A/N: Sorry this is very delayed. I've been sleeping at like later than midnight, and staying at my grandparents' house. Also my mom was just like, "Your Grandparents are moving in with us!" randomly so I had to move to move to a smaller room. Written with the amazing Maddie Gymnast. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter!

(This chapter has been re written 12 times (I am not even joking) and I finally settled on this.)

(Also I listened to the song Human by Christina Perri while writing this, and you can go open another tab and get the song or something but listen to the song while reading, I think it helps set the mood.)

(Also very angsty.)

******TW for self-harm and rape (but nothing too graphic)*****

Henry's POV

I was torn. Emotions were flowing out of me, I just couldn't control myself.

I ran out of the house. Killian grabbed my arm and said some things, but I couldn't hear them clearly.

I pulled out of his grasp and ran into the forest. The only place where I could be alone and gather my thoughts.

I wandered far into the forest, until I was certain I was alone, then sat down and laid my head against one of the trees.

I pulled my knees into my chest and stared off into the distance.

I feel betrayed. Robbed of something. I thought.

I reached deep into my jacket pocket and pulled out my pocket knife.

It was all I had left of my father.

He gave it to me to protect myself.

"How ironic." I said out loud, and gave a slight chuckle.

This item that was supposed to protect me, was being used to hurt me.

I rolled up my left sleeve. I traced my fingers over the many long thin scars that adorned my skin.

They were a testament to how much pain I had suffered, but look. I'm still here.

I opened the blade, and looked at it longingly before pressing it to my wrist.

I angrily slashed my wrists, making blood go everywhere.

I wiped my forehead with my bloodied hand.

I looked at the damage I had done to myself in satisfaction.

The raw emotion and pain in my blood was released.

I was in control of one aspect of my life.

Flashback

Location: Neverland

Time: 3 Years Ago…

I was sitting on my log, when Felix came up behind me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"Pan requests you presence."

"I don't wanna go." I said and pulled my knees into my chest.

Felix pushed me off the log and I face planted into the dirt.

He laughed.

"Come on."

He grabbed me by my shirt collar and started dragging me in the direction of Pan's hut.

He led me down a series of stairs, until we reached the bottom.

It was a room lit completely by lanterns, and Pan was on his bed, just sitting there.

"Leave us alone Felix." Pan said waving him off.

Felix nodded before leaving.

Pan and I were left alone in the room.

All was still and quiet, until suddenly grabbed me and threw me unto the bed.

I screamed as he pinned me beneath him.

"What are you-"

"Shhh.. Henry, after I'm done with you, you won't ever want to leave, and you'll be begging me for more."

I was skeptical. What did he have planned.

He started unbuttoning my shirt, and that's when I, knew.

I kicked him in the junk, and he drew back in pain.

I made a run for the stairs, but he grabbed my arm and shoved me against the wall.

"I tried to play nice Henry, but now I know that's not going to happen."

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"It's a shame that this was only pleasurable for one of us." Pan whispered into my ear.

He pulled back and started putting his clothes back on, and tossed me mine.

After I had dressed, I went to the center of the camp, where all the lost boys were.

I sat on my log, but as soon as I sat, I stood back up.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I wandered off from the camp, and sat down with my back to a tree.

I pulled my knees to my chest and cried.

Rivers streamed down my face.

I hated it here, I wanted to leave.

I wanted my mom. I wanted her to hold me close to her chest, and tell me everything was going to be alright.

I heard crying coming from close by.

I stood up and followed the noise.

I turned to the left and saw Nate.

He was crying and holding his wrist. It was bleeding.

He turned, and when he was me, he ran.

"Hey wait!" I said, but I didn't run after him.

I looked, and on the ground, there was a bloody blade.

I picked it up. Nate had used it to hurt himself.

I settled behind a bush, thinking it would protect me for some reason.

I cleaned off the blade and held it to my wrist.

This will bring me relief. I told myself.

I watched as the blood seeped out of my body.

Location: Storybrooke

Time: Present Day

My vision was getting blurry, and there were black spots.

The last thing I remember was this girl…

Kayleigh's POV

I was treading through the forest, when I saw this boy. He had blood all over him.

"Hello?" I said walking toward him cautiously.

I knelt to his level, and he looked at me before he passed out.

I shook his body, but it was cold and limp.

I looked at his wrist, and saw it was badly bleeding.

The lines were so exact, he must have been cutting himself.

I tried to pick him up, and he was surprisingly light.

I didn't know where the hospital in this town was, so I guess I'd have to find help.

I carried him into what looked like the center of the town.

A group of 4 people ran up to me.

There were two men, and two women, and one was carrying a baby.

"How is he? Put him down." One man, with dark hair, blue eyes, and a surprising accent said.

I put the boy down and he observed him.

"We need to get him to the hospital." One woman, with blonde hair, and green eyes said.

"Who are you?" I said.

"We're his parents." The blonde said.

"We'll take him. Thank you for your help." The man said taking the boy into his arms.

I nodded as they ran to the hospital.

I turned around and kicked a stone as I walked.

I didn't know where I was going, but I kept going.

Zelena's POV

Me and Walsh were in the middle of an intense make-out session, when suddenly, he stopped.

He pulled away from me with a worried face.

"Walsh dear, what's wrong?" I said.

"She's here."

"Who? Who's here?"

"Our daughter."

"How do you know?"

"I can feel, the connection. Do you not feel it?"

"I- Oh. That-"

"Yes, that's the connection."

"So what now that she's here?"

"We just have to make sure she doesn't find Henry."

"Why?"

"The true love they process, is very powerful. Let me ask you, what are your intentions? Why did you bring me back."

"Well first, I needed my love back, and second, you are going to help me put Regina into eternal misery."

"And how?"

"I have a curse, so powerful it can bring back the dead."

"But-"

"It is all imaginary. The victims think they are there, but they really aren't. It's a trick, an illusion if you will."

"Ah."

"In this imaginary reality, we will be happy, and Regina will be miserable for all eternity."

"Sounds like a plan."

Emma's POV

We barged into the hospital, and caught about to make a phone call.

"What happened?" He said as he walked over.

He called a nurse over with a bed, and Killian placed Henry in the bed.

"A girl found him in the woods."

examined his wrist, which was the cause of all the blood.

I hadn't noticed it until now. He was cutting.

"We'll go do what we can." He said rolling Henry away.

When he was gone, I collapsed into Killian's arms.

He held me close to him.

"Emma-"

"No, Killian I'm a failure. I'm his mother, and I didn't notice any of this. The skipped meals, the ridiculous amount of time he spent in the bathroom. None of it!"

"Swan, you are not a failure. He covered his tracks pretty well. None of us could have seen it."

"Do- do you really mean-"

"Every word."

I stayed settled on his shoulder.

"Killian, I love you."

"I love you too."

A/N: That's all folks! Thank you for all your support on this story we really appreciate it. Just so you don't get confused, Kayleigh and Henry and True Soulmates (I made this up), and it's like combining to powers of true love, and soul mates, so it's like twice as powerful. Indigo out!