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- Warning: Contains explicit content, futanari, nudity, sexual situations.

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Ritsu took a deep breath and in the deep breath felt Mio's lips crash hungrily against her own. This had been the moment she only dreamed of her entire life. Now it was finally coming true. She released the breath and relinquished whatever fears and doubts she once had. A deep abiding calm settled in her being. She was with Mio, the girl she loved for as long as she could remember. She was her best friend, the only person she completely trusted in the entire world without hesitation.

Mio lifted her lips to Ritsu. Warm...she was so invitingly warm. Even her body burned to the touch. Mio pushed her tongue deep inside Ritsu's mouth. She welcomed the added heat, wanted to drown in it. Yes, tonight she would be consumed by the fire of her. Her hands moved to Ritsu's linen shirt, quickly untying the string there, the fabric spreading open with every knot undone.

Ritsu watched Mio carefully, observing how eager her fingers moved to undo her clothing. She shrugged out of them and dropped it on the ground, Mio's hands quickly resting right above her collarbone. "Are you sure?"

Mio ran a single finger between Ritsu's chest, trailing her skin with careful eyes. "I'm more sure then I've ever been my entire life." She planted her lips right where she'd seen the first scar, one of the many that lay before her.

Ritsu closed her eyes while Mio began her descent, leaving sweet, light kisses all over her breasts and torso. She cherished every single one and watched Mio drop to her knees, her lips settling right below her navel. They met eyes for a second, the cold slowly sinking into Ritsu's body. Mio unfastened her belt, the sound of leather and metal almost coming undone.

Almost.

Ritsu stopped her there, the fear rolling back into her mind. She'd taken the first step with Mio until this very point, but now that they were here, she didn't feel so confident anymore.

"Ritsu," Mio said softly. "It's just me." Slowly, she felt the brunette's resistance fade. Steeling herself with what courage she had, Mio continued and lowered her pants until Ritsu's hardened member sprung out. The first time she saw one was right after her wedding day, when she was forced into consummating with her new husband. There were spectators in the room that night and she was so sure she wouldn't have the courage to brave through it. But for the greater good and by some miracle, she did. She knew they served one purpose - to prove that if she ever produced an heir, he wouldn't be a bastard child.

Mio hesitantly took Ritsu's length in her hand and stroked her, thinking that would bring her the most pleasure. To think that Ritsu actually had one...

"Ah-" Ritsu groaned, her hands clawing back at the wooden wall. A sharp wave of electricity shot up her belly and she tensed, her penis flinching with excitement. "Mio," she breathed out softly.

Mio slowed to a stop, thinking that her curiousity got the best of her. She didn't realize what she was doing until Ritsu called her back to reality. "S-Sorry, did it hurt?" She asked bashfully.

Ritsu watched Mio stand to meet her. The blush in her cheeks only deepened. "N-No, it didn't. But it felt," she looked off to the side. "It felt good."

Mio smiled weakly and kissed Ritsu, her hand moving back down to her length. If it would give her pleasure, than she would do it. Ritsu's breaths escalated to faint pants as she brought Mio closer. To have her best friend touching her this way, no, to have her Queen pleasuring every inch of her skin was...amazing. Perhaps even more than that. Mio instinctively moved her hand faster and in a matter of seconds, Ritsu came undone, uttering a soft gasp against Mio's ear. She slid her hand from the base to the tip, feeling the sticky wetness coating her fingertips.

Ritsu took slow, deep breaths and willed her heart to calm itself. She let the little bit of light from the burning candle flood her senses. No longer was she bound by the anxiety in the pit of her stomach. Now she felt as free as a bird.

As gently as she could, Ritsu breathed against Mio's ear, "I want to make you feel good too." She peeled herself off the wall and guided Mio's back against it. They looked into each others eyes, the intensity still there from before. Slowly she undressed her, sensing the same resistance she once felt. "Are you nervous?" She asked, a small grin tugging on her lips.

Mio nodded.

Ritsu pressed her lips to Mio's mouth. "I am too." She kissed her with care, treading her fingers so lightly on Mio's dress that she was sure she didn't feel any of it. "I can stop anytime you want," she assured, hoping that deep down she wouldn't have too.

