to .. I'm ..." She can barely get her words out as the world crashes around her. He groans releasing himself inside and they both collapse onto the bed a tangle of hands and limbs.

He pulls out of her and lies back on the bed. She is glad to note his breathing is just as hard and fast as hers.

When their lungs finally begin to work again. She feels him staring at her and turns to meet his gaze. He is propped up on one arm and has turned to face her.

"It's always the quiet ones ..." He says teasingly his eyes sparkling with amusement.

"What do you mean?" She asks softly.

"The quiet ones are the ones that surprise you..." He elaborates pulling her against him.

His mouth is on hers and she wants him again. She slips her hand against him and he yanks it off pulling away from her.

"Geez, Princess, I'm not superhuman ... I need a moment…" He says groaning.

"Sorry ..." She grumbles turning red and he chuckles pulling her against him again.

"If you carry on like this you won't be able to walk straight for a week..." He says smirking at her.

"I'll be fine..." She says eyeing him, "if you can't handle it..."

"Baby, I could fuck you all night long... Trust me..." He says defensively.

"Prove it..." She says quickly.

"Is that what you want?" He asks raising his eyebrow.

"Yeah." She says nonchalantly as if she is answering a simple question.

"You're not going to last ..." He says grinning at her.

"Try me... Unless you're the one who won't last..." She says hotly.

"You're really tight you know that... Makes it harder not to..." he starts but checks himself "I could fuck you into next week, easily." He says finally as if he has made up his mind.

Her hand slips down and he is already rock hard.

"That's a good boy." She says grinning up at him.

"My way this time..." He says pushing her onto her front. She squeals as he pulls her up on all fours and slaps her ass.

"Really?" She asks sardonically.

"You'll love it ..." He says chuckling, "you will absolutely love it."

He pulls her up so her ass is in the air and spreads her legs wide. His fingers slip into her and she moans as he pumps in and out of her. He brings his mouth down too and licks at her and she cries out. When she is soaking wet and so close to the brink he stops.

"Jace!" she shouts almost in an angry tone.

"Baby, I know what I'm doing." He says and she feels him suddenly enter her from behind.

She gasps as he grips her hips and begins to slam in and out of her at a delicious pace. He picks up speed easily and she is crying out in pleasure.

She has to admit she loves the level of control this position allows him. It felt so good to have him moving in and out of her perfectly. Moving hard and fast slamming into her from behind fucking her until she almost can't take it any more.

He slips out of her and flips her over quickly causing her to cry out in surprise.

"I want to see your face..." He groans at her. She looks up at him his eyes are dark pools of lust and she is pulled in by his gaze. He is still looking gorgeous. There is a sheen of sweat on his body now from the exertion of their activities. She knows she must look like a damn mess but she doesn't care.

He takes her legs pulling her knees over his shoulders as he slams into her again. He maintains eye contact with her and the pleasure coursing through her body intensifies.

"Fuck ... It's so good ... Don't stop." She begs as he fucks her harder.

"Do you like my cock inside you, Red?" He asks roughly, "How does it feel?"

"It feels so good ... You're so big ... I love it ..." She cries out completely unashamedly.

"Tell me ... Tell me more." He asks grunting as he picks up speed again. She doesn't know how he is doing it she knows her body is too tired to take control.

"You're huge ... I love it ... I don't want you to stop. Fuck me harder..." She begs.

"You're so hot," he growls pressing down towards her so her legs splay out to side. He captures her lips against his own kissing her roughly. "You're so innocent looking yet ... I don't know what it is about you. You're driving me crazy."

"Jace ..." She cries out, "I'm so close... Please."

"I'll keep you coming all night long, baby." He says between moans as he pulls her legs to wrap around his waist. She tightens her grip and he pulls her almost to a sitting position as he plunges in and out of her. She rocks her hips from side to side to add to their pleasure.

As he hits her sweet spot again and again she feels herself unravel beneath him. He chokes out a moan as he comes inside her a few moments later.

He pulls out and she lies back and he lays down on top of her resting his head against her chest. His hands rubbing circles oh her hips.

"Baby ... You are full of surprises." He says chuckling lightly his head moving up to kiss her neck.

He rolls off her and sighs contently.

She turns to lie on her side facing towards him and he lazily pulls her against his body. His hands wrap around her resting on her ass gently cupping it and massaging it with his hand lightly. She closes her eyes just feeling content in the moment.

"You do know ... I'm going to be gone by the time you wake up." He says frankly breaking her out of the spell she is under.

"I know." She says simply closing her eyes tighter. It isn't a surprise. He's a complete stranger. And although she hasn't partaken in a one night stand before she has seen plenty of men crawling out of her room-mates bedroom at all hours of the early morning to not know any better. In the morning they will be but a distant memory to each other.

And when he moves onto the next girl he won't even remember her. She knows that much. She isn't sure she'll be able to forget him but she knows it's mainly because this is probably the first and last time she will participate in this behaviour. She just wanted to try it once. Although after the results of tonight she can't promise herself that. She might slip again.

"You really are full of surprises ..." He says gently kissing the top of her head.

"Why?" She asks not bothering to open her eyes just lazily tracing circles against his torso with one hand.

"Most girls would be begging me to stay after a night like this ..." He says and she can hear the smirk in his tone.

"Well I guess I'm not 'most girls' then..." She says grinning to herself at the inanity of the situation.

"I'm starting to get that." He says playfully slapping her ass.

"You know ... We could ... One more time ... You know... 'For old times sake'..." She says teasingly throwing her legs over his body and straddling him.

"You are insatiable ..." He says grabbing her hips as she gently bucks against him.

"Oh please, you want this more than I do ..." She says throwing her head back laughing as she continues to buck against him. She doesn't know where this level of confidence has come from but she just rolls with it. Maybe it's the fact that she knows she will never see him again.

"You might be right..." He says chuckling, "you might just be right..."

"One more time and then you leave ..." She says pressing her hands to his chest, "my room-mate is back in the morning and... Well she can't know about this."

"Hmmm... As you wish." He says rolling them over expertly so she is back under him. Pressed under his body.

"I want to be on top..." She groans moving under him to try and escape. But all she is doing is sliding against his body even more closely.

"You'll do as you're told, Princess..." He says firmly but there is humour in his voice.

"Don't call me princess ... I want to..." She starts but cuts off as she feels his hardness pressing against her thigh.

"I'm sure we can reach a compromise, Red..." He says leaning down pressing his lips to hers before she can respond. She moans into his mouth as his hands begin to work their magic on her body.

If you told her yesterday this is what she would be doing now. She would have laughed in your face. It is strangely liberating. She likes the level of control the situation affords her. Whoever said one night stands were only for the benefit of the man needed to have their heads checked.

This is probably the most honest she's been about her needs ever and the most honest she ever will be. But she is glad it is one night only. She is sure she will be able to push this down and pretend it never happened while holding onto the memories of the pleasure it afforded her. It will be like a dream. And she is sure she will never see the blonde again. She definitely didn't frequent clubs like that usually and they didn't move in the same circles - she would know that by now. Someone like him made themselves known in every circle they move in. So she can easily pretend he never existed. And the thought comforts her.

She switches off her mind and loses herself in the moment. Only one word in her mind rooting her to reality. The word escapes her lips in soft whispers, loud cries and heated moans.

"Jace."

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"This is like a flashback
This is like a dream
This is like all the things you can fit inside a memory"

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