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NOTHING

A Len x Luka Fanfiction by shaidesu

ft. Nothing by The Script

Regret.

The only thing Kagamine Len would feel. Regret,nothing else. There was pain,of course. Once you regret,you feel hurt too,right? So basically yes. Regret,he regrets everything. He hates himself for that,why,why did he have to say those words? It wasn't fair. Life wasn't fair,fate wasn't fair either. Everything was so cruel to him,which he hated a lot.

He used to be the happy-go-lucky guy,who's always smiling and laughing. But you know what he enjoyed doing the most? Loving his lover. He loved her so damn much,he couldn't live without her. He loved her so much, a little bit too much you'd think it's creepy. He loved whispering the sweetest yet corniest things to her,he loved hugging her,kissing her and all of that. He loved her so much he himself couldn't explain it.

But that one,stupid tragic accident ruined it. He suddenly felt the urge to destroy himself. He wasn't laughing anymore,nor was he smiling.

He stopped feeling,he stopped smiling.

He stopped living.

Nothing else mattered anymore,right?

He drank so much everyday that he already had forgotten and that accident, yet the pain still didn't leave him. He made out with a lot of girls,became a relationship wrecker. He wanted to feel love again,how nice it is to kiss someone. But no,he still didn't feel it. He wanted her,only her. Nobody could replace her.

They were right,

the greater the love ; the greater the tragedy.

" C'mon man,just drink! "

The brit says as he playfully hits his back. " You should stop feeling down and distant,just hang out with us more! It'll be fun! "

The whole place was crowded with people,strangers to the trio. Neon lights were scattered around the whole bar as they danced according to the beat. A lot of people were drinking,others were singing like crazy as some were merely drinking. There were girls who tried to seduced other guys as others were making out. It was a wild party,indeed. The music and singing itself was already wild.

" Oliver's right,Len. " Rinto snickered,holding up his drink and then chugging all of it after," You're so down these days. Just drink,man. Drinking solves everything. "

Rinto then ordered a drink for the poor blond. The bartender placed the drink in front of him after. Len gloomily stared at the glass full of beer,maybe Rinto's right. Maybe drinking does solve everything.

He then chugs it all down,and then sloppily orders for another. He did the same process over and over again,the duo already lost count of how many drinks he had already chugged. He thought that if he drinks enough,he'll forget about the pain. But the pain keeps on growing and growing,no matter he does.

" Len! Calm do- " Oliver attempted to stop him,but he clumsily shut him by slapping him with his hand. He orders for another,chugging it all again.

What am I doing...? I'm destroying myself. Why don't I go and see her? Why...I just...want to...see her...Her face...her smile...hear her voice.

Oh god,Luka...Luka...

No matter what he did,it wasn't enough. How much pain did he need to go through? Why did he need to go through this? What did he do to deserve this? All he did was love an innocent,loving girl. There wasn't anything wrong with that,right?

Maybe...Just maybe,fate was too cruel.

Every single day he struggled to forget about her,but it was impossible. He couldn't just forget about her. After all those years they've been together,laughing and loving each other; wouldn't it be a shame to let it go?

Indeed. It is a shame.

He had enough,he just wanted to...

" Luka! " He exclaimed after he completely chugged down his glass as he jolted up from his seat. Rinto and Oliver tried to calm him down,but horribly failed for he pushed them away. He clumsily walks out of the door,bumping into everyone who's in the way. Some cussed at him for doing that,but he didn't mind. He slides the glass door out of his way so he could proceed to exit.

" LUKA! " He cried out,catching the attention of all the people in the street. He doesn't care if they'd think that he's crazy,he really didn't care at all. " LUKA! I MISS YOU,LOVE! COME BACK TO ME...! "

His vision was already blur,he couldn't even think straight. The image of the pink haired female invaded his mind,causing tears to pool his electrical blue eyes. He yelled her name numerous times,letting his feet drag him to anywhere it would like.

He was extremely desperate already. He wanted to see her so badly,her voice alone would make him extremely happy. Her smile alone could already make him die happily. Her presence alone would be enough.

Fate,why are you so cruel?

What did I do wrong...?