Mio nodded again and closed her eyes, surrendering any form of control to Ritsu. She trusted her just as much as she loved her. And if that was entirely true she would give all of herself to her tonight, willingly. "I don't want you to stop," she said.

Ritsu slid her hand underneath her dress to feel Mio's wetness on her fingers. She heard a whimper and closed her mouth with a kiss, breathing in what strained noises she made. A single finger slipped past her panties and into Mio. She moaned, arching herself onto Ritsu's body. The brunette held her back down, shushing her quietly with sweet kisses along her neck. She knew it might hurt her initially.

Mio panted with clenched eyes as she felt Ritsu's finger move inside her. There was pain, but there was also something else, something she couldn't quite distinguish just yet.

Ritsu moved deeper and Mio's innards tightened around her finger. "Breathe," she whispered. "I need you to breathe." Ritsu dropped her other hand to wrap around the back of Mio's neck. She rested their foreheads against each other and moved in and out of her slowly, coaxing her to come. With time, Ritsu adjusted her pace and even added a second finger for Mio's pleasure. She was breathing, but her breaths changed into a series of gasps and moans.

Mio whimpered in the back of her throat as Ritsu pushed deep inside. The pain she once felt merged with pleasure and a strange sensation began to build up at the center of her hips. She breathed deeply just as Ritsu instructed, sending waves of ecstasy rippling through her whole body. When she finally came, the climax gripped her stomach with an iron grip. Her hands sloped down and she clung to Ritsu's arms where she shuddered for what felt like an eternity.

Ritsu pulled out and shifted her weight, supporting Mio's body as best as she could. With their proximity to each other she could feel her heart beating hard against Mio's. Everything went quiet and all she could hear was the sound of her ragged breathing. "Are you okay?"

Mio's head slackened onto Ritsu's shoulder. "Yes," she replied so softly it would've been easy to miss.

Ritsu smiled into Mio's neck and pulled away until they were facing each other. "Forgive me for asking but was that...your first time coming?" Ritsu asked as her smile disappeared.

Mio cheeks blossomed so bright she had to look away. Thankfully, the room was dark, dark enough to cover the reddened hue on her cheeks. "Y-Yes," she replied shyly. Mio looked up at Ritsu. "It was." Something in the brunette's eyes told her that she might've known the answer to her own question. "You knew?"

"No. Yes. Well, I wasn't sure." Ritsu took a moment to think things through. Mio raised an eyebrow at her. "I mean, I had a feeling it must've been since you..." Now it was Ritsu's turn to blush. "Since you came a lot." She raised her forearm and, in the candlelight, Mio could see the wetness on her hand and wrist.

Ashamed and completely embarrassed, Mio closed her eyes and pressed her hands to her face. "I'm so sorry, I didn't-"

Ritsu laughed a short but musical laugh. One of pure satisfaction and happiness. "Don't be embarrassed." Ritsu pried one of Mio's hands away, but she only resisted. "And don't apologize. I'm actually glad." She felt Mio's hands lower themselves and Ritsu scratched the back of her head sheepishly. "I'm glad that I got you to come first." She smiled to herself, somewhat proud of her achievement.

Mio remained silent. She lost the will to speak especially after the incident.

"When you got married and..." Ritsu backed away, suddenly finding it difficult to form the right words. "Whenever you were with him I thought, maybe he made you happy." She took a deep breath and continued. "Not just on the outside for appearances, but in bed too."

Mio's heart stilled. It might have been dark, but even she could see the hint of sadness in Ritsu's eyes. "H-He tried, he did," she said quietly. "I just...couldn't."

Ritsu didn't know what to make of Mio's words. It must've been hard for her to consummate her marriage with someone who she didn't love with her whole heart, someone who was no better than a stranger. She looked up tentatively, her heart clenching as she dared to ask another question. "Do you still...?"

"No," Mio replied solemnly. "We don't." Ritsu exhaled slowly. "We sleep together on the same bed. But nothing more." Mio focused on the flickering candlelight. Ritsu drank in her words quietly. After the miscarriages they decided to stop trying.

