This will have smut in this fanfiction. So warning, if you don't like that. O-O If you don't, don't report this story please. Just don't read the smut. *^*

I'm scared was the only thing that ran through my mind. Ymir, he was the school's player. And well, if he was to find out that I was carrying his child. Wouldn't he freak out? Plus, he may not even remember me... it was just a mistake. A stupid mistake. It wasn't something I normally did, but of course he probably did it a lot... did he ever get anyone else pregnant? I mean they're rumors about it, but I never thought that they could be true until now. Of course I never thought I'd ever get pregnant. Especially not in my freshman year of college. After up-chucking in the girls bathroom, I inconspicuously left the stall. Hopefully no one heard, I can't be the fucking idiot who got pregnant in her freshmen year of College. No one must know about this.

I washed my hands and then splashed my face with water, get your shit together Krista. Trying hard not to look in the mirrors that covered the left wall - I didn't want to see how my body had changed, if it even had changed - I left the bathroom completely. I got smacked in the face with a strong cologne smell that made me want to go back into the bathroom and up-chuck more. Then next I got smacked in the face with a chest, when I looked up I saw amber/brown eyes and freckles staring back down at me.

"Are you blind?" He asked me, slightly glaring at me.

His glare cut through me like a saw could cut wood. Painfully slow. "N-n-no." I stammered with my words. He was the last person I wanted to see. I heard the people he knocked up left because he intimidated them to leave the school or he threatened them or something. He definitely can't know.

"Could've fooled me. This is the men's bathroom." He pointed to the sign up on the door. "Either you're blind or you're stupid."

I felt my cheeks heat up immensely. He thinks I'm stupid now, he'll probably think it's even stupider of me to be a college girl who's not on the pill. Not that, that's going to do any good now.. I quickly moved my tiny body around his massive one in a few seconds and ran to my friend's. Sasha, Armin, Connie, Mikasa and Eren. That was embarrassing.

Sasha was busy talking to Armin about going to get something to eat after school with the group, as an every day thing and not just a Wednesday thing. But as soon as she saw me, she scurried over to me. "Krista tell them it's a good idea to go get a snack everyday after school. It'd give us bonding time!"

Glancing at Sasha and then to the group. Mikasa looked annoyed, like she was about to shove her fist down Sasha's throat rather than food. Which is what Mikasa has done to the poor girl twice now, but everyone knew it was only to make the girl shut up. "I-it's a good idea." I replied shyly and quietly to the group. I was known as the good girl, while Sasha was the hungry one, Mikasa was the rebel, Eren was the angry one, Connie was the idiot and Armin was the nerd. But in reality I wasn't really good, I just wanted them to like me, if they even knew Ymir and me fucked then they'd probably wouldn't even talk to me. How can I even explain a child to my friends? Especially with no boyfriend, fiancée or husband? It'd look bad. This baby is going to be a big blemish to my reputation... I bet Ymir will think the same.

"It's a good idea for you nerds to go have sex, not to stuff your faces." Ymir's voice invaded my head. His eyes lingered over to me, and as soon as they landed on me I felt goosebumps shoot up my back and sick to my stomach. Curse morning sickness. Thankfully they didn't stay on me long, as they landed back on Eren.

"Sorry Ymir, but not all of us want relationships like that." The angry green eyed monster retorted. No one in our group really cared for Ymir, except for maybe Connie. Connie and Ymir did get along, but that could be because they're lab partners.

"Oh really? What if I said I had pretty kinky sex with one of you lot?" Oh God, tell me he wouldn't dare say that- I shot a look at Ymir who smirked slyly.

"I would say that's impossible. I'm sure none of us are your type." Sasha stood up for all of us. I wanted to tell her that she was wrong, that one of us did have sex with him.

"Oh, but I did. I remember I slept with the cute little blonde... She looked exactly like your friend here. I mean it was pretty horrible, and she likes being tied up, but still it counts doesn't it?" Ymir chuckled and looked at me.

