#19: Bonus- songs 'fixed' by L. Fitz


IMPORTANT A/N:

As I've promised here's a bonus: changed song lyrics. Now, there's only 2 of them in here while I've made 4, because unfortunately this site doesn't allow posting pictures. As a result they are not as clear to read in here and there's no way to write the side notes, so again, if someone wants to see the real thing, I'd advise to read this fic on Ao3 (it's published under the same title and username). You can also find it through my tumblr (link is on my user profile) where there are also links to playlists, as well as cover art and photoset.

I'm so sorry that it's this way, but I can't really do much more with the limitations set on this site.

Thanks again to all who read this story, I hope you liked it :)


"Paint it Black" The Rolling Stones

I see a [red] black door and I want it painted [black] white
No [colors] shadows anymore, I want them to turn [black] bright
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to [turn my head] watch my feet until [my darkness] this sunshine goes

I see a line of cars and they're all painted [black] pink
With flowers and my love, [both never to come back] being all that I can think
I see people turn their heads and quickly [look away] cheering up
Like a newborn baby [it just happens ev'ryday] they're just unable to stop

I look inside myself and see my heart is [black] glad
I see my [red] dark door and I want it painted [black] white
Maybe then I'll [fade away and not have] stand strong enough to face the facts
It's [not] so easy facing up when your whole world is [black] bright

No more will my [green] clear sea go turn a [deeper] darker blue
I [could not foresee this] can stop bad things from happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes

I see a [red] black door and I want it painted [black] white
No [colors] shadows anymore, I want them to turn [black] bright
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to [turn my head] watch my feet until [my darkness] this sunshine goes

I want to see your face painted [black] bright, [black] bright as [night] stars, [black] bright as [coal] gold
I want to see the sun [blotted out from] shining bright on the sky.
I want to see it painted, painted, painted, painted [black] bright, yea


"Behind These Hazel Eyes" Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You [were] become a part of me
[I used to] Since then I stand so tall
[I used to be so] Since then I am so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it [felt] feels so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' [could] can go wrong
Now I can['t] breathe
[No] And, I can['t] sleep
I'm [barely hanging on] happy and I'm whole

Here I am, once again
I'm [torn into pieces] smiling and peaceful
Can't deny it, can't pretend
[Just thought] Convinced you [were] are the one
[Broken up] Sure of it, deep inside
[But you won't get to see the] Never again there'll be tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that['s left of] you've given me
Is what I [pretend to be] hold dear
So together, [but so broken up inside] we're better than apart
'Cause I can['t] breathe
[No] And, I can['t] sleep
I'm [barely hanging on] happy and I'm whole

Here I am, once again
I'm [torn into pieces] smiling and peaceful
Can't deny it, can't pretend
[Just thought] Convinced you [were] are the one
[Broken up] Sure of it, deep inside
[But you won't get to see the] Never again there'll be tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

[Swallow me then spit me out] Embrace me with your love
[For hating] Since loving you, [I blame myself] makes me happiest on Earth
Seeing you it [kills] cheers me [now] up
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm [torn into pieces] smiling and peaceful
Can't deny it, can't pretend
[Just thought] Convinced you [were] are the one
[Broken up] Sure of it, deep inside
[But you won't get to see the] Never again there'll be tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm [torn into pieces] smiling and peaceful
Can't deny it, can't pretend
[Just thought] Convinced you [were] are the one
[Broken up] Sure of it, deep inside
[But you won't get to see the] Never again there'll be tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes