Author Notes: This is my first FanFiction ever so it probably isn't that good but I hope you guys enjoy. I have always loved Arrow and have recently become addicted to the flash. I have been a huge Snowbarry shipper from the beginning. This is my take on Barry finding out about the shape shifter meta-human kissing Caitlin as well as a Snowbarry spin on the leaked photos from later this season showing a possible Caitlin / Ronnie wedding. Again I hope you guys like my take on this and please let me know how I did by writing a review!

Barry's POV:

It's been 5 days since that day. The day that changed everything. The day where I was knocked unconscious, tied up and locked in my bedroom closet. The day where a meta-human framed Eddie for murder, took my place at S.T.A.R. Labs and took the form of my friends to try and confuse me while he attacked me. And the thing is… that isn't even the worst of it. That was the day where my suspicions, no, my worst nightmare was confirmed. Harrison Wells is the Reverse Flash. The man who took me in for nine months when I was in a coma. The man who helped me discover my powers and pushed me to train more and always get faster. The fearless leader of our team keeping me safe and helping me make a difference in my city. This is the man who killed my mother.

After hanging around Wells' layer for longer than was probably safe. Cisco, Caitlin and I quickly snuck out of S.T.A.R. Labs and met up at my home calling Joe and Eddie on the way to fill them in on what we had discovered. After exhausting much of the night debating our possibilities, we tiredly went our separate ways to get a few hours' sleep before dawn. Now here I am 5 days later and still no closer to knowing what to do about Wells. The stress of the situation has been eating away at me, making me tense and liable to snap at unsuspecting passersby for no apparent reason. I finally had the power to get to the bottom of the mystery that had been plaguing me for most of my life but not the power to do anything about it. The only thing keeping me from going completely postal was knowing that I was not alone. Having the support of Joe, Eddie, Cisco and most importantly Caitlin. Caitlin is my rock. Patching me up when I fall down, holding me together when it seems all hope is lost and laughing with me through the good times. What made this so special is that this relationship goes both ways, with everyone actually. We all need each other to get through this and that's what we all have… each other.

If anything good came out of the last week it would be Iris and Eddie finally getting over their dispute. I guess Eddie's close brush with prison and Iris' meta-human experience were enough for her to forgive Eddie for keeping secrets from her. "Secrets that I forced Eddie to keep," my guilty mind shouts back at me. At least they are back to some semblance or normalcy and I'm happy for them… wait! WHAT?! Did I just say I was happy that Eddie and Iris are back together and that I'm HAPPY for them? I pause and consider this for a moment. It's true. No jealousy erupts in my chest at the thought of them together. I think about the implications of this and its cause before cutting myself short with a thought fret with denial, "The lack of sleep must really be getting to me. I don't even have the energy to care anymore."

"Barry!" Caitlin's voice cut through the fog in my mind like a knife through butter, suddenly bringing me back to the present. Realizing that I must have been staring at the computer screen for too long without moving. I quickly glance up to see her worried expression and try to give a reassuring smile, not quite sure that it worked. Apparently it didn't because she continues on, "Barry… are you ok?"

"I'm good," I reply quickly. Good? Yeah right? Adding a "fine" right after. What does she expect me to say? After everything that's happened lately, how could I be good? Be fine? But with a quick glance at my surroundings, seeing Wells talking to Cisco nearby I calm my inner turmoil. Plus, Caitlin didn't deserve me to snap at her. She is going through everything I am too. So being at a loss for words, say, "fine" again, more subdued this time, while nodding my head.

I reach out to try to reassure her with a hug only to have her flinch and pull away from me. She quickly tries to cover her reaction with a smile and by leaning into my hug but not before I notice her bottom lip moving between her teeth when she thinks I can't see. My heart skips a beat when this happens. Something has happened. Something is not right. For the past 5 days Caitlin had been acting strange. Not strange as in she had just found out that her mentor and trusted friend was a super-powered meta-human, who had been lying about needing a wheelchair, had a secret room within S.T.A.R. Labs, had killed the real Harrison Wells as well as my mother. No. She was acting strangely towards me. It was in the subtle things; avoiding the small ways we had always comforted each other, the hugs, the holding hands, the jokes and the looking each other in the eye. It was as if I'd done something to her. Wait… 5 days… I can't believe I hadn't thought of this before… maybe I had done something to her.

Caitlin's POV:

I silently curse myself for being so careless. It didn't seem that Barry noticed anything though. Ill just have to be more careful. Fighting the urge to pull away from his embrace I'm no longer sure that I wanted too. Even though I should have more pressing concerns on my mind with Wells and the Reverse Flash, it was the other the event from that day that seemed to hang in my thoughts lately.

Barry released his tight hold with a sigh and took a step back. Then as if reading my thoughts from only moments before asked the question that I had been dreading would inevitably come up, "So um. A couple days ago, you know, when I was unconscious in my closet. What did I, or the other me I should say, do here at S.T.A.R. Labs? I didn't try to hurt you guys or anything right?" He winced at the last part. My actions towards him must not have gone as unnoticed as I thought. That's when the panic started to bubble up inside of me. I can't tell him what happened! Why not, my more logical self shoots back. It was the shape shifter who kissed me! But with a sinking feeling I realized the reason I didn't want to talk about it was the same reason I was initially so relieved when I found out that it wasn't really Barry. I was relieved that I didn't have to deal with the aftermath of such a moment and what it meant about us, our relationship and about me.

"No, no, nothing happened," I tried to reply normally but upon hearing myself knew that my voice was several octaves higher than it should have been.

"Ok good but what did happen here? Cisco wasn't here when it happened and I don't really want to ask Wells," he asked.

