Kanan and Ezra

I gave this prompt to someone. So didn't steal it and neither did they.

Chapter 1: Nightmares

Ezra was sitting in his room. Tears streamed down his face. He messed up in training. Kanan sent him to his room. Ezra feared that Kanan wasn't going to train him again. Tears welled up in his eyes. Kanan entered five minutes later. He wiped the tears away hoping Kanan hadn't seen them.

"Pathetic," Kanan sneered.

"What?" asked Ezra, confused.

"You," answered Kanan," Follow me."

"Yes, master," said Ezra.

"We are going on a mission. I need to grab my lightsaber from my room. Stay put," said Kanan.

"Yes master," said Ezra. He turned and walked off the ramp. He waited patiently for Kanan. With the ramp still open, the Ghost started to take off. Ezra tried to force jump onto it, but Kanan used the force and slammed him to the ground.

"I don't want a pathetic Padawan like you on this ship," said Kanan. The ramp closed, and they were gone forever.

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Ezra jerked up gasping. Tears were streaming down his face. He relaxed. He was in his bunk on the Ghost. Kanan hadn't gotten rid of him. He just lectured him on the need to focus. His breath evened, and he fell asleep. He didn't sleep long before Kanan came in and woke him up. He was supposed to be up an hour ago, but he didn't care. He was tired.

Ezra thought about telling him of the dream, but decided against it. Besides, it was just a nightmare. A onetime thing. How wrong he was.

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Ezra was sitting in his room. Tears streamed down his face. He messed up in training. Kanan sent him to his room. Ezra feared that Kanan wasn't going to train him again. Tears welled up in his eyes. Kanan entered five minutes later. He wiped the tears away hoping Kanan hadn't seen them.

"Pathetic," Kanan sneered.

"What?" asked Ezra, confused.

"You," answered Kanan," Follow me."

"Yes, master," said Ezra.

"We are going on a mission. I need to grab my lightsaber from my room. Stay put," said Kanan.

"Yes master," said Ezra. He turned and walked off the ramp. He waited patiently for Kanan. With the ramp still open, the Ghost started to take off. Ezra tried to force jump onto it, but Kanan used the force and slammed him to the ground.

"I don't want a pathetic Padawan like you on this ship," said Kanan. The ramp closed, and they were gone forever.

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Ezra woke up crying again. He shook his head. He was being stupid. Kanan wouldn't do this. He wasn't like that. Ezra got up and checked if Zeb was still on the top bunk. Ezra sighed in relief. He shook his head. He was being extremely stupid. He rolled his eyes at himself. He fell asleep again, but the moment he closed his eyes, his dream came back.

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Ezra was sitting in his room. Tears streamed down his face. He messed up in training. Kanan sent him to his room. Ezra feared that Kanan wasn't going to train him again. Tears welled up in his eyes. Kanan entered five minutes later. He wiped the tears away hoping Kanan hadn't seen them.

"Pathetic," Kanan sneered.

"What?" asked Ezra, confused.

"You," answered Kanan," Follow me."

"Yes, master," said Ezra.

"We are going on a mission. I need to grab my lightsaber from my room. Stay put," said Kanan.

"Yes master," said Ezra. He turned and walked off the ramp. He waited patiently for Kanan. With the ramp still open, the Ghost started to take off. Ezra tried to force jump onto it, but Kanan used the force and slammed him to the ground.

"I don't want a pathetic Padawan like you on this ship," said Kanan. The ramp closed, and they were gone forever.

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Why was he having these dreams? It didn't make sense. Unless Kanan actually wanted to get rid of him. He tried to shake those thoughts. He really tried. But they wouldn't go away. Tears streamed harder down his cheeks. It was a dream; it was a vision. Kanan was going to leave him, and he thought he was pathetic. Maybe not yet, but he will. He will think he's pathetic.

Ezra stayed up the rest of the night. He didn't want to see that awful vision anymore. He didn't want to see how much he would disappoint Kanan, how much Kanan would hate him, in the future. He held back a sob by biting his lip. It started bleeding. It didn't hurt as much as his heart did. Soon it was morning, Kanan came to get him. More tears welled up in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall. He didn't want to see how much Kanan would be disappointed in him for crying.

