Set during Neverland. First fic, be nice.

Everybody was sleeping but perhaps Emma and I. I lay still trying not to think about what horrors might be happening to Henry, but the more I try to stop the thoughts more they come to mind. I give up on trying and let them come freely. I know it's torture but I deserve it… I'm the Evil Queen after all. There is no enough suffering for me, all is deserved.

Memories of Henry, -good moments and bad moments-, mix with my mind's own making horrors and I can't breathe. Tears start to go down my face and right now I feel powerless. I can't control my thoughts, my tears and I can't have sure if my son is even alive. And that hurts more than being electrocuted for hours.

"Regina?"

Well it seems I was right. Emma is awake after all…

"What is it Miss Swan?"

"I can't sleep either… want to take a walk? Try to clear our heads?"

"If that's a plot to get me killed I must warn you-"

"WH- shit!" For a moment Emma forgets we have companions... asleep companions to be precise. Thank Gods no one awoke. "Of course not Regina it's just a friendly walk. Why everything for you is a plot?"

"I'm sorry I- a walk sounds acceptable, yes."

We walk for a while saying no words but as I feared Emma cannot hold her tongue.

"You didn't answer my question. Why you think everything is a plot?"

"Really Sheriff? Is this how you interrogate suspects? Do go back to school and learn how to talk properly, dear." I try to avoid the question.

But it doesn't work. "You can stop correcting me and my grammar and answer the damn question?!." Dear Lord her grammar is worst then a monkey's…

I take a deep breath and... well, I answer it. She won't shut her mouth until I do so.

"I- I am not used to kindness Emma. Not since D- Daniel. I apologize if I was to rash."

Emma looks at me with such understanding that scares me but her next words melt my cold heart.

"Well, looks like you'll have to get used to it."

SO.. I might no have time to upload it as often as I would like to.. just came back from my Carnival break and I have lots of tests coming. One of them is this Saturday to be precise. Maybe I'm gonna make it a 3 chapter fic. Nothing to big.

As this is my first fic it would be nice to have some reviews. If I don't get any I won't even keep going this one to be honest so.. be my guest to leave any comments. Oh.. and English is not my first language so any mistakes tell me about it and I'll try to fix it as soon as I can!