Confessions of an Ice Princess

Summary: Once again Kathryn finds herself at a wedding

Coming Full Circle

I still couldn't stand weddings. Nearly two years after that faithful day when my mother married Roger Hardgrove my stance on marriage remained the same. Even though I had fallen in love and realized it was possible to be happy without making someone else miserable, marriage still seemed to me such a useless institution. Then again maybe it was just this particular wedding that was turning my stomach.

"I can't believe Venessa in now your sister in law. That's so..."

"Unbelievably fucked up" Sebastian finished for me as he gulped down the rest of his champagne.

Turning in my seat to face him I studied him for a moment trying to tell if this was really bothering him or not. As usual it was hard to tell with him because like me Sebastian wasn't too keen on sharing his feelings. I suppose that's why we made such a fabulous couple.

Shortly after we got together Nicholas left New York and headed back to Europe which we were both grateful for. However a year later he returned with Venessa on his arm. Apparently they had gotten back together and were engaged. The bitch even had princess cut Tiffany diamond on her finger which she wasted no time shoving in my face.

Yeah right sweetie like I give a damn if you marry that loser. I got the guy we both wanted to begin with.

Sebastian had taken the news well. A little too well if you asked me. I mean when Annette took back Oliver (though the engagement seems to be on hold for the time being) I was annoyed. However Sebastian barely batted an eyelash when Nicholas told him. At first I thought me might just be trying to spare me from worrying whether or not he still had feelings for Venessa or that he was trying to me macho. But even when I told him I didn't care if the engagement upset him he just shrugged and said it didn't.

"Ladies and gentleman" the band leader standing at the head of the large ballroom announced "I give you Mr. and Mrs. Nicholas Valmont."

Everyone in the crowd applauded except for Sebastian and I. He glared at the happy couple as they came into the room hand in hand with matching glowing smiles. Venessa looked admittedly lovely in a simple ivory gown. Glancing over at Sebastian I wondered if he wished he was in Nicholas's place. I knew he loved me but I couldn't help but wonder...

"Tell me the truth" I said to him "are you just a little bit jealous?"

Sebastian looked away from Venessa and at me. After staring at me for a long moment he pulled my face towards his and gave me a deep kiss that still managed to leave me breathless. Pulling away but still cupping my face he smiled "not a chance."

I returned the smile satisfied that my question had been answered. As we went to kiss again we were interrupted when the bride and groom suddenly appeared beside us. "Well what did you think of the ceremony?" Venessa asked in a phony sweet voice.

Since the couple had returned from Europe they both acted as if nothing had happened between the four of us. Sebastian had never dated Venessa and I had never slept with Nicholas. We were always polite to one another, Sebastian had even been forced to be Nicholas's best man at his fathers request (actually Sebastian insisted it was because his brother didn't really have any friends). However I knew they were both full of shit. I always got the feeling with the two of them that they were trying to one up Sebastian and I in some way.

Still I played nice and gave them my best fake smile "it was lovely."

"It was super" Sebastian muttered sarcastically.

"I know" Nicholas smiled smugly as he tightened his grip around Venessa's waist.

Sebastian and I exchanged tight, annoyed smiles. "So where are you guys going on your honeymoon?"

"Greece" Venessa said her eyes locked on mine as if taunting me.

"We're leaving in the morning but spending the night here in the best suite they have."

"Great" Sebastian got to his feet and Nicholas took a step back as if he was afraid he might take a swing at him or something. However instead Sebastian embraced him giving him a big, incredibly insincere hug. "I'm so happy for you Nick!" he gushed.

I tried to repress a smile as I caught Nicholas's obvious annoyance with the gesture. He pulled away from his brother and muttered "umm thanks."

Smiling like an idiot Sebastian took both Venessa and his brother by the hand and told them "you two really belong together and I hope you get everything you deserve."

"Thank you Sebastian" Venessa said coldly.

Still smiling Sebastian continued "now I would love to hear more about your trip but I really want to dance with my girl right now." Taking me by the hand he helped me up from my chair and pulled me into his arms.

My eyes locked with his smiling blue ones as I told them "you'll excuse us."

As the two of us stumbled over to the dance floor I giggled in Sebastian's ear "you're so bad."

"What? I meant every word of it." Turning serious all of a sudden Sebastian stopped walking and held me "you know she doesn't mean anything to me any more right?"

"Yeah I know"

He nodded before once again pulling me into a kiss. We continued to kiss in the middle of the dance floor until we were once again rudely interrupted. "There you are Sebastian" Edward Valmont greeted us.

With a groan Sebastian pulled away from me "what do you want?"

"I've come to make sure you're not neglecting your best man duties."

He rolled his eyes "what the fuck are you talking about? I stood next to the asshole while he married that viper. My duties done."