Why wouldn't he just let this go! I went over the story, leaving out a few details, "well you, I mean he, arrived and nothing really happened… I was just working on the drug to counteract his powers and then Iris showed up." At the mention of Iris' name Barry frowned causing my heart to plummet. What did I expect? Hearing that the woman he loves was involved in a dangerous situation like this should give him concern but more importantly why did I care? He must not have any confidence in us being able to keep her safe.

After I pausing briefly I continued on, "and then I guess he was going to kill us but Wells' realized that it wasn't you and tasered him." Not thinking that I could handle this conversation going on much longer I added, "Got to get home and get some rest. Haven't been sleeping well lately," while piling all of my work into my arms and hurrying out the door before he could ask anything else.

Barry's POV:

Ok, something else was definitely up with Caitlin. There were so many more questions I wanted to ask her, especially about what Iris had been doing at S.T.A.R. Labs. Even though I had longed to tell Iris my secret for months now, the thought of her here made me uncomfortable. Caitlin and I… and Cisco had a dynamic that worked here and he didn't want Iris screwing that up for them. Even though that may sound like a weird thought to have about one of your best friends. Wait? When did Iris start becoming one of my best friends instead of my best friend or even when did I stop thinking of her as the woman I loved? The past several weeks, things that I have always believed in have been severely tested or broken leaving my emotions all jumbled. That had to explain my strange feelings and worries around Iris and Caitlin lately. How could I expect to find out that my mentor killed my mother without it affecting me in some way? With these thoughts floating around in my head I was unable to process anything to say while Caitlin gathered here belongings and left looking as confused and troubled as I felt.

Knowing that I had to find out what had really happened that day in order to fix whatever happened, I began to think of ways I could get Caitlin to open up. It was then that I remembered Cisco bringing up the security camera footage within S.T.A.R. Labs the other day. Thinking that I could recreate the process I headed towards one of the computer workstations. After a little trial and error I finally brought the files up and breathed a sigh of relief seeing the past weeks footage had not been cleared out yet. Finding the appropriate time stamp I doubled clicked on the icon bringing the file up. I began skimming through the feeds bracing myself to see what had happened to cause such strain on my relationship with Caitlin but not expecting to find what I did. I was looking at myself yet I knew had not been there.

The other me was standing behind Caitlin, closer than usual. She turned around giving a confused grin, saying something I would never hear, then moving to the other side of the lab. My doppelganger padded slowly after her like a predator stalking his prey. It was then, that the fire started burning in my core, scared to see what happened next, but eyes glued to the screen nonetheless. He arrived behind her again, saying something else, reaching out grabbing her arm and spinning her towards him and leaning in for a kiss. The fire that had been slowly smoldering in my core erupted up through my whole body, as did my rage. How dare he even touch my Caitlin! They broke a part for moment before resuming their previous activities and that was when the realization hit me. Caitlin was kissing me, him, back. All of the anger and all of the rage disappeared as quickly as it had come. Leaving one resounding thought that even surprise me… that should be me there.

And that is where my world fell apart. All the things I had thought I knew about how I felt, all the times I had denied it, all the possibilities I had been to scared and too stupid to even consider shattered. My feelings for Iris that had been slowly slipping away so slowly that I hadn't even noticed, so I that I only hung on to them out of sheer habit. Only one thing was certain, Dr. Snow and I, were going to have another chat tomorrow.

I ran back over to Joe's just in time for dinner. The huge grin plastered across my face earning me a raise eyebrow in my direction but I didn't care. One thought continuously looping through my head: She thought it was me and kissed me back anyway!

Caitlin's POV:

I knew I had made a mistake leaving S.T.A.R. Labs early the moment I arrived home and finished the dishes piled in my sink within 10 minutes. Without anything else to distract me from my thoughts, like I had been attempting to do for days, I was now forced to face them. I still knew it would probably be easier to just to tell him and move past this. Knowing him if I didn't make a big deal out of it, he probably try to crack some kind of joke or something but that was the problem. He wouldn't know that I had willingly participated even if I hadn't thought it through at the time. And if I told him that, I knew how he would respond. He is in love with Iris and for some reason that was bothering me for the first time. I just couldn't take the rejection right now, yet the question being what exactly was the rejection to? What do I really want? It must be the loneliness getting to me. Then a wave of guilt hit me. Ronnie is still alive and out there and I'm not really sure how our relationship stands as it is. The last time he was here I realized how much things had changed between us but things used to be so simple before the particle accelerator. Before people controlling the weather, teleporting, changing appearances and before super speed. Before Barry… and these confusing mess of feelings that I was now constantly plagued by.

Knock. Knock.

A rapping on the front door interrupted my train of thought. My thoughts went immediately to Barry. Knowing him, he was here to be his relentless self and find out what was wrong with me. After my initial moment of butterflies in the pit of my stomach I began to move towards the door. Friends or something more, tonight they were going to find out what exactly was going on between them. Letting go of my fears about how he would feel or probably not feel I put a smile on my face. I opened the door, expecting to see an answering one on his face. But it wasn't there because it wasn't Barry standing on my doorstep. I felt my mouth drop open into a look of shock. Standing there staring into the face I least expected to see, I heard the name pass my lips without consciously deciding to speak it, "Ronnie?"

Author Note 2: If you've made it this far, thank you! I really hope you have enjoyed the story so far! I will for sure be writing at least one more chapter, of I think around equal length or longer, but may write more if I get ideas to continue the story from where I have planned so far. Since this is my first story I would appreciate any reviews to let me know what you think and what could be improved. Again thank you for reading!