Hey everyone! Look, I know I haven`t updated in a while, so this is gonna be hard to say, but I don`t think I really can, no, want to update those stories. I know everyone who are reading those stories are waiting to know what happenes next, but here are my reasons why I don`t really want to continue those stories anymore. Belive me when I say I`m doing this with a heavy heart and you guys desirve an explanation, so here we go.

The main reason I will discontinue is becouse I lost the drive and inspiration to write these stories. I know that is the number one most used excuse, but I have a bigger reason to why I lost my spark for these stories. When I first discovered fanfiction in spring 2014, I started with genderbend fanfiction on How to train your dragon. I really liked to read the diffrient outlook on the original movie or a completly new story with a slightly altered cast. I found some really good ones and also ones, that could use a little more work, but I still kept returning for more. In the autumn of the same year I decided to try a hand in writing with my first story Heart of a Viking and a Soul of a Dragon witch has been deleted since I realised I don`t wan`t to write an overdone story.

So I tried aproaching from a diffrient angle, Modern AU. It went really well in the begining but overtime I also lost the drive to write those stories. They had an appeal at first but now they don`t really stand out next to the really good adventure fanfics I have read, genderbend or no. Since I also grew up surrounded by action movies and continue to read and watch action based media, I also want to write stories with more action and fantasy in them. Don`t get me wrong, modern au`s can be really good if written well but I don`t feel like these stories got the pontential to do that, unless I delete them and start over.

The other major reason is that I`m kinda bored to write these cliched and too familiar charecters over and over again. I want to throw in some new charecters and bend the rules of these already set up world and that implies to any fandom. The reason I found genderbends so apealing, because you can play around with the main charecter and relationships in these stories and honestly, I liked to see the girl be the one to train the dragon for once but past these two years I have grown A LOT, as a person and as an author. I want to ad more originality and more exaitment to my stories, and also charecter growth, witch I`m a big fan of.

All I really want to say is I want to cover more ground in the writing and these stories are just gonna hold me back. And since I really want to become a writier in the future, I want to move more towoards originality and mabie even start writing original stories on another website. You guys can send me your opinion and questions in the reviews or PM me for more details. Please understand, I want to turn a new page with my writing and experiment and step out of my comfort zone, so please try to understand. You can hate and curse me all you want but this is called growing, so deal with it.

Thank you to everyone who have been reading, rewieving and favorating my stories so far and I hope you can support me in the future with my other bigger stories. Also to anyone who would like to adopt these stories, I will certanly consider it, just send me a PM to discuss the details. Again, thank for at least trying to understand my desire to move toawoards and as someone once sed:

"Only a fool lives the future in the past."