hi everyone.

this author's note will be posted to every single ongoing fanfic I have, so if you're following any of my other fics you'll see it there too.

I'm just going to have to be honest here, since I can't really keep lying and saying I just "lost my muse" or something.

for a while, I've been struggling with severe mental disorders which as of late have gotten so bad that I can no longer attend school for more than a few days at a time or go out in public without going through hell while I'm there. to be honest, it's getting really hard to create ANYTHING. I can't draw, I can't do my school work, and of course, I can't even write. every time I think I have some sort of muse, I pull up a word document and as soon as I look at it, it's like every word that I could've possibly put on the page has just disappeared from my mind. I can't create, full stop. so I'm sorry. I hope that at some point in the near future I will be have at least some control over my mind and what it does. until then, I hope you all continue to stay with me and hope for my recovery as much as I am.

much love, always.

scarlet.