chapter 2 The days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months. Magnus walked around endlessly, he barely ate and would just slept all day. "Magnus" Lifting his head from his crouched position against the wall, he just stared at a pair of black boots. Next to those boots, was a plain brown box, but the scent coming from it made Magnu's insides turn and tears weal up in his eyes once again. Alec's furneal was weeks ago, but he couldn't bear the fact that he had to stand there while the love of his life was being lowered into the ground. "Magnus, Alec wouldn't-" "Get out" after a moment Jace spoke "Magnus-" "GET OUT! I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANY OF YOU! LEAVE!" Magnus couldn't bear the thought of seeing any of them, they all reminded him of Alec one way or another. With a sigh Jace left, leaving the box by Magnus's feet, without turning back he spoke, "The demons that were there during Alec's death-were all found dead this morning. I won't tell any what I saw here" With those final words Jace left, leaving a blood covered Magnus to cry over the box that held the scent of the blue eyed angel he loved. Magnus was so lost within his own pain and sorrow that he never noticed how things were moved, or how most days a blanket would be covering his sleeping form. Nor did he notice the figure kneeling in front of him. "Sayang" the voice whispered against his face "Sayang please" the voice begged Looking up, Magnus looked right into a pair of blue eyes and didn't even know it. Reaching up Alec tried to brush the bangs out of Magnus's face, but his hand went right through. Alec watched as Magnus fell asleep on the floor, "Got any ideas?" Alec asked looking over at the cat In response he got a meow "Oh by the angel" Alec said gently placing his hand on magnus's face "Alec" Magnus moaned in his sleep Laying down next to Magnus, Alec stared into Magnu's closed eyes. "Magnus..I don't know if you can hear me. But when you wake up i want you to eat and take a shower. I need you to at least attempt to live" As if hearing his voice, Magnus's hand moved in his sleep and was now laying on top of Alec's hand. Smiling to himself Alec watched his lover sleep. The next morning Magnus woke up, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes he noticed how dirty he was. Sighing he took a shower, "That's odd" Magnus thought There was a towel sitting on top of the sink "I don't remember grabbing one" he thought With the towel around his waist, Magnus noticed a empty yet ready plate with a glass and utensils waiting for him in the kitchen. "Alec?" Magnus dared not hope, but he couldn't help it, hearing a noise behind him, Magnus looked to see the box Jace left had been opened, but there was only one content on the ground. The blue scarf Magnus had created with Magic for Alec. Shaking his head Magnus turned around mumbling how it wasn't possible. After breakfast was made, a gasp left his lips as his breakfast crashed against the floor. Food, juice and glass crashed against his feet. The blue scarf was now on the table, tangled with his very own green scarf. That scarf was buried deep in a place where not even his cat could get to it. "Alec" Magnus felt his body begin to shake "Magnus" His head snapped around back and forth as he tried to see where the voice was coming from "Magnus. Focus. Please" closing his eyes Magnus focused, it wasn't the first time he've dealt with ghosts, when he opened them he practically fell over with the emotions running through him. He felt hands crease his face "That's it sayang" All Magnus could do was cry and cry as Alec stroked his face. "I'm here, I'm here" Magnus exhusted and drained of emotion fell asleep in the arms of his angel