With a patient smile Mr. Valmont told him "not yet. As best man it's tradition for you to go help decorate the honeymoon suite." When Sebastian reacted with a blank stare he explained "you know streamers, silly string, condoms."

"Isn't that the maid on honors job?" I asked

"Well Jenny locked herself in the bathroom and is refusing to come out so Sebastian-"

"Oh forget it" he told him sternly "if you want the room decorated for the happy couple you do it."

"I have to make a toast and you will too if you don't go upstairs and do this for your brother and sister in law." With a sigh he replied "if you do this you can leave early and have the keys to the beach house for the whole summer."

With a groan Sebastian finally gave in "ok fine give me the god damn key."

Edward fished it out of his pocket and handed it over. "I'd thought you'd see it my way."

Sebastian made a face behind his back then took my hand "come on lets go do this then we can get the hell out of here."

"Why do I have to go?"

"Because I know shit about decorating" he told me as he pulled me out of the ballroom and into the hallway lobby.

Their penthouse suite was on the top floor on the Plaza and as we stepped into the room it was indeed spectacular. Large bedroom, living room, huge bathroom, and small kitchen. "Well looks like Nick went all out" Sebastian turned around and winked at me "lets trash the place."

I laughed as we both started running around the room throwing pillows and toilet paper around like we were five years old. While Sebastian was in the bedroom I went to the bathroom and with my lipstick wrote on the mirror:

Have a lovely honeymoon Venessa! Just remember though, I got the brother with a bigger dick! XXXOOO

I was finishing it off with a kiss on the mirror when Sebastian called out to me "Kathryn come here!" Following his voice I found him in the bedroom holding a video recorder. "Look what I found" he told me with a mischievous little boy smile.

"The Plaza provides video equipment now?" I asked as I took a seat on the huge kind size bed.

"Only if you order it special. Guess big brother was planning a kinky night."

"Lovely"

Sebastian continued to film me as he suggested "let's make a video."

"Of what?" When Sebastian raised his eyebrow suggestively at me I laughed "on the bed your brother with use to consummate his marriage?"

"Oh yeah" he replied as he placed the camcorder on the desk and aimed it at the bed.

Sebastian wasted no time sliding between my legs. Pushing him away playfully I told him "I want to be seduced."

"I could do that" he murmured as he slowly started kissing up my legs. As he reached my thighs he lifted my silk blue dress up and pulled my panties off.

A moment later his mouth was on me licking, nibbling and sucking on me until I was nearly screaming at the top of my lungs "eat me! Harder, more...god yes!!"

My legs locked around his head as I came hard with my juices practically pouring out of me. Like always Sebastian was there cleaning me up. When I stopped withering around on the bed he looked up at me "well?"

"Get up here so I can fuck you" I ordered him.

With a grin he climbed back up me and soon he we were tearing at each others clothes. I pushed him onto his back and straddled him so the camera could get a better view of us. Unclipping my bra my breasts poured out and Sebastians mouth immediately latched onto them. "Ooohh" I purred as I played with the one that wasn't in his mouth.

As he continued to paw at me I undid his pants and pulled out his hard on. I stroked it slowly enjoying the way Sebastian practically whimpered with delight. Finally I grabbed him by the face and kissed him hard, then pushed him onto his back. "Just lay back and enjoy the ride" I instructed him before impaling myself quickly onto his erection.

I rode him hard and fast just the way he liked. At this point in our relationship we new exactly how to drive each other insane in bed and I took great pleasure in getting him off. I rode him for twenty minutes straight until our orgasms approached. Right before I hit mine Sebastian sat up and tossed me on my back. He kissed me fiercely as he thrust into me so hard I couldn't control my screams.

Sebastian came shortly after, collapsing onto of me as he did. "Jesus" he laughed "I hope they enjoy themselves as much as we did."

I touched him cheek lovingly "oh I doubt it."

Reaching over to the desk he turned off the camera and laid back beside me. "Well I suppose the good part of all this is we get the beach house for the whole summer."

"Oh but what will we ever do there all by our lonesome?" I asked mockingly. We both laughed but soon my smile fell and a nagging feeling came back to me. "Sebastian about your brothers marrige...does it really not bother you?"

He sighed "it really doesn't. Why are you so worried about this? Is the ever confident Kathryn feeling unsure of herself?"

I rolled my eyes "I'm serious Sebastian. You loved Venessa-"

"I had feelings for her" he interrupted me. "Maybe I thought I loved her but not like I love you. I've never felt for anyone the way I feel for you Kathryn and I never will."

"Aww" I mocked him "don't you just sound the perfect pussy whipped boyfriend."

"Shut up and get on all fours" he instructed as he turned the camera back on. "Time for the grand finale."

**~ THE END ~**