AN: Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's up my Imperial Storm Army! Once again it's April and you know what that means. I know, I was going to have this out earlier, but real life stole me away half the time. Anyways. I thought it was time this got another chapter, and I've been getting requests to do another. So you have spoken and been heard! This chapter however, isn't in Dean's eyes. Nope. It's in Sam's. Yup! I'm going to write this in Sam's POV. I hope I do okay. I don't have autism so I really don't know how this will play out. I'm basically guessing. So yeah. Forgive me if things aren't well...good. But hey, I gave it my best shot! Also, this chapter might be a little shorter than the last. Alright? We all good? We ready? Here we go!

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My Big Brother is Pretty Awesome

Sam's POV

It had been a few days since the incident at work. Someone threw a brick into the window and started yelling at me. I don't like that, or loud noises sometimes. Why do people have to be so mean? Just because I'm different doesn't give them the right to be hateful. I'm still Sammy. My big brother was great! He got me home and calmed me down. Like usual. De's pretty awesome, but sometimes I wonder if he misses hunting and dad. Dad took off, because of me and I feel bad. Dean tells me it's not my fault, but I can't help but feel like it is. I think I know dad left too. He doesn't love me. If he loved me, he'd be here with me. But I realized I don't need him. I have Dean and that's good enough.

I looked back to my book and sighed in frustration. I don't mean to get mad, but sometimes my brain doesn't understand something and it makes me mad.

"Hey kiddo. How's the research?" Dean asked coming in. He smelled like a lawnmower.

"S'o okay. Bu don't un'ewstand this word." I told him pointing to it.

He looked at the word and he smiled. He helped me sound it out and I got it!

"So Bobby's hunting a wendigo." He asked.

I nodded and got excited to share my findings! "They'we perfect hunters. They w were once human like you and me, but then they they got a taste of human fwesh and tuwned into a monster."

"Huh. Strange. Anyways, good job buddy! Let's give Bobby a call and tell him." Dean said with a smile.

I nodded happily. I liked making Dean proud of me, even if I needed help. I liked doing things on my own, but I do need help sometimes. I wished I more like Dean. Not like look like him or anything. Normal. But Dean and Bobby say they love me for me. Which is awesome, but they're the only family I have. Dad doesn't want me, but I don't need him.

"Hey buddy, Bobby wants to talk to you." Dean said.

I took the phone and smiled. "Hi B Bobby."

"Hey son. Good job on the research."

"Thank y you Bobby. De helped m m me a liddle." I said.

"That's okay. You know it's okay to ask for help."

"I I know. I just like d doing it on my own." I said.

"I know kiddo. But it's good to have help. Even I need it. That's why I have you research with me or for me."

"Weally?" I asked. Bobby liked it when I helped?!

"Really. Now I got to go boy. You be good, and help Dean."

"I w will B B Bobby." I said.

"Good man. I'll see ya soon. Love you kid."

"L love you t too." I smiled.

I gave the phone back to Dean and he finished talking to Bobby. After Dean hung up, he let go outside with him. I liked going outside. There's a lot of cool stuff. I liked the big stacks of cars and seeing all the different colors. My favorite car is Dean's car. I like going for rides. Sometimes I don't like to be touched so Dean takes me for a ride to help calm me down.

"Alright Sammy. Let's pop the hood open and see what's inside." Dean said with a smile.

He taught me about car and engines. I point to all the parts and name them, when I get them right Dean smiles brightly. I like it when he smiles bright. It reminds I'm loved and safe. It also reminds me, that I still have Dean with me. He's here and always will be. Sometimes I think he resents me for having to deal with me and that he'll leave like dad did, but then he smiles brightly and I know I'm being silly to ever think such a thing.

"Hey De?" I asked.

"Yeah kiddo?" He asked.

"You'we you'we awesome." I said with a beaming smile.

He beamed back at me and grinned his charming grin, then winked at me.

"I know. Chicks dig me." He said flexing his muscles.

I giggled. He looked at me with a softer smile.

"You're pretty awesome too." He said.

"I I k know. Ch'cks dig me." I said with smirk.

He looked at me and busted out laughing. I laughed with him. In a world so cold, so it's good to laugh. It keeps you grounded and reminds you, you are you and you are loved.

'My brother is pretty awesome.' We both thought.

There we go! I hope I did okay. I literally just guessed on this one. I don't think I did too bad..Anyways, I hope you guys and gals enjoyed! Remember, YOU are YOU, and YOU are LOVED! Also, spread that love, not hate!

Much love to you all! Hugs and kisses!