"Do you want them? Children, I mean." There never seemed to be an end to her questions. The more she asked, the more she discovered about Mio. And to think she knew all that she had too...

Mio offered her a warm smile. "Of course I do." Ritsu moved closer and together they shared the warmth of their bodies. She ran her hands to the brunette's neck and looked deep into her eyes. Funny how even in the darkness they seemed to glow just as bright as the sun. "But not with him," she said. There was no regret in her voice, only genuine honesty.

"Then with who?" Ritsu asked softy, caressing Mio's cheek with her fingers.

"Only with you." Mio inched forward and Ritsu did too. They kissed, a slow, deep, and sensual kiss. A pleasant light-headedness gripped the two of them and in the heat of the moment, they shed the last of their clothing, littering the floor with sounds of fabric hitting the ground. "Make love to me Ritsu," Mio commanded.

Ritsu cupped her face in both hands and brought her lips to Mio's forehead. She wanted to start with only the sweetest intentions. This wasn't just sex anymore, it was something far greater than she ever hoped it would be. Gently she ran her fingers all over Mio's naked body and desire quickened at the lightest of her touches. "You're so beautiful," she whispered in sincere admiration.

Mio was glad she didn't look at her face because it gave her the freedom to study Ritsu. Her brown short hair fell over her forehead, almost into her eyes. Ritsu's eyes, how she loved looking at her eyes. They held a type of intelligence, perhaps not book wise, but they were highly perceptive. In them she could see the burning desire, the bravery and even the wildness in it. Mio pushed forward forcing Ritsu to retreat until they hit the end of the dining table. She knew they would never make it to the bedroom.

Mio wrapped her arms around Ritsu's neck, feeling a hand hike up her thigh. And with all the strength she had, Ritsu lifted her quickly, setting her down to sit on the table. In the faint light Mio looked beautiful; she couldn't deny that. More beautiful than she'd ever seen her. A blizzard had kept them trapped in an abandoned cottage left with barely anything to eat or drink. And yet Ritsu felt as though it must've been fate, as though this night was meant to happen. She laid her down against the wood, marveling at her lithe form. How she wished the blizzard would come to pass just so she would see every inch of her clearly.

Ritsu brought her mouth to Mio's again and shifted so that her body was on top, her full weight bearing down on her Queen. She pressed her hips gently against Mio who exhaled slowly. Ritsu kissed her way from Mio's neck to her breasts. She paused for a moment and looked at her before lowering her head and taking one of her nipples in her mouth.

Mio arched underneath and sighed with pleasure. She loved how Ritsu's movements were eager but gentle. Mio lay there passively while Ritsu touched and kissed her anywhere and everywhere. She had to admit it did feel a little unusual. Not to submitting, she was used to that, had been since she lost her virginity. No, it was unusual because of the pleasurable sensations she felt vibrating all over her body. Was this what love did to her? She asked herself in the silence of her mind.

Ritsu faced her again and pushed her arms over Mio's head, twining their fingers together. They kissed again and when Ritsu paused to pull back she looked down at her. "For once in my entire life, I'm not doing this because you told me to," she said half grinning. All her time she spent following orders from the crown, from the people, from Mio. "I want you to know that this means so much to me." Ritsu released their hands and waited for a response.

Mio swallowed the lump in her throat. Her heart clenched at the tenderness of Ritsu's words. "It means a lot to me too." She spread her legs open, raising her knees close to her chest. Ritsu planted one kiss at the center of her stomach and guided herself in. Mio arched on the table, her back lifting off the wood. She could feel Ritsu push inside her, burrowing in as far as she could go. Mio clawed at the table, her chest heaving as she released a soft moan.

Once completely inside, Ritsu stopped, relishing the warm wet heat that hugged her so tightly. She looked down at their joined bodies and breathed heavily. Mio wrapped around her length perfectly, enveloping her with their shared heat. Move, she told herself. Stunned by the shock of the overwhelming sensation, Ritsu nearly forgot she was supposed to move.