I felt my cheeks heat up and my eyes burn with hatred. That's personal, why would he just say it like that... I choked on my words, and I felt my body shake with anxiety as my stare threatened to burn him to the ground. If he died I wouldn't have to tell him about the baby. The baby that was created with him having such horrible sex with me. I saw my friend's shocked faces as their minds couldn't comprehend what exactly happened. And as I saw someone was about to speak, I felt something forcing itself up from my stomach and through my mouth so I ran to the nearest bathroom and locked myself in it. I didn't want one of my friend's to bother me. I didn't want the questions, not now. I'm not ready for them. I just found out I was fucking pregnant, like yesterday. I don't need like a billion questions on me having sex with Ymir and what that means for my social standings with the group and with the school.

Groaning, I fell onto the ground, tiny little specs of dirt covered it from people tracking it onto the floor from their shoes. But at this point I didn't care that I was on the dirty bathroom floor. My body shivered and I threw up more, I could feel tears running down my cheeks in fear. I'm scared. I hugged my legs to my chest and sat in silence until I heard the door swing open. I don't know how, because I'm pretty sure I locked it.

"Krista, I know you're in here." It was Sasha's voice. Thank God, if Ymir found me like this I'm sure he'd know. I placed a hand on my flat tummy and looked at it. I'm going to be a mommy because of him. It just feels so sureal. "You can't just lock yourself in the girls bathroom when you're upset, you know?"

I didn't say anything to her, I couldn't say anything; nothing wanted to come out, so I just stayed in my comfy spot on the dirty floor with my hand on my stomach. If I didn't answer, maybe she'd go away. But that wasn't the case, Sasha got down and sat behind me, sitting with her back up against the stall's door.

"I know that you probably didn't want anyone else to know that you slept with him, but no one cares that you did. We all are still your friends." Sasha said quietly.

That's not the problem, Sash. "I just can't believe he said it like that." I removed my hand from my belly and covered my face.

"Well, Krista what do you expect. It's Ymir who said those thing's. Did you forget that he's a huge asshole when you slept with him?" Sasha laced Ymir's name with a condescending tone.

"No, I know he's a huge asshole." That's totally not while I'm terrified at the fact I'm carrying his child, Sasha. Krista rested her head against the grey cold metal stall door.

"Then why are you surprised?" Sasha asked.

I could feel the tears again, running down my cheeks. I covered my face. "B-b-because."

"Krista, tell me now." I could hear the strain in her voice.

I opened my door slowly, creeping out to look at Sasha. "It's just, I guess I thought he could actually maybe have feelings for me. I see now that I was wrong." It's actually probably my hormones.

I heard Sasha release a sigh, and I got up and opened the stall and saw Sasha there. Her eyes were wide with worry when she saw me. My eyes immediately met the floor at where my feet where when her eyes scanned for my own eyes. I was too embarrassed right now. Sasha grabbed my arm and led me out of the bathroom. "Come on, let's not worry about Ymir okay?" She smiled at me.

Isn't that easier said than done? Especially when you're pregnant with the culprit. I sent Sasha a fake smile and nodded. "Okay." She led us away to our friends.

After school, I walked to my dorm alone. I was so glad because I was one of the few people with a single bed dorm and that meant no roommate. Sasha and Mikasa both have roommate's and they both always complain about the things they do and say and if they do something stupid they make fun of them. If I had to deal with someone, I would probably flip out. Especially right now, because I need to be alone.

In my dorm's building, I saw Ymir and some girl chatting. She was my neighbor, and I believe her name was Mina or something like that. She was a kind girl, and cute. Short black hair, black eyes, fair skin. She was pretty short compared to other people here. She was always sort of quiet and reserved. I only know this because of the fact she's friends with Armin.

I saw him glance at me as I fumbled with my key in my doors lock. After about a minute, I could feel his breath on my neck. Please stop, Ymir, you're making me nauseous. I unlocked my door and tried to enter before he could follow, but he followed me into my dorm. I looked to see him, just the sight of him sent butterflies through my stomach. I folded my arms over my chest and looked at him.

"Yes?" My blue eyes scanned over his face.

While his eyes scanned over my body. His eyes landing on my chest. He walked closer to me, his eyes looking seductive. "I just realized how incredibly sexy you are when you're angry."

I looked away from his eyes and backed away, if he only knew. "P-please go away." I felt sick again, with just his presence there. And not only that, my heart felt like it could leap out of my chest. It was thumping so fast.