Why must I suffer like this...

It was already midnight,and he did nothing else but yell his beloved's name. He was crazy,crazy for her to be specific. He missed her so goddamn much,that he didn't do anything else but cry. Yes,crying doesn't solve anything. Even if he cries an ocean;it wouldn't help anything

Boys don't cry,but brokenhearted boys do.

He was now slumped down the railings of the fences near his door. He kept on sobbing,he thought that he was going to cry himself dry.

It hurts...It hurts...everything hurts... He cried to himself, My stupid head hurts...my throat hurts...My eyes are tired from crying...But what's even worse,my stupid heart hurts so goddamn much...!

He didn't know what else to do. He immediately grabbed his phone from his pocket,drowsily dialing her number. His wallpaper didn't help,either,it was him and her making silly faces as they smiled and laughed. They were so close,her head was resting on his chest as he held her close.

He missed this.

He wanted to destroy his phone,but he couldn't.

He wondered,

Is she doing this too right now,but with someone else better than me?

' The number you dialed is no longer in service. Please try again. ' The other line went,but Len couldn't believe it. He dialed her number again,but kept getting the same response. Luckily,she had another phone with a different number. He dialed it,but she didn't bother to answer. It went on voice mail,so he didn't do anything else but just rant his feelings for her.

" Luka, " He says her name softly, still sobbing," Look...Just listen,please. You're probably with another guy right now,who's better than me,I know. I'm a jerk. You don't deserve a guy like me,and I don't deserve an amazing girl like you. But... I still love you. I'm really selfish,and I really am so stupid for letting you go. I haven't seen you for a year...And I don't even know what's my purpose on this world anymore. It was as if I was made for you,for me to love you. But now,you're gone in my life and it really stresses me. You may be married with someone else now,but please...Please...I want to see my Luka again,I want to see my world. It's like without you,I can't live anymore. Everything hurts so much,baby. I miss you,so goddamn much. It's because I love you,and I still am madly in love with you. Just please...Please let me see you,even if it's only for a short moment. I miss you,Megurine Luka...I love you. "

After that,a moment of silence.

And before he knew it,the thought already came rolling down;crashing onto him unexpectedly.

He remembered.

" FOR FUCK'S SAKE,LEN! " The pink haired female hollered loudly over the other line," CAN YOU STOP BEING SUCH AN IMMATURE FUCK SOMETIMES?! "

Her eyes were already pooled with her tears,causing her vision to be blurry. She could barely drive straight anymore,she was getting rather...dizzy. The emotion of anger was dominating her that she couldn't even see well,and to make matters worse,she was feeling hurt by every single word they would blurt out. It was painful,their words were like bullets being shot at each other.

" I'LL STOP BEING AN IMMATURE FUCK IF YOU STOP BEING A BITCH! "

She paused for a second there,gasping at his words. She gritted her teeth in anger and was supposed to let another insult roll off her tongue,but was cut off by the loud screeching of tires. Before she knew it,her car had already collided with another,causing a scream to rip off her throat.

" Luka..? " Len shakily calls out her name. The sound of the vehicles colliding sent a shiver down his spine,and her scream was merely fueling his worry. She wasn't replying.

" Luka...babe? "

The line died for she had ended the call,but Len wanted to make sure she was okay. A scream and tires screeching? That could only mean one thing...

He knew what it was,but he couldn't accept it. No...It couldn't be...It shouldn't be...

With shaking hands,he clumsily dials her number. She didn't reply,so he repeated the process over and over again. No..No...this couldn't be...

" Luka...?! Luka?! Baby?! Lukluk,love? " Len cried out as he dialed her number over and over again,tears forming in his eyes," Luka...love,you're still there,right? Answer me...! "

Every single call he did,there wasn't a reply. As realization hit him,he screamed as he threw his phone to the wall in frustration.

" FUCK! "

He fell to his knees,breaking into a series of sobs as his heart was pounding loudly. He couldn't accept it,he just couldn't. He didn't ask for this,no...Fate was way too cruel.

" Luka...what...What do I do now...? "

He sat there,his phone near his ear. Like before,all he heard was

...Nothing.