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Clarke question left me speechless. Looking at her; her light blue eyes fool of unreleased tears, fool of hope while she was waiting for my answer, a big smile plastered on her face.

Even if I hadn't know that she spend the day with Octavia and Raven, I will still be able to tell. Her hair are perfectly curled, Octavia tried to straighten them once and it didn't even last an hour so she decided that Clarke should never leave our home before she gets to curled or braid them. Raven clearly had to have handpicked those clothes Clarke would never have chosen to wear a strapless red dress to go to their favorite bar, she hated being hit on all night when all she wanted was to have fun with her best friends.

Tonight was different though she had to follow orders, she promised the two women that she wouldn't object to any fair demands, and she was surprised to see that her friends actually had the decency to let her wear her favorite shoes even if I could hear Raven from our bathroom mumbling something about Clarke being unreasonable. To my manly opinion Clarke was prettier with those low heels army boots but I am not about to pick a fight over that with our beloved strong-headed mechanic I have yet to win any of those.

I don't know how long it's been but I get the feeling that I am taking too much time to respond when Clarke's smile start to fade away and she resume playing with her nails again. I know she doesn't like the feeling of wearing fake nails but her mom offered a day in a spa yesterday and she couldn't refuse she already said 'no' to so many requests.

"If you don't want to do it, it is okay I could ask Kane I am sure mom would really appreciate it"

Her voice finally take me out of my slumber, it is shaking and I can hear the sob she is trying to restrain form coming out of her throat.

"No", I didn't realize how loud I was, until she jumped out of the couch. She is standing now staring at me like she did the day I caught her and Octavia trying to sneak a pregnancy test in the house without anyone noticing.

I stood up taking her into my arms. Placing a calming hand on her back.

"I am so sorry! I didn't mean to yell! I was not expecting you to ask me! You have so many people who would do it for you. People who knows you better, people who have known you longer!" I know my voice is lower than usual but I really don't get why me.

"You only came into my life 2 years ago, but you know me better than most of the people you are talking about. You are the one I called when I got into that big fight with my mom over Kane. You are the one who drove me to the mountain so I could tell Jasper and Monty to come back home and convinced me to bring Miller and Harper with us so they would realize how much they were missed…"

She starts crying, she doesn't make any sounds but I can feel the stain on my shirt. I try to speak tell her that it's okay I will do it if she wants me to but she parts away from me looks at me with that half smile of hers and ask me to just listen until she is done.

Raven and Octavia have joined us, both took a seat on the bar tools we put next to the kitchen counter after I got sick of hearing them complain about how uncomfortable it was to seat on those little chairs we had in thigh dresses and high heels.

I only see Clarke though, she is pacing, her shoes making little squeaky noises with each steps.

She looks very determined. She has that frown between her eyebrow the one I learned not to argue with when she fought with Bellamy about his sister moving out of his house. She won she always does. He even had to bring her flowers, the biggest bunch he could find, only Lilies and sunflowers her favorite. And even then she still make him feel like she was made just to make her point.

"You're the one I told the first time he kissed me, the one I came to when we got into our first big fight"

Listening to her explaining all the things I had done for her made me smile for which I received a pillow thrown at me by Octavia; she was looking at me with that signature Blake smirk her eyes smiling at me, one of her finger placed on her month telling me stop smiling and just listen. I looked at her, did she knew about all of this? Was that her idea?

That last question get out of my mouth without me wanting to.

"Did Octavia asked you to do it?"

I knew I was wrong in an instant, the second my mouth shut I was buried under a rain of pillows thrown at me by all three girls.

"You're my people idiot. I want you to do it because you are my family. I choose to build my own family because I didn't feel like I had one after my father died. I love you and I never even thought about asking anybody else." She was shouting and I didn't even think about it I just get up and put my arms around her waist lifting her as up as I could so I can whisper in her ear.

"I love you too Clarke and I would be honored to walk you down the aisle."

She calm down and put a light kiss on my cheek trying to get away from me.

"O was right. You're a hard man to convinced Lincoln!"

She smiled at me and punch my arm.

"Don't make me beg again"

With a bright smile I looked between her and Octavia. So I was right they were planning all of it.

"Don't you have a shower to get to?"

Raven took Clarke and Octavia's hands and pull them to the door.

"Oh, yes we do. And even though this was really fun I want to go dance."

I hugged Clarke and Raven good night and kissed Octavia.

"Don't drink too much girls. You have to look pretty tomorrow"

Octavia pout "Don't we always look pretty?"

I didn't even have to answers before she broke out in a big laugh, starting to walk to Raven's car.

"And no Strippers", I shouted before they close the door which only get me a sight from Octavia and Clarke and somehow Raven managed to both laugh while sticking out her tongue.

That wedding is going to be a long day, I hope Bellamy knows that he is not only marrying Clarke but her entire crazy family, including grossingly his own sister.

I might have to remind him of that when I get to his bachelor party.