Mio lifted her hips with half lidded eyes. She reached up to cup Ritsu's cheek. "Are you okay?" She asked with concern in her voice.

Ritsu's grin quivered. "More than okay. Mio, you feel incredible," she replied breathlessly.

Mio blushed in the darkness and wrapped her arms around Ritsu. Never before had she felt so safe, so secure. Ritsu placed a kiss on her cheek and began to move slowly, rising up to thrust deep into her. When Mio moved, she writhed slightly and held her breath only to release it the next second. She closed her eyes and felt the table shaking underneath, Ritsu thrusting faster and harder into her. It was crazy to think she'd done this before but never really found enjoyment in it. At least not until tonight. Being with Ritsu, having her inside was the definition of pure, unadultered ecstasy.

"Mio," Ritsu moaned, feeling the heat around her length tighten for a split second. Mio wrapped her legs around her back, bringing her closer, even deeper. Trapped in the circle of her legs, Ritsu could only make short, sharp thrusts that brought her to the edge. She bit her bottom lip hard, suppressing the urge to come. She would last more than five minutes, even if it would kill her. And it just might.

Mio gasped, feeling Ritsu growing steadily inside her. "Ritsu..." She moaned, taking a fistful of her hair. Mio lifted her head slowly. She had to look, had to watch Ritsu moving in and out of her. She dropped her head just as quickly, the image forever seared deep in her memories.

The candlelight flickered and Ritsu thrust a few more times, nearing her impending climax. She willed herself to move faster, thrust deeper, provide the pleasure that she always dreamed of giving Mio. In her ears she could only hear the sounds of soft gasps, strained moans and satisfied sighs. "Mio," she cried out, feeling the need to alert her what would come next.

"I love you," Mio said as she held onto Ritsu for dear life. She dug her nails deep into her skin as a few moans escaped her lips at the raw intensity of it all. Her legs around Ritsu loosened while she pulled out. Mio released a sigh and watched Ritsu's stroke herself quickly. In the next few seconds she came, fast and hard, fluid spraying out against the flat of her stomach.

Ritsu steadied herself on her palms, her mind and body still reeling from her climax. She took a tentative look at Mio's body dressed in her cum. Slowly she closed her eyes and thought back to those last few seconds. It was so tempting for her not to pull out. And she almost didn't.

Mio sat upright on the table to meet Ritsu. She wiped off some of the wetness on her stomach and ran it between her fingers. Her cheeks blossomed pink. She was surprised to find so much of it on her body. Her eyes drifted to Ritsu who managed a weak grin.

"I don't want this night to end," Mio admitted in the dark. The candlelight was on its last leg. It would give out at any minute now.

"Neither do I."

Silence befell the room bringing comfort and relief between the two of them. Ritsu bent down to take one of her shirts and used it to wipe Mio clean. They said nothing for a while, they didn't have to. Tonight they were more in sync than they've ever been. It was only weeks ago when they'd fought over some stupid quarrel. Was it about politics? War negotiations and tactics? Ritsu couldn't remember.

When she finished, she looked deep into Mio's eyes and saw the sadness in them. It broke her heart and soul to know the reality of their situation. She was a knight. Mio was her Queen. The wall that parted their lives couldn't have been built any higher than that.

And even so, tonight might be the only time they tore down that wall.

Mio rested her head on Ritsu's shoulder. She smelled so warm, so sunny, almost like Summer. Mio laughed at herself. That might've been the silliest thought she ever came up with. How could anyone smell like Summer? Slowly she closed her eyes and inhaled deeply and smiled. She could smell the scent of moonbeam flowers and bee blossoms, the very ones they used lay in for hours when they were younger. Oh how she wished to rewind time so that she could relive those happier, care free days.

Ritsu wrapped her arms around Mio and threaded her fingers through her raven hair gently. She looked out the window to find the blizzard still beating down on them. It made it difficult to tell time. Ritsu lowered her hands to meet Mio's.

"It doesn't have to end."

Without another word, Ritsu guided her to the bedroom just as the candlelight went out. She would make sure it would be the longest night of their lives.