"Today, you will be blindfolded and will use the Force to block the stun blasts shot at you," said Kanan.

"Yes, master," said Ezra, quietly.

Kanan's brow wrinkled in confusion, and he asked," Is everything okay?"

"Yes master."

"Well, if you're sure."

Ezra didn't block a single shot and was stunned several times before Kanan stopped them. Ezra hung his head. Kanan was definitely getting rid of him now.

"What's wrong with you? You haven't performed this bad since Empire Day and that had a reason! Get your head out of the clouds and into this lesson!" shouted Kanan.

But Ezra didn't improve. He only got worse. Kanan was absolutely furious after Ezra got stun for the tenth time. He called an end to the lesson and stalked away. He didn't say a word to Ezra breaking his heart.

Ezra wasn't hungry, so he skipped dinner. Zeb, Hera, and Sabine checked on him. He said he wasn't feeling that good, and they left. He waited for Kanan to come check on him, but he didn't. Ezra muffled his sobs in his pillow. Ten minutes later, he sobbed himself to sleep.

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Ezra was sitting in his room. Tears streamed down his face. He messed up in training. Kanan sent him to his room. Ezra feared that Kanan wasn't going to train him again. Tears welled up in his eyes. Kanan entered five minutes later. He wiped the tears away hoping Kanan hadn't seen them.

"Pathetic," Kanan sneered.

"What?" asked Ezra, confused.

"You," answered Kanan," Follow me."

"Yes, master," said Ezra.

"We are going on a mission. I need to grab my lightsaber from my room. Stay put," said Kanan.

"Yes master," said Ezra. He turned and walked off the ramp. He waited patiently for Kanan. With the ramp still open, the Ghost started to take off. Ezra tried to force jump onto it, but Kanan used the force and slammed him to the ground.

"I don't want a pathetic Padawan like you on this ship," said Kanan. The ramp closed, and they were gone forever.

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Ezra woke up and cried. He refused to go back to sleep, and he decided he wouldn't sleep until Kanan got rid of him finally. He couldn't take this never-ending torture. He cried all night long. Zeb wasn't in there. He saw a note that said Zeb was giving him space since he was sick. Ezra took advantage of that by crying slightly louder than he would if Zeb was in there. He still couldn't be too loud. The walls weren't soundproof.

Ezra hadn't slept for a week. His depression showing stronger than ever. His training was getting worse and worse. He was supposed to meditating, but he was so tired that he fell asleep. He woke up from his vision and saw Kanan's angry face leaning over him. He let out an inaudible whimper.

"You were supposed to be meditating," said Kanan angrily, trying hard not to yell.

"I know. I'm sorry, master," said Ezra.

Kanan was about to say something, but he changed his mind. Kanan sighed and said," I'm going out. I need some time alone."

Tears welled up in Ezra's eyes. Kanan couldn't leave. Ezra needed him. "Kanan, please," said Ezra.

Kanan turned around and immediately the anger drained from his face. "Ezra, what's wrong?"

"Please don't go," said Ezra.

"I'd be back," Kanan said.

"Please don't leave me."

"I'm not leaving you, Ezra."

"I was just going to calm down before I said something I didn't mean."

"You aren't leaving me?"

"Of course not. Why would you even think that?"

Ezra explained his vision, how at first he ignored it, how it started to get to him. He explained everything. Kanan hugged his tightly to his body.

"Ezra, you should've told me. I'm so sorry. I've been yelling at you when it was only lack of sleep. I must not have been helping you at all," said Kanan.

"It's okay," said Ezra.

"No, it's not. Come on though."

"Where?"

"Don't worry. We are just going to lay down and take a nap."

"I get the dreams if I go to sleep. Please don't make me go."

"I'll be right there," said Kanan," I won't leave, and if I do, I'll wake you up and tell you where and why I'm going to be there." Ezra laid down in Kanan's arms and slept peacefully for the first time in a week and three days.

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