"What? Don't like the idea of me fucking you?" I could hear the smile on his face with just his voice as he got closer to me.

I felt my eyes start to water. "Y-ymir."

-WARNING: SMUT AHEAD, PROCEED WITH CAUTION-

I felt his lips meet mine with vigorous intentions. Pushing my hands against his chest at an attempt to push him away feebly. Get off of me. My mind screamed as his hands lingered to my bum, and his other hand lingered from my neck, to my chest and then to my stomach. My body was shaking against his. I felt his tongue invade my mouth, then it was like our tongues were at war. Ymir's hand unbuttoned my pants and I felt them unzip my zipper too. I pushed my body against his, and he pushed me down onto my bed and got over top of me.

I released a moan against his lips and he pressed his body against mine. His lips found my neck, and I could feel him sucking away at my skin as if he was trying to suck the life out of me. I pushed against him feebilishly again, trying to push him away.

"P-please stop." I pleaded, I was pretty sure I sounded like I was about to cry.

"God dammit Krista, what the fuck is wrong?" He groaned, I could feel his erection pressing against his pants with his body against mine.

I gulped and pressed my lips together; too afraid to really say it. "I-you, you told everyone the sex was horrible, yet here you are trying to get back into my pants."

His light pants of breaths, as he struggled with my zipper of my jeans. "I told them that so no one else would think of fucking you, you idiot." He hissed and I felt his lips on my throat.

I released a moan when I felt his hand slip into my pants and he rubbed my entrance to my sweet spot. "Ymir~" I felt my mind go numb with lust.

Somehow he managed to get my pants off with my underwear, and he was in his boxers. I felt his hard-on press against my sex. My body withered in pleasure as it rubbed against my sensitive spot. I wanted to beg him to put it inside of me, now, I desperately wanted it. Another moan escaped my lips and I closed my eyes as I felt him slid his boxers down and press himself against me. "Damn, you're definitely ready for me." I heard him whisper huskily in my ear, and I felt my cheeks heat up.

When he pushed it inside of me, I gasped out. "Ymir~" His hands reached for my hips and he pulled my body closer to his. Our lips touched, he kissed me deeply and my lips quivered against his. He pulled his hips away and pushed them back into mine, I arched my back. Letting out a groan, he did it again and I felt his teeth drag against my chin. I was sure he was scratching my skin, probably causing me to bleed. He pulled out again and shoved himself in deeper, I moaned and I hurried my hands underneath his shirt and held onto his bare skin. Feeling his back made me feel comfortable with him.

Again, he pulled out and pushed himself back in faster this time. Moaning, I dug my nails into his back and heard him groan in response. He removed his hands and dug my arms out from underneath of his shirt and he pinned me down. "Don't do that." He growled sexily in my ear. His grip around my wrist was tight. I felt him thrust in and out of me faster now. I kissed him quickly, to quiet my pants and my moans. Along with fastening his pace, he was getting rougher, his grip around my wrist got even tighter and I felt him swell inside of me. What happened next, was him releasing a gush of warm fluids into me, causing me to cling to him.

After coming down from our high, I felt him soften inside of me and he pulled out and released my wrists. As he slowly tried to get off of me, without even thinking I pulled him back down and held onto him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, awkwardly hugging him as I sat and he stood next to my bed. "Please, stay with me. Just tonight."

A/N: Aye, it's been a while hasn't it? Lol. I'm Rebekah, I'm back. I have a confession, I didn't like the person I was. I'm sorry that I was such a stupidly horrible person, but I'm happy with who I am now. I had to go through that disgusting hard time to get to where I am. I will be continuing this story, do not worry. Lol. I swear, and sorry I had to genderbend Ymir... But that wasn't because I'm not okay with gay's or anything, I am pansexual. Lol. It just, I'm not really into the whole futa thing- I mean, I'm cool with it, but it ain't my thing. I was doing that more so for my ex. Anyways listen to the song King by Lauren Aquilina. It's amazing. "You got it all, you lost your mind in the sound, there's so much more, you can reclaim your crown, you're in control, rid of the monsters inside of your head, put all your thoughts to bed, you can be king again.~" or Sinners by Lauren Aquilina.