Update...

Hi y'all! It's been a whole year since I updated..

As I updated on my other ff, I was working a lot more, pulling doubles shifts until I got tired of it and I told someone how I felt and it cost me my job..
To me this person should have talked to me like a woman and we could had worked our issues out. But she isn't the type to do that.. She still has her job while I'm unemployed. It does bother me from time to time because of the length of time I was there and I wasn't given a decent enough reason to why I was terminated.. I take things to heart a lot of times, wear my heart on my sleeve if you will. It sucks that I lost my job.. But I feel like this was a blessing in disquise.. In the last few years especially the last year I wasn't happy.. I went through every emotion one could think of. I cried a lot the first week.. When I wasn't crying I was angry mostly at myself because I have those thoughts like if I wouldn't had said anything to that coworker..
But then again I would had gotten fired for something else.. That was how bad my former workplace was getting,
and I guess in a way I'm glad I got out when I did.. I miss talking to the residents and some of the coworkers I got along with.. It also made me see what kind of person I am.. I'm learning things about myself more that I never thought I could have..

Another reason why I took a break from fan fiction... I didn't think my stories were good enough and I was trying so hard.. I'm my own worst critic with a lot of things and I'm trying to work on those things.. It's hard I won't lie to anyone.. I know there are tons of stories on here that are way better than mine and everyone has talent who writes on here.. Writing for me is a muse and it helps express what I usually don't say.. Which lately I say enough but the words I can't say I usually write them down.. It helps me express my feelings.

Also my old laptop finally decided to die because it was giving me so much problems with viruses.. I mean I could be watching something on youtube and it would just turn off. I had it for a while and it just was tired and never came on again.. So eventually I got me a new one last December and I don't download anything on it.. All my movies, pictures, music, is on my small harddrive.. Worth the money I paid for it last year..

I will be updating this story soon.. Most likely tomorrow.. I had some ideas for this and I'll try not to make it as insane as I was in the first few chapters... Straight and narrow.. I do have other fanfics up if y'all would like to read them..

I have time on my hands till I start moving.. Which hopefully will be happening in a few weeks or so.. It's due time and I want to start a new in a bigger city with better jobs.. So fingers cross on that..

I will try to update every other day.. Unless if a idea comes to me then it will be everyday but most likely every other day..

Sorry for the long ass update I just wanted to let y'all know that I didn't forget about y'all and I'm back and thank you for having patience with me.. More chapters are coming soon!

xoxoxo-RHW