Hide is the seme (top) in this yaoi. If you haven't seen Tokyo Ghoul episode 12 or season 2 DON'T READ. SPOILER ALERT! This can be a spoiler. I do not own any of the characters in Tokyo Ghoul. If your still here after the spoiler alert well I warned you. This takes place between season one and season two, but it's completely fanfic. This is my first fan fic ever let me know what you think? WARNING: it's as graphic as the actual anime so if you don't like gore you shouldn't read it either. I apologize if I "take" anyone's ideas or anything like that this is purely from my imagination.

Hide lie on the ground watching his friend drop the severed head next to the fallen foe. "You think I'm a monster don't you..." Kaneki said never once lifting his eyes to look at Hide. The friend on the ground got up and dusted himself off. "Kaneki..." Hide walked up to Kaneki as he shut his eyes tight and clenched his fist ready for his Hide to yell at him and reject him, because he obviously missed the love and concern in his voice. Hide reached out grabbing his friend's shoulder and turning him so he could look him in the face. "You saved my life Kaneki-kun, from what Touka told me more than once.'' Kaneki's eyes widen in shock as the memories of Nishiki trying to eat the person he cared about most came flooding back. Hide lifted Kaneki's chin to find tears streaming down his face and smiled warmly. "You saved my life in more ways than one, dummy." Kaneki threw his arms around his good friend and held him tight.

Hide brought Kaneki back to his place. Kaneki looked around. With all that just happened in the past few hours he felt so out of place to be in a room that was so calm and quiet. "Kaneki!" he looked at the giggling hide "I've been calling you for a while". (K) "Oh sorry..." hide looked at him concerned "what's wrong?" hide approached Kaneki as his friend flinched and Kaneki stopped "Kaneki, it's okay" before he continued. Hide embraced Kaneki. "I don't know what you've been through but it's okay it's all over now". Kaneki trembled as he knew that what has just happened to him that night was just the beginning of a long lonely road. Hide pulled away to look into Kaneki's eyes, they stayed there for a while before Kaneki pulled away "I can't stay...and I'm going to go away for a while." Hide looked shocked. "Wha...what do you mean...you're going away...how lo-..." Kaneki cut off hide's rain of questions. "I don't know how long I'm going to be gone but I need to get stronger. I have to make sure that no one I love will ever get hurt again. The deaths have to stop now." Hide grimaced, "but then you won't be my cute fragile little Kaneki anymore" Kaneki looked up at his friend wide eyed with a blush. Hide pulled Kaneki in for a kiss by his chin and pushed his lips to Kaneki's. "I love you Kaneki, I realized it while you were gone. I think I've always been in love with you but I've been afraid to lose you so I even if were just friends I'm happy to have you in my life." Kaneki still in shock reached his hand up to touch his lips where Hide's once were. "Kaneki...say something I just confessed to you" Kaneki looked into Hide's eyes. "I love you too" Hide smiled as he pulled his lover close and kissed him passionately sliding his tongue across his lover's lips as if asking to be let in. Kaneki parted his lips as his mouth was filled with a hot warmth sliding across his mouth intertwining with his tongue. Hide pushed Kaneki towards his bed where he fell on his back. Hide was over Kaneki and he pushed his knee up between Kaneki's legs as Kaneki moaned. "Hi...Hide" he smiled as he licked Kaneki's neck and slid his hand into his lover's pants. Hide played with Kaneki getting him aroused as Kaneki let more moans escape his lips. Hide began to strip Kaneki nipping and nibbling the newly exposed body parts as he did so. Kaneki began to breathe heavily and gasp breathlessly letting out a loud moan as Hide whispered softly in his ear. "Kaneki...I love you"

Hide undressed kissing his lover in between every article of clothing he stripped himself of. "Kaneki will you let me make love to you here?" he asked as he gently rubbed Kaneki's entrance. Kaneki's body tensed as he groaned. "Y...Yes hide I want to become one with you'' Hide smiled as he licked his finger before pushing it in. "H...Hide~!" he moaned loudly as he trembled." I…It hurts" Hide looked a bit sad "it will feel good soon I promise" he smiled a little trying to comfort his new lover. Hide pushed and wiggled his finger around until he could find the spot that make Kaneki feel good causing him moaned as drool trickled down his chin. Hide pushed another finger into him and Kaneki moaned louder "H...Hideee~" Hide smiled "you're ready..." Hide lifted his lover's legs aligning themselves before pushing into the tight Kaneki. "ahhh~" Kaneki moaned while clawing Hide's back "D...Does it hurt" Kaneki smiled with a tear wiping it away "n...no I'm fine". Hide began to move causing Kaneki to moan loudly feeling pleasure.

Hide smiled "I... I'm glad it feels good for both of us". Hide began to push in deeper and move his hips faster. "H…Hide...I...I can't-" Hide kissed him pausing for a moment and continued "M…Me to Kaneki...l...lets...together" Hide began to pant and huff out of breath as Kaneki began to gasp and moan louder. "Hideeee~~!" Kaneki yelled as Hide filled him up with something hot. Hide collapsed onto Kaneki trying to catch his breath and licked his neck. Kaneki wrapped his arms around Hide "it's as hot as my love for you Hide'' Hide giggled "well I'm glad you're happy". Kaneki now alarmed "A…Aren't you happy Hide?" Hide kissed his cute lover "I told you dummy I've always been happy just to have you by my side, but now I'm ecstatic." Kaneki sighed and smiled "good" he nuzzled his lover's neck and yawned falling asleep. "Kaneki?" he looked at his sleeping love. "Don't leave me...please?" he closed his eyes and rested his head next to Kaneki's and fell into a blissful sleep.

Please let me know what you think helpful criticism only. And do you think Kaneki should stay or go XD let me know hope you enjoyed!