Arendelle
It had been hard for Elsa ever since she returned to Arendella because no matter how hard she tried her thoughts kept drifting back to her time spent in StoryBrooke. Having Anna back in her life after being separated for all those long years made her so happy but even that couldn't fill the loneliness she felt after crossing back into her kingdom. Elsa was so focused on finding Anna while in StoryBrooke that she had missed what was right in front of her the whole time.
–Why couldn't I have seen it before- Elsa angrily hit her hands against the railing hating herself for being such a fool. –How could I not realize what I felt- She had been asking herself that question for months now and with nothing to distract her anymore it was all she could think about. When taking back the kingdom from Hans she had a task to focus on something that distracted her, but now there was no such task.
There was a knock on the door as Anna entered,
"Elsa, hey I guess you forgot but you have a meeting with your advisors, they sent me to come get you." Anna said cheerfully as she skipped across the room, "Come on let's get this over with so we can go outside and play, you can make it snow and we'll build a snowman." Elsa kept her back to Anna,
"You go, I just want to be left alone right now."
"But Elsa it about our trade agreements with the surrounding kingdoms we need your approval."
"Anna, I said go away." She slammed her hands down as blue magic sent a sudden chill through the room.
"Elsa," Anna slowly walked closer and placed a gentle hand on her sisters shoulder, "please don't push me away, I'm your sister." Elsa turned her head away from Anna not wanting her to see the tear that was now sliding down her face.
"Anna, please just go deal with the advisors I'll sign whatever you agree upon." Anna had seen for months now something was causing her sister pain but Elsa would not confide in her always wanting to be left alone.
"Alright," Anna backed away and left her sister alone. Pushing people away was something Elsa did all too well it and her heart broke seeing the look on Anna's face as she told her to go away. The need to want to run, to get away from it all came over her as she thought about her frozen castle high above on The North Mountain. At that moment she wanted nothing more than to leave Arendella and hid away with her pain in that icy palace in the sky –Maybe on the mountain I wouldn't feel as heartbroken as I do here-
Elsa tried not to let her mind drift to the person who she missed so dearly but it seemed almost impossible at this point,
"Oh Emma, I miss you so much."
StoryBrooke
Emma really had had enough of Hook and his hanging on her every word; it was getting on her last nerve.
"Killian, I gotta go Mary-Margret and I have plans, I'll see you later." Emma gave him a quick kiss and left him at Granny's. Ever since they officially got together something had been off, when they kissed she no longer felt a spark wanting rather to pull away than to stay in his warm embrace. Emma wasn't sure what had changed but she did know that ever since Elsa left to return to Arendelle the only thing Emma wanted to do was find a way to bring her back.
Emma knew this was selfish because Elsa didn't belong here she belonged with Anna back in Arendelle - I never thought I would miss her this much- Her thoughts often drifted toward Elsa and the time they spent together, the way hours with Elsa felt like mere minutes as they stayed up late nights talking and laughing. Thinking about Elsa brought a sadness that Emma had only felt once before when Neal had left her, but unlike Neal she didn't also feel hatred for Elsa leaving, she felt heart broken.
-Maybe it was more than just friendship between us- Emma stopped in her tracks –Is Elsa the reason I no longer want Killian, do I…- Emma felt like a complete fool –Why do I have to be such an idiot-